The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn't spoke to him.

I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn't letting me forget.

I hadn't been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let's not forget the fever dreams.

My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought. I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.

He knew I was close to giving in.

I was fighting as hard as I could.

I hadn't heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.

You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn't that hard.

I had been up since 6. I couldn't stop the fevers, every piece of night clothing I had ruined with sweat.

"What if something happens?". My gran asked.

"I'll be fine I promise".

"I don't want you driving until your hand is properly healed".

"Then how am I meant to get to school?".

"You call Jake".

furious when I told her but still thought I should

get out of it' her words ringing

take your meds". I closed the door behind

road with a football, Jack was there but I

wearing a

I couldn't stop staring.

forming between

teeth into my bottom lip. Sweet baby Jesus.

Our eyes locked.

doing but I wasn't

if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I shook my head. I still wasn't ready to deal with what he did. I

wasn't ready

didn't want to forgive him just yet. Maybe I never will. The smirk fell from

wish I could explain the feeling, the natural pull for me to

I took a deep breath unlocking my car and getting in. Not seeing him was helping but it didn't

...

stopped off at Starbucks on the way to school. Driving wasn't as difficult as I thought

was coming in today. I felt bad for not texting her back over the last week. I didn't want to talk to

hadn't replied to one of them. They weren't to blame of course they weren't but I still didn't have the courage to face them. Jake

She pulled in next to me cutting her engine. Rolling down my window I

some

been asking for you. Please go

I can. I

"You did nothing wrong. My mom is on your side. You should have seen her when