The Alpha Who Saved Me

CHAPTER 103

Declan

One step forward, and two steps back. That's how I'm feeling right now where Quinn is concerned. I shouldn't have gotten upset with her because she was trying to help, but I wish she would have come to me first. I know I've always questioned whether or not Holden is really mine even after paternity was verified, but it's already been a year and I love the little guy with everything I've got. I'd give my life for him, so I'm not sure how I would feel finding out that he isn't really mine.

I've got to find a way to make things right with Quinn again, especially if we really are mates. I never meant to make it sound like everything she has been going through is not as important as my personal matters. I wasn't thinking when I said what I said, but trying to get her to talk to me, so I can explain, is going to be hard.

Quinn is hard-headed and stubborn, which are a few of the reason why I love her, but it can be so frustrating when it's turned on me. I' ve tried calling her a few times this morning, but she continues to ignore my calls, so all I can do is give her time, I guess.

My Beta comes walking through the door since I had left it wide open. I always try to keep the open-door policy where as long as it' s open, you can come in, but most people knock out of respect, except my best friend.

"Hey Dec, my sister just stopped by. She said that this was to be delivered to you and she is the only one that she trusted to deliver it, so she came herself, but she didn't want to be the one to give it to you."

I look between him and the manilla envelope a bit strangely before holding out my hand to take it, "Did she say anything else?"

said something about being the one to find it and then forgot about it?" He responds confused by what she

at it as if

it?" Carter asks.

ever want to know." My voice is

is getting concerned by my reaction, but I' m just stunned at the fact that the answers that I wanted to know over a year ago, are

and my son. Quinn had Dr. Sands perform the test without me knowing, and the results are inside that

stares at the envelope the same way I am, "What are you going to

don't know..."

me ask you this," Carter sits down in front of my desk and leans forward with his elbows on his knees, "If those results say that Holden is not your son, are you going to disown him? After raising that boy as your own for his first

I clench my jaw just thinking about someone trying to take him. away from me, "Do I open it, or do I throw it away,

where he will need something from his biological father, like a blood transfusion or whatnot. It also would be nice to know genetics and such, but most importantly, he will want to know when he grows up; you can' t keep him in the

why I chose him as my Beta. This is something that we can't hide, Holden would never forgive me if he knew that I knew there was a possibility that he wasn't my blood, but I was too

mean you have to contact the real father, that's on her, but I would, and I would also make him legally yours. You are an Alpha, and you were duped into believing he is yours; you have a rightful claim, Dec.

him away from Lila. I never wanted to do it because she is his mother, but

at the blood-smeared envelope, and I can only assume that