The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

188 The truth of her birth II Twenty three years ago .

Miriam POV Mother Liora made up a tale about me needing to go on a mission of self enlightenment , citing that I was the youngest person ever to be appointed as the next High priestess and as such , ! needed to .

I was tucked away in a little cottage on the outskirts of Golden Gate Pack , in the house of a middle aged midwife and her husband .

They would take care of me and , in turn , give my baby to couples who needed it when the time came .

Months passed , and my belly grew with the life inside me .

Mother Liora seldom came to visit me .

She would send either Terra or any of the younger priestesses but never came herself .

I couldnt tell if she was still disappointed in me , but I didnt have many options either .

Worse still , I tried to keep my distance , from the child growing within me , praying every night for the strength to follow through with my vow , but as the life within me stirred and grew stronger , so did my love for the child .

Often , I would remind myself that I was only the carrier and nothing more , and the baby was not mine to keep , to begin with .

But it was impossible .

Every kick , every flutter , felt like a bond being formed that I knew I could never sever .

How was I supposed to stay detached ? This was my child , a part of me and the thought of giving it away tore me apart .

You should eat the herbs dear , the midwife said gently , interrupting my thoughts .

The baby will be here anytime soon .

You need to be strong for her .

I nodded wordlessly picked up the bowl of herbs she had set before me and slowly started eating it .

After a while , I was feeling nauseated it was a symptom I started experiencing recently but the midwife assured me it was nothing to worry about .

I dropped the bowl anyway and turned to her .

She was grinding something on the stone .

How do you know its going to be a girl ? I asked quietly .

, without looking up and responded

I just know .

from the fact that girls take your beauty to look better ,

bump ,

… Miriam ! she stopped me mid sentence , abandoning the stone she was

this several times , I cannot tell you that but the couple are lovely

dont have to bother about that

that had 06:53 4 188 The truth of her birth II recently begun to grow in my heart

know ,

for a minute , as she stared at

few seconds , she sighed ,

the baby is born and we give it away , a few weeks later , all of this guilt

months , if you come back to me

up

? Yes

I do .

come in the dead of the

had been in so much pain

Priestess Liora , Priestess Khaliah and Priestess Tania

deliver the child and held a screaming

who cuddled her , whispering warm words to the crying child

were waiting for the birthing of my placenta

was Priestess Tania who noticed I was awake

, she murmured , smiling

a girl and shes

to the midwife who was at the other side of my leg

smile on her face

to me

back to Mother Liora who had

, please ? The priestesses exchanged worried

, we agreed … Its okay , the

its okay for her to hold

like carrying her in

exchanged worried glances again before Mother Liora placed the child on my chest

a small , beautiful girl with a patch of

as I fought back tears , biting the insides of