The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

want Aiden’s cruel words to

let Aiden hurt him just as

the right choice after

shake my head, trapping my lower lip between my

lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract

“Three years Aiden.

years and you’re still so

his teeth,

was furious, that

Sophie!? Throw a fucking welcome party and hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling

down my cheeks and I’m shaking

you missed

missed me.” | whispered, my chest hurting with every breath

and his next words are

girl wants to hear to

you were that special for me to miss you, Sophie? All you have ever brought into my

says lowly, bending

but not in desire like

my heart “Fucking you was just to remind you of how easy

whilst I was rotting

his

so cruel, don’t say things you

are curling into fists at my

my eyes out because his

his lips

you heard? I’m a murderer

Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I wouldn’t

his eyes holding no

head unable to take being in his

I need air.

need to get out of here as soon as

Aiden,” I

as hell don’t want to do it again.” He sneers,

nodded, and picked

at him one last

last time I ever let my

step away from him and began

crumble before him,

to be

didn’t want to be that

to be strong for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not like the fact he shared

about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized that

on the door froze when his next

you’re good at Sophie, so no surprise there either.” He was right, I always run

as hell won’t

crawl back to

Not this time.

causing too much

the door while staying muted and walked out with

close the door behind me and don’t bother staring

the elevator I stepped into the lift when

he’d come

mean any of

I knew that