The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn't spoke to him.

I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn't letting me forget.

I hadn't been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let's not forget the fever dreams.

My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought. I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.

He knew I was close to giving in.

I was fighting as hard as I could.

I hadn't heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.

You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn't that hard.

I had been up since 6. I couldn't stop the fevers, every piece of night clothing I had ruined with sweat.

"What if something happens?". My gran asked.

"I'll be fine I promise".

"I don't want you driving until your hand is properly healed".

"Then how am I meant to get to school?".

"You call Jake".

She was furious when I told her but still

can't get out of it' her words

remember and take your meds". I closed the door behind me my

on the road with a football, Jack was there but I didn't recognise the other

wasn't wearing

I couldn't stop staring.

ache forming

my throat I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. Sweet baby Jesus. How the hell was I

Our eyes locked.

but I wasn't

to Jack taking a step in my direction. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I shook my head. I still wasn't ready to deal with what he did. I didn't want to know the reason or excuse he

wasn't

to forgive him just yet. Maybe I never will. The smirk fell from his face, I had to get out of here before I

enough, seeing him made it worse. I wish I could explain

in. Not seeing him was helping but it didn't do anything for the

...

as I thought it would be. I was currently sitting in the school parking lot waiting on

she was coming in today. I felt bad for not texting her back over the last week.

Dozens of messages and I hadn't replied to one of them. They weren't to blame of course they

in next to me cutting her engine. Rolling down my window I watched as she jumped

some coffee". I

for

don't know if I can.

did nothing wrong. My mom is on your side. You should have seen her