I can’t help but cover my mouth to not shout out. I can’t believe it. It’s really him. My heart just goes insane, beating like a drum and threatening to jump out of my chest. I have to be wrong, why the hell would Rick be in New York?
“Hera?”
I don’t react. I’m just completely stunned, in shock. A wave of memories suddenly takes over my mind, driving me insane with melancholy and bitter, stinging feelings I had buried deep before they drowned me. Rick’s gotten older by a few years, but there’s no way I’d forget the face of the only man I ever loved. On the screen, he looks like any other cop standing perfectly calm in his NYPD uniform. Since when the fuck did he even become a New York City Cop?
“I was about to leave,” Abe answers the question I already forgot.
Rick nods, and lets him walk away, while Charles still seems suspicious. My God, those two on the same screen is like a nightmare come true. What the hell is Rick doing at my funeral? Abe walks away, but then, he suddenly darts to the side, to stay behind and witness the scene. The camera goes dark, and we can’t see the two men’s actions nor faces, but we can hear them just fine.
“…Long time not see.”
“Agent Rivera,” Charles comments. “That’s funny, I don’t remember you being part of the NYPD?”
“I moved departments recently.”
“New York is quite far from your hometown.”
“I had personal interests here.”
The shots are being fired and my heart’s being cribbled with bullets. Someone amongst the female vampires chuckles, visibly excited by the tension, but I’m not quite the same. It’s horrible for me to listen to this, and I’m just glad I can’t see it. I want to scream, but instead, I just muffle it behind my palm.
“…My condolences,” Charles mutters. “I know you had some feelings for her too.”
“I did.”
The answer’s angry tone clearly means he held more than “some feelings” for me, but Charles pretends not to hear it. He clears his throat.
“I understand you’d want a minute,” he calmly says. “After all, you didn’t get to… see her again.”
He tries to walk away, the brunette’s heels right behind him, but before we hear more than three steps, Rick’s voice echoes in the church.
“It’s strange, isn’t it?”
Charles stops.
“…Excuse me?”
“How she was alone, the night of her death?”
“I’m very sorry, Agent Rivera. I was attending a Charity Party on the other side of Manhattan. I should have had someone stay with her, but June barely accepted anyone but me by her side in the… last weeks.”
That’s not true. I just didn’t have anyone else to turn to.
“So you left her on her own, in a hotel room?”
“She chose to stay there herself, she felt safe in the hotel. You can ask her manager, she’d picked it hers-”
“There were lots of blades in that room.”
“…Excuse me?”
“There were razors, kitchen knives and many other dangerous things.”
she needed the things that are used in an
you had no issue leaving her alone with all sorts of dangerous objects for
all eyes riveted on the screen, despite it being completely dark.
ahead and… commit such an atrocious thing. However, your colleagues from forensics confirmed it was a suicide, as you probably know. I’m not really sure what you’re trying to do here, but I’d suggest you deal with your grief in a better way than accusing me of neglect. I was her fiancé, you were her ex-boyfriend. For you
We hear steps of people walking out, Charles and that dark-haired
says Rebecca, raising her thin
Cutie for the stuck-up dude?” Cecily frowns. “Is
stand up, turning around to face Richard and Grace.Daily
cared about my death? Or to show how stupid I’d been to commit suicide? I get it! I
Darling,” says
if some people cared about me, it’s too fucking late now! I can’t just go back, June Starr
“Hera, stop it.”
agonizing feelings out. His ice-blue eyes are just so calm, like a prison forcing me to stay under his
choose
that? I glance around, but the other vampires are just about as confused as I am. My emotions at their wits’ ends, I nervously laugh, hysteria knocking right behind
did you just say?”
death was not
my head. Perhaps Richard’s mad, or he didn’t
me, but I remember very precisely what I did.
you remember
speechless, again. What is he playing at with this strange question? I hesitate, but glance around, and there’s a whole room of vampires waiting for me to answer him as if his question made any sense. I close
of it. I wanted to, but I always just wanted to cry, to disappear. It was like that every day, for weeks. Nothing could make me smile, I just felt completely… void. like there was a heavy, heavy weight on my heart that just sucked all
without me seeing anything that could end my torture. The depression kept me
it,” mutters Benedict,
do,
when you woke up
question throws me right back into the rollercoaster. I shrug,
was fine, I suppose. It
make
staring at me as if I’m some confusing problem. She tilts her head, and turns to
“There’s no way, right?”
are you talking about?” I
certainly not because you’re transformed. Most of us took days, if not weeks, to get over whatever trauma caused our
I turn to Richard, but he’s also staring at me, although
better,” I mutter. “Because my troubles are
better about dying, Baby,” says Rebecca. “It just doesn’t make sense. Clinical Depression isn’t just a state of mind, it’s an
the Agency sent a psychiatrist, and that’s how they… got me out of
have a
just meds. …I’m sorry but I still don’t get it. Where are we going
means to get someone who could have helped you, a therapist or a psychiatrist,
saw no one but him and perhaps a couple of staff for weeks, so now, can you tell me what the hell that has to do with my death?”Daily
“Everything.”
Rebecca. She raises both eyebrows, but stares at it, quickly reading the lines with her eyebrows slowly tilting from upwards to downwards. I barely saw anything, but it looked like a
Bart asks, glancing over her shoulder and for once, about as confused as
Baby didn’t commit suicide
the minute. While most of us are still confused, she reads out
mix of Beta-blockers, Corticosteroids,
word. “Like drugs? What
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