The Accidental Wife by Sara Islam

Chapter 177

My fashion show is next week. I'm so nervous and insanely busy While I'm really excited that the world is about to see my new collection, I can't wait for the show to be over. I need a long break. I need to disconnect from the entire world. I think I need to take a few days

off on my own. I need to get away from everybody, especially from Silas.

But before getting away from him, I need to talk to him first. I have been postponing this conversation, but I have had enough. I have had enough of covering for him in front of our families. I have had enough of trying to find excuses for him. I have reached the point of no return and it's all because of him

There's nobody to blame for what I'm feeling except for him. He is the one behind all of this.

"Silas, we need to talk." He is in front of the TV in the living room, playing video games. At least he is not drunk. It's rare these days to find him sober. Silas needs professional help, but he is being stubborn.

"Can it wait?" he asks, without looking at me.

"No, it can't," I say, keeping my eyes glued to him.

"If this is about the dinner I missed with my parents, Rosie, I'm sorry." I want to laugh at his apology, because I know it means nothing. Another empty promise that means absolutely nothing.

impatient that I end up turning off the TV. "It's not every day I see you sober." I don't

the audacity to sound like he is fed up with me. He is the one who is fed up, not

Silas. I'm now sick and tired and what I'm trying to do is hold on the last bits of hope I have for this... this marriage." I think the last two words are strong enough to have an effect on him, because he looks at me in confusion. "This marriage? Are you talking about our marriage?" he asks, and I nod, taking a seat far from him. I don't

mention anybody's marriage? Our marriage is the only one I'm currently concerned with," I reply, trying to appear cold even if I'm breaking from the inside. I want him to know that I have reached my breaking

are you talking about it like it's on the brink of falling?" He has the audacity to ask

things are wrong with our marriage. Let's start with

jaw doesn't escape my notice. He is in denial and doesn't want to admit that he has

an alcoholic, Rosie." I look down

you how many times you've ended up getting

of coping," he defends his

every family gathering you end up missing because you were too drunk to leave the house. I'm done with the self-pity you're drowning in.

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from football for that long and it's driving me insane." He starts with the same excuses, and I just shake my head, feeling incredibly tired of all of this shit. "It's not about me being patient, Silas. It's about what you're doing. You barely go out or talk to me or anyone else. You refuse to attend therapy. You have missed a lot of physiotherapy sessions which is