Tangled

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"I'll get the Magister," Marcus offers. "You focus on the those other ones. Try not to flood the room or something"

"I can swim," Vanessa says. "I can probably keep her afloat until you get here."

Their faith in me is so touching. "I'm not going to flood the room,

guys."

"Did you know you were going to set a paper on fire before you

did it?" Marcus looks stern, but there's a slight twinkle in his eyes, and a little quirk to his smile, that tells me he's becoming more comfortable around me.

At least he's not trying to escape the general vicinity of magic, after being in the Fae Ward for a few days. He's getting used to its existence around him, though he admits that it feels itchy. Vanessa doesn't seem to have the same problem.

Selene, on the other hand.....

I'm not sneezing, but all I can smell is refuse. She sounds sour in my head. There's an alley with garbage cans. I guess no one wants to ward their trash.

As Marcus leaves to fetch Magister Orion, my heart clenches in sympathy for my wolf. I wish there was a way to make you more comfortable.

It's fine, Selene replies, though her mental voice sounds strained. I'd rather be here than leave you alone.

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Vanessa settles on the bed, her fingers tracing the edges of the rune papers scattered across the covers. She looks up at me, her eyes filled with concern. "How are you holding up, Ava?" Falling onto my back, I throw my arm over my eyes, blocking out the lights. Every one of my feelings presses down on me, shoving me deeper into the mattress. "Honestly? I feel like I'm missing something huge. Like there's this... I don't know, this looming disaster just waiting to happen, and I can't see it coming."

good

know, I know." I squeeze my arm harder against my face, against the sudden spring of tears in my eyes. "But I can't shake this feeling that I should be doing more. It feels like I'm hiding while everyone else is

her direction. "Maybe working on your powers is the best help you can be right now. Think about it-if you can master this, you'll be

that prickling feeling of unease won't leave me alone. Pulling out my phone, my fingers hover over Lucas's number. I've left him twelve

three times. No answer. I try again, my heart rate picking up with each unanswered ring.

savs, but I can hear the

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uncertainty in her voice.

Kellan's number, hoping he'll at least be able to give me an update. But

tossing my phone onto the

feeling very small and very scared. "How do

reaches out to

I've been left at the hospital while Vester's out on a mission is

"You focus on what needs to be done. There's always a patient who needs something, or more wounded coming in. There are things that you need to do, and you do them. Worrying yourself into an anxiety

sacrificing for me." If Lucas being unreachable is hard for me-newly mated and spending more time away from him than with him-I can only imagine how hard it is for a couple mated

to be away from him? Here, in your chest?" I rub mine, where there's an ache I've become familiar with. It

I ran from the

my mating

and driving me

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like... like I'm missing an arm or a leg. Missing a lung. I can't breathe a full breathe, and I can't walk at full strength. You don't realize

doing to even remember to call Lucas. It seems stupid that I ever

I accepted him into my life,

He's always been the glue of our relationship, and

with our

the one to text me, to call me, distance, I realize how much I relied on him.

I'm desperate to know he's safe, and

feel good

world keeps throwing revelation after revelation at me, and I'm drowning in a