The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn't spoke to him.

I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn't letting me forget.

I hadn't been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let's not forget the fever dreams.

My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought. I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.

He knew I was close to giving in.

I was fighting as hard as I could.

I hadn't heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.

You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn't that hard.

I had been up since 6. I couldn't stop the fevers, every piece of night clothing I had ruined with sweat.

"What if something happens?". My gran asked.

"I'll be fine I promise".

"I don't want you driving until your hand is properly healed".

"Then how am I meant to get to school?".

"You call Jake".

furious when I told her but still thought I should give him the chance to

get out of it' her words ringing

when I finish and remember and take your meds". I closed the door behind me my heart hammering in my chest when I saw

football, Jack was there but I didn't recognise the other guy. Maybe

wearing a

I couldn't stop staring.

ache forming between my

my bottom lip. Sweet baby Jesus. How the hell was I going

Our eyes locked.

exactly what he was doing but I wasn't

novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I shook my head. I still wasn't ready to deal with what he did. I didn't want to know the reason or excuse he was going to give

just wasn't ready to

from his face,

made it worse. I wish I could explain the

unlocking my car and getting in. Not seeing him was helping but it didn't do anything for

...

Driving wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be. I was currently

if she was coming in today. I felt bad for not texting her back over the last week. I didn't want to talk to anyone.

and I hadn't replied to one of them. They weren't to blame of course they weren't but I still

I smiled when I saw her car. She pulled in next to me cutting her engine. Rolling down

some coffee". I

My moms been asking for

don't know if I can.

She frowned. "You did nothing wrong. My mom is on your side. You should have seen