Tangled

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229 Ava: Fire

Bureaucracy in the Fae Ward moves with the pace of a paralyzed sloth, leaving me with an itchy feeling between my shoulder blades, as if staying here is the worst decision I've ever made.

Selene spends most of her time slinking around the Fae Ward, finding pockets of space with less wards to sneeze over. Vanessa and Marcus stick with me, with Vanessa sharing my bedroom. Our first lesson doesn't happen for three days. Why?

Application for Unlicensed Magus to Practice Dangerous Magic Within Residential Areas.

It's an actual title of a piece of paperwork Magister Orion had to file. Apparently, new wizards (though the official Fae-paperwork term is magus, unknown origin) are deemed a deadly force.

Whoever runs this place has a serious stick up their butt about me learning magic.

"I don't like it," Vanessa says, staring out the window. "They'll have your name on official paperwork. We have no idea how deep Renard's influence lies."

"It's only within the Fae Ward," I point out, like I have the other thirty times she's mentioned it. "If they're going to find me here, the paperwork won't be the only reason."

Marcus, of course, is quiet. We already know how he feels. He hates it and doesn't trust the paperwork, either.

Not that I disagree with either of them-it's just that, like them, I feel stuck.

17:05

that I've been unable to reach Lucas for three days.

ty

Knowing that they're fighting over there, not knowing the full

us on edge.

made any progress" Vanessa changes the subject

beside me, where I'm surrounded by five

rapes written on them. Unlike the magic book I'm still kicking myself over for

disappear, and Vanessa and

again. There's nothing that happens when I touch them: no tingle or buzz within my fingertips. I can't feel anything. It's just

papers and told me to

such vague instructions, it's no surprise I've had no

matter how I try to commune with a single

helps with fighting. Learning to center, to focus only on what

you

not like I haven't tried that before-I grab the one that means fire,

SVR XS. FIR

a slow breath as I center myself. The sounds and scents of the world fade away, leaving only the sensation of my own body, its thudding heartbeat vibrating through my chest, and the pulsing core of

of reach.

reaching out to touch it. Nothing happens. I try to visualize tugging at it, like pulling on a

either.

supposed to access this power if nothing works? Taking another deep breath,

the silence of my meditation, my thoughts drift to the rune for fire sitting on the paper in front of me. Fire,

about its properties-how it consumes, how

Burning.

Not a memory of this life, but of another.

anything I've experienced.

of my being. I couldn't move, couldn't

throat as the phantom sensations wash over me. I want to pull away from the memory, to escape the torment, but something holds

17.50

220 Ava. Fire

matters.

in that moment of complete dissolution, something else emerged. Something primal and powerful. I focus on that feeling, on the memory of being

power.