The Accidental Wife by Sara Islam

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I'm not an idiot. Silas hasn't been the same with me. It's been a week since the fight and the explosion that turned out to be because of a gas leak. Silas checked on me for two days after what happened, then he didn't call again. Not even once. I asked him numerous times if he wanted to get breakfast, lunch, or dinner with me and he always had excuses. We don't even get coffee anymore. It's like he's avoiding me like the plague. I cannot take this anymore and I want him to talk to him. I want him to get whatever is bothering him out of his system.

"If you really want to talk to him, I think you should make an ambush." I frown at Sabrina's suggestion. How am I supposed to ambush him? Do I even want to do that? It doesn't seem right. Shouldn't I respect his wish if he doesn't want to talk to me? "What if he doesn't want to talk, Rina? What am I supposed to do?" I sigh, pulling the pillow close to me.

"Give it one last try, Rosie. You need to talk to him to put yourself out of your misery," she tells me, but I shake my head.

"I was at fault. You didn't see the way I talked to him or how his face fell." I just wish I could turn back time.

"We all make mistakes. You apologized and if he doesn't want to forgive you, then that's on him, not you." She rubs "But Rosie, does that mean that he is more than just a friend to you?"

my

arm.

I have been asking myself the same question and even though I have been trying to avoid answering it, I think I can now admit that Silas is more than just a friend to me. I think I'm starting to see him differently.

"He is more than a friend." My eyes water as I say these words out loud for the first time.

"Come here," Sabrina mumbles as she pulls me into a hug. We were supposed to be studying, but what we're now doing is far from that. "For what it's worth, I think he has the same feelings for you. I don't think Silas sees you as a friend and maybe) that's what hurt him the most." Could this be true? Does Silas see me as more than a friend?

"But !..." I don't even know what I want to say. To be precise, I don't know how to articulate what I want to say. "I have never thought that he has feelings for me." I frown, looking at her.

"Rosie, you're really smart and a talented designer, but I think when it comes to Silas, your IQ drops to the deepest point of the ocean," she says, shaking her head. "Do you remember when you went to meet your parents and his parents and they all said that they expected you two to end up together?" she reminds me and I slowly nod. "Do you think that they're all wrong? I want you to try to remember the way Silas reacted. Was it normal?"

I think about it for a while, attempting to remember the way he acted. Silas became very nervous when they started mentioning how they knew we would end up together. If I remember correctly, Naomi was the one who tried to help him

out.

God... Have I

know what I'm supposed to tell

admitting his feelings for me, I know that there will be no going back. I will tell him that I have feelings for him too and we will probably start dating. This idea is

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overthinking." Sabrina takes me out of

"It's better to try. This way, you won't ever blame yourself for

I need to give this a go even if I'm petrified of the

send him a text. I don't think we've reached the

called him after the explosion. When I called him that day, it didn't even cross my mind that he might not pick up. He was the first

eight today. I can come over once I'm done.' He replies and I sigh

to have dinner with me?'

'If you want to.

will get us Mexican food.' I

continue studying for three more hours or something," Sabrina suggests after I show her the

read for a while after I make an order. I don't know what I'm going to exactly say to him, but I know that we need to talk. I know that I can't keep things

breaks my heart because this is not us. We don't act like that. "Food is I is here," I say, trying to seem okay, even though I was far from feeling okay. "You must be starving, right? I bet you always feel like that after practice." I try to strike up a conversation. "Yeah, I'm very hungry," he says, taking a seat. "Are you doing okay?" he asks

"Yes." I nod.

wound is healing," he says, taking a look at

tell him as I take a seat beside him. "I want to talk to you

he says. "If you don't mind. I want to go first." Why am I suddenly more

eat first,"

as we eat to avoid making the atmosphere awkward. I'm not

you want to talk about?" I ask him after