The Author's POV

'…Aren't these the names of Ren's parents?'

Kevin had only met them a handful of times and didn't know them that well. The most vivid memory he had of them was seeing them cry at Ren's funeral.

The image of Ren's sister crying in front of his picture left a big impact on him.

'It's definitely their names, isn't it?'

He couldn't exactly remember them, but as he took note of their last names and the pain that was permeating through Ren's chest, Kevin could tell that they were his parents.

The real question was, why were their names imprinted on the tombstone before him?

'It doesn't make sense.'

Last Kevin recalled, they were still alive and well. He didn't remember hearing anything about Ren's parents ever passing away.

'How is this even possible…?'

Thud—!

Kevin's vision suddenly lowered as he fell to his knees and the scenery around him shifted.

It began with a soft whisper in the air that tickled the ear. A colorless pearl fell to the ground, landing perfectly on one of the blades of grass beneath the magically darkened sky.

Pitter.

The sound was like the glassy clinking of a champagne flute, clear and lifting.

Pitter. Pitter.

Accompanying the first drop was a second, and then a third, and within seconds, a heavy curtain of rain fell to the ground.

Phut. Phut. Phut.

The noise on the surface of Ren's clothes which were slowly getting drenched was like that of ripened nuts made when they hit the ground. It wasn't like the soft, clear, mellow drops that were hitting the grass; it was like baseballs being thrown against a net. Louder and fiercer.

Ren clutched his chest with one hand and grasped the tombstones in front of him with the other, oblivious to the cold caused by drenched clothes.

Pitter. Pitter.

The plummeting rain masked Ren's tears as he kept his head lowered and sobbed.

A fierce and sharp pain was invading Ren's chest as he slowly opened his mouth and muttered

"…N..not again."

In uttering those words, Kevin felt a pain that he had never experienced before, and he was struggling to keep his emotions in check as Ren's emotions slowly began to affect him.

Ren's words were followed by a shift in weather. It was sunny once again.

As the weather changed, Ren's position did not change as he grasped onto the tombstones in front of him. The cold that was previously embracing his body was gone, and his clothes magically dried.

This time, the pain was even worse than before. It was unbearable. To the point that one might go insane from it.

"Why…why…why…"

Kevin murmured through Ren's mouth. Ren's voice reflected his genuine helplessness.

...And it was precisely because he could hear the helplessness in his voice that Kevin wondered.

'Why is the weather changing? ...And why did he say not again?'

himself, the world around him

was shocked to realize that all the memories were basically the

perhaps the weather, the time, and the seasons.

the same funeral scenario being replayed in front of him, over and over

the scene changed again, and something

'The pain…'

his

before...no, rather, my emotions

all his attention on what he was feeling the entire time, and before he

longer kneeling like

and season changed repeatedly in the background; sometimes it would snow, sometimes it would be sunny, and

that the agonizing pain he was feeling had completely vanished, replaced by an absolute feeling of

he felt was

a

many times has the

was feeling, Kevin realized that he had lost count of how many times the scenery had changed. He had been so absorbed trying to imprint what Ren was feeling inside of his mind, that he

was certain about, it was that the scenery changed more than a hundred

hundred times, Kevin watched as Ren attended

'He's finally moving.'

Ren finally moved his body that used to stare at

'…Eh?

that was even more shocking as his mind

after hearing a familiar voice and

is wrong with you? Do

heading in his direction,

'Is that me?'

was different about him was that he looked

It was himself.

is that

things he was seeing. He never recalled attending a funeral in which Ren's family died...so why

face. I get that you are probably shocked by what happened,

suddenly shouted at the top of

'What's going on?'

looked at himself and saw the anger and sorrow on his face, he was once again

he reacting

"Speak damn it!"

his body shake as his other self shook his body in

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"

to flow down his cheeks as he

Kevin. He was now starting to doubt whether this was really him as he simply couldn't

seriously not feel

as his other self dropped to the ground. Grasping the

they really mean

right as the other Kevin dropped to the ground that, Kevin caught a glimpse of

The numbers were countless…

'N-o way…'

the names engraved on the

[Amanda Stern] [Jin

'Wh..hat is happening?'

other's tombstones shook Kevin to the core as he didn't know

to dwell on this as Kevin felt Ren's body patting himself on his clothes to wipe off

he directed his gaze toward Kevin who was

Ren slowly knelt to meet him

"Kevin."

voice sounded