Tangled

113 Ava: A New Change

I want to believe Lucas. I want to believe that

everything will be okay, that I’ll come out of this stronger than before. But there’s a part of me that’s terrified of what’s happening to me, of the changes. that I can feel taking place inside my body.

Change is inevitable, Selene says, her voice gentle. But it doesn’t have to be something to fear.

I know she’s right, but it’s hard to let go of the apprehension that’s taken root in my gut.

I have a feeling Selene knows why I’ve been unconscious for so long, but I can’t talk to her with

Lucas here.

Lisa squeezes my hand, drawing my attention back to her. “We’re here for you, Ave. Whatever you need.”

I manage a small smile, grateful for her support. “Thanks, Lise. I don’t know what I would do without

you.”

“Probably starve,” she jokes, trying to lighten the mood. “Speaking of which, I’m going to go track down

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some of that liquid diet for you. Be right back.”

She slips out of the room, leaving me alone with Lucas and Vanessa. Selene hops down from the bed, stretching languidly before padding over to the window. She seems content to give us some privacy, though I know she’s still listening to every word.

Vanessa steps closer, her expression softening as she takes in the way Lucas is holding me. “Your body has been through a tremendous ordeal, Ava. It’s going to take time to recover, both physically and emotionally. But you’re strong. You’ll get through this.”

She smiles, reaching out to pat my leg through the blanket. “I’ll be back to check on you later. You’ll probably be asleep soon. I’ll be here in the morning, and we can talk more then.”

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It takes three days until I’m strong enough to be discharged home.

It seems like forever, but Dr. Beaumont assures me- and Lucas–that it’s a miracle I’m going home so early. Having multiple giant meals of protein (rare steak being the food of choice) seems to have kick–started

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for

with Lucas. and Vanessa. Selene hops down from the bed, stretching languidly before padding over

been through a tremendous ordeal, Ava. It’s going to take time to recover, both physically and emotionally. But

through the blanket. “I’ll be back to check on you later. You’ll probably be asleep soon. I’ll

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strong enough

Beaumont assures me- and Lucas–that it’s a miracle I’m going home so early. Having multiple giant meals of

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ability lies in

not only better–I feel stronger and

I ever

worrying. The full moon isn’t for another month,

seem convinced I will shift at that time.

I ask her if that’s true.

leave so I can

I’m excited to be discharged, except…

be staying at my

go back to Lisa’s

Lucas and his alpha presence. Kellan poked his head into the room a few minutes earlier to ask Lisa if she could help pack my things and bring them to Lucas‘

staying with Lisa.”

you’re not.” Lucas runs a hand through his hair,

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frown in my direction. “I’ll feel better if you’re at the alpha lodge. You’ll be

her down. “Are you trying to tell me you set my

of course

me at her apartment just fine. They did last

“Still-”

up for myself feels good. Better than

is about me.”

“As my mate-”

you are not my alpha. And even if you think I’m your mate, that connection has not been accented or established. And

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my

course, all those words are from Selene, coaching me as she pretends to sleep in the warmth of

window.

looks smug, and Lucas looks…

Hurt.