Tangled

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"I'll get the Magister," Marcus offers. "You focus on the those other ones. Try not to flood the room or something"

"I can swim," Vanessa says. "I can probably keep her afloat until you get here."

Their faith in me is so touching. "I'm not going to flood the room,

guys."

"Did you know you were going to set a paper on fire before you

did it?" Marcus looks stern, but there's a slight twinkle in his eyes, and a little quirk to his smile, that tells me he's becoming more comfortable around me.

At least he's not trying to escape the general vicinity of magic, after being in the Fae Ward for a few days. He's getting used to its existence around him, though he admits that it feels itchy. Vanessa doesn't seem to have the same problem.

Selene, on the other hand.....

I'm not sneezing, but all I can smell is refuse. She sounds sour in my head. There's an alley with garbage cans. I guess no one wants to ward their trash.

As Marcus leaves to fetch Magister Orion, my heart clenches in sympathy for my wolf. I wish there was a way to make you more comfortable.

It's fine, Selene replies, though her mental voice sounds strained. I'd rather be here than leave you alone.

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Vanessa settles on the bed, her fingers tracing the edges of the rune papers scattered across the covers. She looks up at me, her eyes filled with concern. "How are you holding up, Ava?" Falling onto my back, I throw my arm over my eyes, blocking out the lights. Every one of my feelings presses down on me, shoving me deeper into the mattress. "Honestly? I feel like I'm missing something huge. Like there's this... I don't know, this looming disaster just waiting to happen, and I can't see it coming."

good

"But I can't shake this feeling that I should

the air, tickling my ear as I lower my arm to peer in her direction. "Maybe working on your powers is the best help you can be right now. Think about it-if you can master this, you'll be able to protect the pack in ways

her. I really do. But that prickling feeling of unease won't leave me alone. Pulling out my phone, my fingers hover over Lucas's number. I've left him twelve messages since yesterday. "I should call him, just

once, twice, three times. No answer. I try again, my heart rate picking up with

busy." Vanessa savs, but I can hear the

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uncertainty in her voice.

switch to Kellan's number, hoping he'll at least be able to give me an update. But

my phone onto the bed.

and very scared. "How

eyes soften, and she reaches out to squeeze my

to deal with it. The amount of times I've been left at the hospital while Vester's out on a mission is not small." "And what

shakes her head. "You focus on what needs to be done. There's always a patient who needs something, or more wounded coming in. There are things that you need to do, and you do them. Worrying yourself into an anxiety spiral won't help. Right

for me-newly mated and spending more time away from him than with him-I can only imagine how hard

be away from him? Here, in your chest?" I

moment I ran from the Lunar Gala,

my mating bond with

back now, and driving

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on a distant look. "Always," she says quietly. "When he's not near, it's like... like I'm missing an arm or a leg. Missing a lung. I can't breathe a full breathe, and I can't walk at full strength. You don't realize how much you rely on someone until they're not

thinking and doing to even remember to call Lucas. It seems stupid

life, as my partner, and the responsibilities of the position it brings, I thought I

been the glue of our relationship, and I've been like a

with our

call me, distance, I realize how much I relied on him. On his presence to steady

know he's safe,

doesn't feel good at

after revelation at me, and I'm drowning