The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

Chapter 197

197 A second reunion … Lyla She trailed off sniffing back tears .

That was why I was willing to let you call another woman , mother .

Because I am nothing , Lyla .

I had nothing to me .

No parents , no inheritance , I wasnt affiliated to any pack and oh , your father … she broke down in tears .

He loved you , Lyla .

Everything he did , all the times be mistreated you he did it because he had to appease his mate , but your dad , never hated you ! No ! I shook my head as tears filled my eyes again .

Dont try to defend him because you loved him .

I dont want to hear .

I dont want to hear anything again .

I turned and started walking away .

Lyla ! she ran after me .

Please you cannot leave like this .

I turned to face her , my heart breaking over and over .

I never want to see you again , Nanny .

Do you hear away from me .

22 Stay Her hands clasped tightly around mine .

Lyla , please .

Dont do this .

Dont shut me out .

But I had already turned away and continued towards the temple gates , my heart was heavy anger and filled with pain .

with As I left the courtyard , I heard her crying and it broke my heart .

But I didnt look back .

I couldnt .

After I left the Moon Temple , I turned off my phone , refusing to take calls from Nanny or Nathan .

I wanted to be alone .

I wandered through Golden Gates Pack , trying to distract my thoughts .

I was still trying to figure out how to leave , perhaps , when I am calm , I could ask Nanny to help me secure passage from here back to the human world .

And this time it would be final .

I had nothing left here .

I found myself at a quiet café overlooking a mountain and took a space on the tables outside .

The wing was tugging at my hair and clothes .

and everything was the

the first time since confronting Nanny , I allowed myself to

sank into the chair and stared out at

this time

sob or scream , and I didnt bother about the strange

let them fall

? I whispered to the

be like this ? I thought about Nathan , about Nanny , about everything I had lost and everything I

i my entire world was crumbling around me , and I didnt know how to stop

sun dip below the towering mountains , as dusk began to

silent vow

197 A

would find a way

didnt know how or where , but I

, I refused to let this be the

to my hotel room at

was sprawled across the bed , staring blankly at the ceiling

couldnt even cry anymore

had dried up leaving behind an emptiness that seemed to echo

preparing for my wedding , dreaming of a future

dreamt it .

had finally found a place

was

broken Nathan should be preparing for his

and I couldnt even begin to process the fact that the woman Id trusted my whole life Nanny was

like hours of staring into nothingness ,

couldnt stay here , drowning

a run would help

am supposed to shift and let Nymeris run wild through the forest ,

felt Nymeris since the chaos at the Harvest Moon , our bond had gone silent and I wasnt sure if I wanted her especially as she was being

I hadnt dared to reach out , afraid

off the bed and moved to my suitcase , rummaging through

I located it

of leggings , an envelope fluttered to

froze staring at

letter from my father the one Ramsey had handed me during our meeting after his

for a few more seconds , before picking it up ,

, I

dad werent close , so I couldnt imagine what he would want to say to me in a

chaos ? But as my fingers hovered over the seal , I hesitated

had happened today , did I really want to add another potential bombshell to the mix ? Not today , I

, grabbed a pair of dark sunglasses to hide my identity the last thing I needed was to be recognized by

cool against my skin as I jogged

was surprisingly quiet with a few people jogging

a steady pace , careful not to maintain eye contact

each step I took , I felt lighter

, I had my emotions

my legs were

nothing to eat all day before stepping into the shower

was done bathing , I came out

197 A second reunion …

was reaching for my comb and the hair dryer when the

robes , discarding the towel as I rushed to the door

was already grumbling with the anticipation of

finger through my

swung the door

it outside the … The words died in my throat as

was the last person Id expected or

doorframe