The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

cruel

hurt him just as he

the right choice after

head, trapping my lower lip between my

enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from the pain in my

“Three years Aiden.

years and you’re still so bitter towards me.”

ground his teeth,

was furious, that

a fucking welcome party and hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of

my cheeks and I’m shaking while a

said you missed

me.” | whispered, my chest hurting with every breath I try to pull into

curl cruelly and his next words are just

a girl wants to

you think you were that special for me to miss you, Sophie? All you have ever brought into my life

you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his head down so that

heavily, but not in desire like

my heart “Fucking you

many guys passed there whilst I was

staggered back at his words,

was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t

are curling into fists at my side, my

eyes out because his words are hitting

his lips curl into an

I’m a murderer remember? A

me to be nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I

were more….delicious.” He smirked, his

my head unable to take being in

I need air.

to get out of here as

Aiden,”

just do that? And I sure as hell don’t want to do it again.” He sneers, rolling

lip, nodded, and picked up

at him one

is the last time I ever let my guard down when it

| step away from him and began

to not crumble before him, to not

to

to be that same girl

It was clear Aiden would not like the fact he shared a part of

about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized that perhaps

froze when his next words reach

you’re good at Sophie, so no surprise there either.” He was right, I

won’t listen

to crawl

Not this time.

causing too much

muted and walked out with my heels in my

don’t close the door behind me and don’t bother staring at Noel who was

on the elevator I stepped into the lift when

of me wished he’d come running to

he didn’t mean any of what

that was only wishful