Tangled

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"I'll get the Magister," Marcus offers. "You focus on the those other ones. Try not to flood the room or something"

"I can swim," Vanessa says. "I can probably keep her afloat until you get here."

Their faith in me is so touching. "I'm not going to flood the room,

guys."

"Did you know you were going to set a paper on fire before you

did it?" Marcus looks stern, but there's a slight twinkle in his eyes, and a little quirk to his smile, that tells me he's becoming more comfortable around me.

At least he's not trying to escape the general vicinity of magic, after being in the Fae Ward for a few days. He's getting used to its existence around him, though he admits that it feels itchy. Vanessa doesn't seem to have the same problem.

Selene, on the other hand.....

I'm not sneezing, but all I can smell is refuse. She sounds sour in my head. There's an alley with garbage cans. I guess no one wants to ward their trash.

As Marcus leaves to fetch Magister Orion, my heart clenches in sympathy for my wolf. I wish there was a way to make you more comfortable.

It's fine, Selene replies, though her mental voice sounds strained. I'd rather be here than leave you alone.

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Vanessa settles on the bed, her fingers tracing the edges of the rune papers scattered across the covers. She looks up at me, her eyes filled with concern. "How are you holding up, Ava?" Falling onto my back, I throw my arm over my eyes, blocking out the lights. Every one of my feelings presses down on me, shoving me deeper into the mattress. "Honestly? I feel like I'm missing something huge. Like there's this... I don't know, this looming disaster just waiting to happen, and I can't see it coming."

That's good

against my face, against the sudden spring of tears in my eyes. "But I can't shake this

my arm to peer in her direction. "Maybe working on your powers is the best help you can be right now. Think about it-if you can master this, you'll be able to protect the

won't leave me alone. Pulling out my phone, my fingers hover over Lucas's

times. No answer. I try again, my heart rate picking up with each unanswered ring.

savs, but I can

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uncertainty in her voice.

be able to give me an update. But his phone goes straight to

phone onto the

"How do you handle this? The stress, the

reaches out to

to deal with it. The amount of times I've been left at the hospital while Vester's out

done. There's always a patient who needs something, or more wounded coming in. There are things that you need to do, and you do them. Worrying yourself into an anxiety spiral won't help. Right now, I'm

being with me. For sacrificing for me." If Lucas being unreachable is hard for me-newly mated and spending more time away from him than with him-I can only imagine how hard it is for a couple

in your chest?" I rub

the Lunar

since accepting my

back now, and driving

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soft smile spreads across her face, her eyes taking on a distant look. "Always," she says quietly. "When he's not near, it's like... like I'm missing an arm or a leg. Missing a lung. I can't breathe a full

It seems stupid that I ever got that complacent before, when now my entire day revolves around my phone, sending out regular calls in case he

It's been an eye-opening experience. Once I accepted him into my life, as my partner, and the responsibilities

hold us up. He's always been the glue of our relationship, and I've been like a

with our

the one to text me, to call me, distance, I realize how much I relied on him. On his

to know he's safe, and finally understanding how he

feel

the entire world keeps throwing revelation after revelation at me, and I'm