The Alpha Who Saved Me

CHAPTER 104

It's been a month since I've talked to Declan, but I know he's been around my pack grounds, I can feel him every time he stops by. He never tries to see me, giving me the space that I need but still being able to keep his promise to Gavin about watching over me and Ash. It's one of the reasons why I didn't put a stop to him. coming until I was ready. I couldn't do that to Gavin.

Since that night that Declan and I got into it, I've talked to Demi about staying on at my pack house as Ash's nanny and she was quick to accept. She's been a bit hesitant to talk about Ayden being Ash's Beta when they are older, but I think I may have her talked into it. I know it will be Ayden's decision when the time. comes, but normally, once they get their wolves at seventeen, we bond the future Alpha, Beta, and if there is a Gamma, together, so they have a strong bond by the time the take over the pack. For now, I'll just be happy to have uncle and nephew grow up together.

Word came to me through the grapevine that the test results showed that Holden truly is Declan's child. Okay, Cici is the grapevine. She told me, when her brother told her, that he was in the room with Declan when he opened the results. I'm happy for Declan, truly I am, because I was dreading him finding out that the son that he has loved and nurtured for over a year isn't really his. So, I'm happy in that sense, but for some reason, I still feel a sadness over the whole situation.

I shake myself from thinking on it any longer, after all, not my circus, not my monkeys. It's my mantra every time my mind begins. to wander in that direction, which is often, unfortunately. I try so hard to keep my mind on other things, but it always wanders back to my other family. Yes, I've considered the Storm River pack my

family since I was fifteen years old, and they will always be my family. Declan and I are just having a little sibling's quarrel.

'Don't ever think of Declan and Duke as our siblings. That's just wrong!' Tala gives a little shiver.

'What's wrong with thinking of them as that?'

'They both are much more than that!' My wolf scoffs.

'Why do you say that, Tala?'

'I can't reveal my reason just yet, and I really wish you would learn to listen to me.' She has the audacity to lecture me, 'Had you listened, we wouldn't have been heartbroken over losing your chosen mate, because we wouldn't have mated them!'

Her words sting. I bring my hand to Gavin's fading mark on my neck. Soon it will be gone for good, 'I loved him Tala and I know you did too! Besides, we wouldn't have our pup had we not!'

My wolf sighs, 'I know this, Quinn, but we would have had a pup eventually, when it was time...'

'Tell me, Tala, did the Goddess Selene tell you that I was making the wrong choice?'

'Well, no but...'

that I made the wrong choice? Deep down. everything felt right, it felt that I

to say to that, but I do know

spend our life with Gavin and Mace,

much it hurts.' She says

it isn't the reason that he died. I hope I didn't

think that. It was all his father's doing,

when I really need her to be. She's the only one that knows me so well, and the only one that is here for me always. No mate can ever take the place of your wolf. I feel sorry for the humans not having someone special with them always. Everyone

steps, not even thinking that if Holden is here, then so is his father. I spot

cuter, he reaches out, "Dada,

anymore, I'm over it, and I'm tired of giving him the silent treatment. He's respected me and given me my space for a whole month now. I think I can stop acting like a child and end the

face has him kicking and laughing. When I finally end the torture, I set him back down on the floor

is nearby.

son is sound asleep in Declan's arms, and I smile. I'm glad that Declan has still been coming around, so Ash can get used to him. I don't

he always fall asleep in your arms when you're here?" I ask the

though I may be a bit boring to the little

two other little ones, "How about we go over

start getting excited and I glance over at Demi, "I'll switch you kids for a bit. You stay with Ash, and we will take Ayden

She laughs as she

off and Holden wobbles behind as fast as his little legs can take

he is. He's really coming into himself finally; I was worried for a while, but he was just a late bloomer I guess." He smiles

to catch up to Holden before he tumbles down the front porch steps. He's wanting to do what Ayden does, not realizing that he can't quite do it just yet. I swing him up in the air and then place him on my hip giving each step

bottom, I let him go once more, just

bench by the

sorry, Declan."I say softly and out of the blue.

the truth. I was only upset, because I was afraid of finding out that he wasn't really mine." Neither one of us look at each other, our eyes are