The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

Chapter 196

196 The breaking point … Lyla to If anyone thinks I am calmly processing the revelation that Nanny is my mother , let me assure you I AM NOT ! I havent reached that level of maturity yet , nor do I care to pretend otherwise .

I am furious ! Every nerve in my body is burning with anger , it seems like all the tiny molecules that make up every part of me is boiling so much that Im practically laden with the anger I feel .

Forget everything I told you earlier about calmly arriving at the temple , being gently ushered in by Terra , Nannys best friend and politely asking Nanny if shes , my mother .

That scenario ? Thats a lie ! A fickle mirage , a façade that will never happen .

The truth is , I am the highest level of pissed livid should fit it more .

I am not riding in a taxi to Golden Gates Pack because I cant afford such luxury .

Instead , Im stuck on a crowded train to Golden Gates , doing everything I can to keep my anger in check .

But its hard .

Especially with the mother and son sitting next to me , giggling and showering each other with loud , exaggerated kisses .

Their happiness feels like salt in an open wound , a painful reminder of everything Ive never had and will likely never get .

I was shaking with anger , so much so that I was a minute away from driving this train .

pa Finally , I arrived at Golden Gate Park and picked up a cab to the Moon Temple .

As soon as I reached it , I stormed into the temple , my heart was pounding with rage and heartbreak .

The temple was quiet , serene as it always seemed in the stories , Nanny had told me .

I followed the faint hum of voices echoing through the halls , leading me to the courtyard where a group of women sat in a circle , laughing at something .

My eyes went wild as I scanned their faces , searching for my target .

I finally found her .

She was sitting amid the circle of women , laughing , carefree , as if she hadnt just destroyed her daughters entire world .

It infuriated me .

My rage pushed me .

I marched forward and it didnt help that I had heels on , so I practically sounded like a baby thunder roaring .

The women turned to me , most of them looked familiar 1 had seen them at the Harvest Moon Festival .

Most of them looked startled but at this point , I didnt care I reached Nanny and grabbed her arm , yanking her to her feet , and tightening my hold on her .

She looked both surprised and I 10-26 196 The breaking point ….

Is it true ? I barked ; my voice was trembling with fury .

Her face contorted with confusion as she searched my face not before looking around warily , as if she wished this was not happening right here in the presence of the other women .

Lyla , what … IS IT TRUE ? I shouted .

All these years … all this time … why didnt you tell me ? The courtyard fell silent , the other women were staring curiously at us .

widened as understanding dawned on them

drained from her features

She knew .

took a step backwards , her hands raised

about this

tell me to calm down ! I shouted , my voice echoing

! Youve lied

find out like this ? Her shoulders slumped and

didnt lie to you

kept the truth from you

escaped my lips

?

exactly ? From yourself , you mean ? Thats all youve ever done , isnt it ? Everything is always about

so selfish , you never cared about what I needed ! 2 Lyla , thats not true, she protested , reaching for

, I … Everything you did ruined my life !

be right now ? I

be happy ! tears rolled down my

you ,

here , finding

lie ! A murmur rippled through the women before Terra Nannys best friend

concerned expression on her face as she came

please … I know youre hurt and all but please can you take this somewhere private

eyes swept the women watching , noting that

, you

You all did .

me that way , Lyla !

care if you have issues but

let you ? Are you a child ? Why are you throwing tantrums ? Terra ! Nanny tried to hold her friend but she seemed angry

considered the sacrifices and every other thing that happened ? It was casy for her to do away with you and make sure

judge you all the time , arent you doing the same ? 10:26

I hated Terra .

said struck a chord in my heart

this , Terra !

is between me and her

turned to Nanny , her face was pale , and

, I never wanted to

on everything I

was young , I didnt know what I was doing , and all I knew was , that I

from the point I held you in my hands , up until this moment , I still love

my precious

!!! one of the women shouted so loudly that

was

had grown so large that I was

up to us, scanning from me to Nanny and back

, what are you talking about ? Is it

is my daughter

through the women

my anger and turned to

in the crowd asked Is it even possible ? As if on cue , Mother Liora

to Priestess

star pupil , your so called gift from the goddess is a mother and has given birth ? Priestess Diana narrowed