Tangled

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"I'll get the Magister," Marcus offers. "You focus on the those other ones. Try not to flood the room or something"

"I can swim," Vanessa says. "I can probably keep her afloat until you get here."

Their faith in me is so touching. "I'm not going to flood the room,

guys."

"Did you know you were going to set a paper on fire before you

did it?" Marcus looks stern, but there's a slight twinkle in his eyes, and a little quirk to his smile, that tells me he's becoming more comfortable around me.

At least he's not trying to escape the general vicinity of magic, after being in the Fae Ward for a few days. He's getting used to its existence around him, though he admits that it feels itchy. Vanessa doesn't seem to have the same problem.

Selene, on the other hand.....

I'm not sneezing, but all I can smell is refuse. She sounds sour in my head. There's an alley with garbage cans. I guess no one wants to ward their trash.

As Marcus leaves to fetch Magister Orion, my heart clenches in sympathy for my wolf. I wish there was a way to make you more comfortable.

It's fine, Selene replies, though her mental voice sounds strained. I'd rather be here than leave you alone.

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Vanessa settles on the bed, her fingers tracing the edges of the rune papers scattered across the covers. She looks up at me, her eyes filled with concern. "How are you holding up, Ava?" Falling onto my back, I throw my arm over my eyes, blocking out the lights. Every one of my feelings presses down on me, shoving me deeper into the mattress. "Honestly? I feel like I'm missing something huge. Like there's this... I don't know, this looming disaster just waiting to happen, and I can't see it coming."

her expression thoughtful. "Well, we know Lisa's been relocated. That's good news, right? And Lucas is an

spring of tears in my eyes. "But I can't shake this feeling that I should be doing more. It feels like I'm hiding while

peer in her direction. "Maybe working on your powers is the best help you can be right

with her. I really do. But that prickling feeling of unease won't leave me alone. Pulling out my phone, my

I try again, my heart rate picking up with each unanswered

busy." Vanessa savs, but I

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uncertainty in her voice.

least be able to give me an update. But his phone goes

phone

and very scared. "How do you handle this?

reaches out to squeeze my

way to deal with it. The amount of times I've been left at the hospital while Vester's out

There's always a patient who needs something, or more wounded coming in. There are things that you need to do, and you

hand back, I squeeze hard. "Thank you. For being with me. For sacrificing for me." If Lucas being unreachable is hard for me-newly mated and spending more time

hurt, to be away from him? Here, in your chest?" I rub mine, where there's an ache I've become

ran from the Lunar Gala, and

accepting my

now, and driving

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or a leg. Missing a lung. I can't breathe a full breathe, and I can't walk

remember to call Lucas. It seems stupid that I ever got that complacent before, when now my entire day revolves around my phone, sending out

life, as my partner, and the responsibilities of the position it brings, I thought I was finally ready. Finally stepping

to hold us up. He's always been the glue of our relationship, and I've been like a flighty hummingbird, flitting from one place

with our

one to text me, to call me, distance, I realize how much I relied on him. On his

he's safe, and finally understanding how he

doesn't feel good

the entire world keeps throwing revelation after revelation at me, and I'm drowning in