The Accidental Wife by Sara Islam

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To say that I was nervous would be a huge understatement. Julian asked to meet me yesterday and I cannot help but keep wondering why he wants to do that. Well, he now knows that I'm his daughter's boyfriend, so this is probably the reason; however, that is enough to make my anxiety spike. It's been three days since my talk with Rosie and I thought things would become clearer between us, but it turns out that my misery has intensified. I don't just like Rosie, I'm starting to think that I actually love her. But what am I supposed to do when she doesn't see me the way I see her? I thought about it for a while, and I reached a painful conclusion. I have to stay away from her. I need to keep my distance to avoid heartbreak. I need to I to convince myself that Rosie is going to be mine. I should understand that she can never be more than just a friend. I forgot my place when I commented about her friendship with Everest and maybe I needed her reminder even if it was a harsh one. I wish we could stop the whole fake-dating thing to put myself out of my misery, but I'm not sure if I have this kind of strength in me to just walk away from her now. I need some time with her even if we're just pretending.

any

I have never had a problem with talking to Julian, but it doesn't take a genius to figure out that this time is going to be different, especially since he asked me not to mention anything to Rosie. This is my first time to have a one-to-one meeting with him.

I

I walk inside the restaurant, making sure to arrive early, but to my surprise, I find him sitting inside. Once he sees me, he ends his phone call and smiles. I take a deep breath and let my legs take me over to him. My heart is loudly thumping in my chest, and I silently pray that my face doesn't show how tense I am. "How's it going?" he asks once I sit down.

"All good. Busy with practice and assignments, but I'm managing," I reply. "What about you? How's work?" Work is work. I'm used to it," he replies. "Do you plan on coming with Rosie to Holden's soccer game?" go with her with her

to come. I can't say no to him." Just like how I can't say no to Rosie. She asked me to "He called me and asked before I received Holden's call and what Rosie wants Rosie gets.

How

is it it going with Rosie?" he asks and my stomach twists. I should not feel like that. Or maybe I should. What am I supposed to tell him? Should I tell him how I thought things were going great at first, but then everything went downhill?

"Everything is going great," I answer with a smile and I hope that he doesn't see through my lies. Everything is truly great. At one moment, what we had almost felt real. We fell into a pattern that I was madly in love with. I loved how we had our meals together. I used to take my textbooks to her place to study with each other even though our majors are completely different. We had even cooked together more than once and I just loved how she bossed me around the kitchen.

"You finally got what you wanted. I know that you've always liked her," Julian points out and I nervously chuckle. How I wish that was true. I wish I got what I wanted.

believe it," say, rubbing the back

her see that you like her?" I want to correct him and tell him that I don't just like her. I, in fact, love her. This, however, should not be my main focus. I wish I had an answer to that question, but the truth is, I don't. I don't know how to make her like me. I don't know how to convince her to

attention whenever she talked." I shift uncomfortably in my seat not knowing

look in

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not real," I

my surprise, Julian laughs as he claps his hands together. I don't understand his reaction. Shouldn't

And I did. I told him everything about what happened in the locker room and how Rosie took the whole thing. As I'm talking, I feel like I'm betraying Rosie because she didn't want her parents to know, yet here

Silas. We faked being a real couple in front of everyone for a while, so I know how to spot fake ones," he casually answers. "But I have to say, I almost believed you at first until I saw your face when we talked about how you've had feelings for

at schooling my face during

her to find out that way," I admit,

"Listen,

I just gotten Julian's approval? "But if you break her heart, I will break your neck."

anyway.

think this whole acting thing would bring you closer?" Julian asks

"Things

do you mean?" A crease forms between his

up telling him everything, hoping he can help me out. I'm desperate and I don't know what to

ime you

you after the decision you made. See if she still wants to get closer to you or not. If she makes an effort to talk to you or spend time with you, this means that she likes you! If she keeps her distance, then you're both simply not meant to be." What he says is absolutely right, yet his words manage to instill fear in me. Am I ready to see her doing what I asked her to do? "I won Emily back even when I gave her every single reason to hate me. I think you can do it "But Emily loved you before, so it was easier

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