Tangled

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"I'll get the Magister," Marcus offers. "You focus on the those other ones. Try not to flood the room or something"

"I can swim," Vanessa says. "I can probably keep her afloat until you get here."

Their faith in me is so touching. "I'm not going to flood the room,

guys."

"Did you know you were going to set a paper on fire before you

did it?" Marcus looks stern, but there's a slight twinkle in his eyes, and a little quirk to his smile, that tells me he's becoming more comfortable around me.

At least he's not trying to escape the general vicinity of magic, after being in the Fae Ward for a few days. He's getting used to its existence around him, though he admits that it feels itchy. Vanessa doesn't seem to have the same problem.

Selene, on the other hand.....

I'm not sneezing, but all I can smell is refuse. She sounds sour in my head. There's an alley with garbage cans. I guess no one wants to ward their trash.

As Marcus leaves to fetch Magister Orion, my heart clenches in sympathy for my wolf. I wish there was a way to make you more comfortable.

It's fine, Selene replies, though her mental voice sounds strained. I'd rather be here than leave you alone.

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Vanessa settles on the bed, her fingers tracing the edges of the rune papers scattered across the covers. She looks up at me, her eyes filled with concern. "How are you holding up, Ava?" Falling onto my back, I throw my arm over my eyes, blocking out the lights. Every one of my feelings presses down on me, shoving me deeper into the mattress. "Honestly? I feel like I'm missing something huge. Like there's this... I don't know, this looming disaster just waiting to happen, and I can't see it coming."

her expression thoughtful. "Well, we know Lisa's been relocated. That's good news, right? And

sudden spring of tears in my eyes. "But I can't shake this feeling that I should be doing more. It feels like

I lower my arm to peer in her direction. "Maybe working on your powers is the best help you can be right now. Think about it-if you can master this, you'll be

that prickling feeling of unease won't leave me alone. Pulling out my phone, my fingers hover over Lucas's number. I've left him twelve messages since yesterday. "I should call him, just to check

answer. I try

savs, but I

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uncertainty in her voice.

to Kellan's number, hoping he'll at least be able to give me an update.

phone onto the

suddenly feeling very small and very scared. "How do you handle

soften, and she reaches out

hard,” she admits. "There's no easy way to deal with it. The amount of times I've been left at the hospital while

patient who needs something, or more wounded coming in. There are things that you need

her hand back, I squeeze hard. "Thank you. For being with me. For sacrificing for me." If Lucas being unreachable is hard for me-newly mated and spending more time away from him than with him-I can

chest?" I

from the Lunar Gala,

my mating bond with

now, and

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soft smile spreads across her face, her eyes taking on a distant look. "Always," she says quietly. "When he's not near, it's like... like I'm missing an arm or a leg. Missing a lung.

just got busy, too distracted thinking and doing to even remember to call Lucas. It seems stupid that I

life, as my partner, and the responsibilities of the position it brings, I thought I

now I realize I still was complacent, knowing he was there to hold us up. He's always been the glue of our relationship,

with our

him being the one to text me, to call me, distance, I realize how much I relied on

to know he's safe,

doesn't feel

like the entire world keeps throwing revelation after revelation at me, and I'm drowning