The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

He hadn't posted anything in weeks.

Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on his photos. As I was scrolling my heart tightened as I noticed he had a picture of me in there.

It was the night he took me to the beach shack for the very first time. I was sat with a big goofy grin on my face holding a burger. Reading the caption a lump appeared in the back of my throat.

Lucky!

Oh god here we go again with the tears.

"Did you manage to get a hold of the girls?". My gran asked as she took her seat.

Masking my tears with a smile I locked my phone placing it to the side. "Yeah Alanna is coming over for 7".

"Some girl time will do you the world of good".

Reign brought over our drinks letting us know our food wouldn't be long.

"Have you decided what you're going to do after you finish school?".

The Yale question again.

A month ago I was so set on going. I accepted my offer out of rage and now, now I wasn't so sure. I kept changing my mind.

"No idea". I took a sip of my coke. "I accepted my offer but now I'm not so sure I want to go".

"Because of Jake?". She asked as Reign placed our food on the table.

"Can I get you anything else?". She smiled.

"No thanks honey".

"Yes because of Jake". I sighed. "But if he doesn't come back-...".

trust me on

took the top off my burger and started eating my pickles. "It's been

"Fine".

if you were to reach out he would

I wanted too, had wrote the message out so many time but I

Again with the stubbornness.

was". She smiled. "I

fine". I

if you say

we got home. She left me some money for pizza and snacks for

set I had bought before I came here. Tying my hair into a messing bun I put on my glasses and headed

saying she wouldn't be long. She was out picking up some goodies for tonight. If

the girls night I had planned but right now I would

sitting on the couch music playing on the tv and my head

the complete chapters for free. I wanted to post something. I wanted to see if I could get his attention,

he posted of me my heart fluttered. Lucky. Was he lucky? Sighing I

phone and setting it aside. A picture

us a little something". She

my eyes I got myself off the couch.

got your

did". I grinned grabbing two glasses. "Take it it's just me and you

poured the wine into

"For now?". I frowned.

were staying in

"Aren't we?".

us at the club". She

back down on the couch. "I don't

down beside me. "When

The last time we were

come out. Some drinks, some dancing and maybe take your mind off everything for