The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn't spoke to him.

I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn't letting me forget.

I hadn't been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let's not forget the fever dreams.

My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought. I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.

He knew I was close to giving in.

I was fighting as hard as I could.

I hadn't heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.

You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn't that hard.

I had been up since 6. I couldn't stop the fevers, every piece of night clothing I had ruined with sweat.

"What if something happens?". My gran asked.

"I'll be fine I promise".

"I don't want you driving until your hand is properly healed".

"Then how am I meant to get to school?".

"You call Jake".

was furious when I told her but still thought I should give him the chance

get out of it' her

remember and take your meds". I closed the door behind me my heart hammering in my chest when

football, Jack was there but I didn't recognise the other guy.

wearing

I couldn't stop staring.

forming between my

lump in my throat I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. Sweet baby Jesus. How the hell was I going to get through

Our eyes locked.

doing but I wasn't

the ball to Jack taking a step in my direction. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I shook my head. I still wasn't ready to deal with what he did. I didn't want to know the reason or excuse he

wasn't ready

forgive him just yet. Maybe I never will. The smirk fell from his face, I had to get out of here before I did what he

it hard enough, seeing him made it worse. I wish I could explain the feeling, the natural pull for me to go

a few times I took a deep breath unlocking my car and getting in. Not seeing him was helping but it

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at Starbucks on the way to school. Driving wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be.

back over the last week. I didn't want to talk to anyone. More of less I didn't want to hear the pity in

was another one. Dozens of messages and I hadn't replied to one of them. They weren't to blame of course they weren't but I still didn't have the courage to face them. Jake was the only one

sip of my coffee I smiled when I saw her car. She pulled in next to me cutting her engine. Rolling down my window I watched as she jumped from

you some

for you. Please go and see

if I can.

wrong. My mom is on your