The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

want Aiden’s cruel words to scar

let Aiden hurt him just as he

had made the right choice after

being cruel Aiden.” I shake my head, trapping

I bite into my lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain

“Three years Aiden.

so bitter

teeth, his

furious,

Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching

and I’m shaking

you missed

whispered, my chest hurting with every breath I try to pull

curl cruelly and his next words

a girl wants to hear to

you, Sophie? All you have

He says lowly,

but not in desire

breathe properly as his words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to

many guys passed there whilst I was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning me

his words, my eyes

really think I was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say things you know nothing about,”

into fists at my

eyes out because

and his lips curl into

a

me to be nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And

his eyes holding no emotion

shake my head unable to take being

I need air.

to get out of here

Aiden,”

not just do that? And I sure as hell don’t want to do it again.” He sneers, rolling

bottom lip, nodded, and picked

looked at him one last

ever let my guard down when it comes

| step away

not crumble before him,

didn’t want to be that girl

to be that same

to be strong for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not

me alive for those three years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized that perhaps

hands on the door froze when his next words reach my ears before

at Sophie, so no surprise there either.” He was right, I always run

as hell won’t listen to his cruel words

crawl back

Not this time.

too

opened the door while staying muted and walked out

and don’t bother staring

elevator I stepped into the lift when the doors

part of me wished he’d come

any of

I knew that was only wishful