Ninety-Nine: Killian

Killian’s P.O.V.

Natalie stood in the hallway that led to my office, staring at the glass mural for over an hour before George alerted me.

I knew Tobias never would have told me. He had an extreme loyalty to Natalie that I was impressed with, but I wanted to know things like this.

How would I know if Natalie was not okay if they hid things like this from me? All I felt from her since the battle was numbness. It was almost draining to have that constant feeling in the back of my head, but I was determined to continue to support and love her for as long as she would let me.

"Were you coming to see me?’ I asked softly as I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist.

Her skin was cold, and I held her tightly to my body to share my warmth. Natalie sighed softly as she let her body fall back against mine.

"Yes, but I got distracted."

I bit back a chuckle at her admission, pressing my face into her hair.

"Do you think She wanted me to kill so many of Her creatures, or is she angry that I abused Her gift for personal gain?" Natalie was staring at the final image of the full Lycan form on the far right of the window, and I followed her gaze.

doubt in my mind that our ability to shift into that state was indeed a gift. We were stronger, faster, and more capable than those stuck on four paws. "I think She is proud of you. She wouldn't have given you the ability if she didn't want it to happen. Everything happens for a reason,

have no doubt in my mind that She could have stopped it from happening if She wanted

didn't for a second believe it was agreement. The feeling of numbness was still concerning, and I held her to me for another moment before pulling her back to my office. Everything she had

had shut herself off from

wasn't the same woman she was before, and I wasn't expecting her to be. She would have to accept what happened, and I would be there for her until

me, and Natalie pulled away to stand with

now." Her statement made my head move back in surprise. That was what was on her mind? The baby

rush. Is that what you have been worried about?" Natalie's hands clasped in front of her, her knuckles

to scare her away as I moved to stand in front of my seat behind my desk. Her shoulders fell when I moved to have something between us, and I bit back the growl of frustration that was caused by her relief to be away

don't think it is a good time until I can get myself under control." She pushed off the bookshelf and walked behind one of the visitor's chairs, placing her hands on it. The

Control?

the perfect image of control since we got back. I hadn't even seen her react when we buried our lost and sent them back

She had been

you feel like you are not

as water lined her lids. This was it.

cheeks. "But I didn't even feel it happen. She insisted that I let go, and I don't even know how I did what I did. What if it happens again? What if I get mad or scared, and

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