Tangled

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230 Ava: Change of Balance

"I'll get the Magister," Marcus offers. "You focus on the those other ones. Try not to flood the room or something"

"I can swim," Vanessa says. "I can probably keep her afloat until you get here."

Their faith in me is so touching. "I'm not going to flood the room,

guys."

"Did you know you were going to set a paper on fire before you

did it?" Marcus looks stern, but there's a slight twinkle in his eyes, and a little quirk to his smile, that tells me he's becoming more comfortable around me.

At least he's not trying to escape the general vicinity of magic, after being in the Fae Ward for a few days. He's getting used to its existence around him, though he admits that it feels itchy. Vanessa doesn't seem to have the same problem.

Selene, on the other hand.....

I'm not sneezing, but all I can smell is refuse. She sounds sour in my head. There's an alley with garbage cans. I guess no one wants to ward their trash.

As Marcus leaves to fetch Magister Orion, my heart clenches in sympathy for my wolf. I wish there was a way to make you more comfortable.

It's fine, Selene replies, though her mental voice sounds strained. I'd rather be here than leave you alone.

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Vanessa settles on the bed, her fingers tracing the edges of the rune papers scattered across the covers. She looks up at me, her eyes filled with concern. "How are you holding up, Ava?" Falling onto my back, I throw my arm over my eyes, blocking out the lights. Every one of my feelings presses down on me, shoving me deeper into the mattress. "Honestly? I feel like I'm missing something huge. Like there's this... I don't know, this looming disaster just waiting to happen, and I can't see it coming."

expression thoughtful. "Well, we know Lisa's been relocated. That's good news, right? And Lucas is an experienced alpha.

spring of tears in my eyes. "But I can't shake this feeling that I should be doing more.

in the air, tickling my ear as I lower my arm to peer in her direction. "Maybe working on your powers is the best help you can be right

leave me alone. Pulling out my phone, my fingers hover over Lucas's number. I've left him twelve messages since yesterday. "I should call

twice, three times. No answer. I try again, my heart rate picking up with each

probably just busy." Vanessa savs, but I can hear the

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uncertainty in her voice.

be able to give me an update. But his phone goes straight

I mutter, tossing my phone onto

scared. "How do you handle this? The stress,

she reaches out

to deal with it. The amount of times I've been left at the hospital while Vester's out on a mission

focus on what needs to be done. There's always a patient who needs something, or more wounded coming in. There are things that you need to do, and you do them. Worrying yourself into an anxiety spiral won't help.

mated and spending

to be away from him? Here, in your chest?" I

ran from the Lunar Gala, and only

my

and

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quietly. "When he's not near, it's like... like I'm missing an arm or a leg. Missing a lung. I

busy, too distracted thinking and doing to even remember to call Lucas. It seems stupid that

been an eye-opening experience. Once I accepted him into my life, as my partner, and the responsibilities of the position it brings,

was complacent, knowing he was there to hold us up. He's always been the glue

with our

realize how much I relied on him. On his presence

safe, and finally understanding how

feel good

throwing revelation after revelation at me, and I'm drowning in a sea of