The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn't spoke to him.

I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn't letting me forget.

I hadn't been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let's not forget the fever dreams.

My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought. I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.

He knew I was close to giving in.

I was fighting as hard as I could.

I hadn't heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.

You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn't that hard.

I had been up since 6. I couldn't stop the fevers, every piece of night clothing I had ruined with sweat.

"What if something happens?". My gran asked.

"I'll be fine I promise".

"I don't want you driving until your hand is properly healed".

"Then how am I meant to get to school?".

"You call Jake".

was furious when I told her but still thought I should give

mates Leah, we can't get out of

finish and remember and take your meds". I closed the door behind me my heart hammering in my chest

was playing around on the road with a football, Jack was there but I didn't recognise the

wearing

I couldn't stop staring.

ache forming

I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. Sweet baby Jesus. How the

Our eyes locked.

smirk! He knew exactly what he was doing but I wasn't giving up. No matter how much I was suffering

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wasn't ready

will. The smirk fell from

already finding it hard enough, seeing him made it worse. I wish I could explain the feeling, the natural pull for me to go

getting in. Not seeing him was helping but it

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to school. Driving wasn't as difficult as I thought it would

back over the last week. I didn't want to talk

Dozens of messages and I hadn't replied to one of them. They weren't to blame of course they weren't but I still didn't have the courage to face them. Jake was the only one

sip of my coffee I smiled when I saw her car. She pulled in next to me cutting her engine. Rolling down my window I

you some coffee".

been asking for you. Please

I can. I feel

on your side. You should