The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

want Aiden’s cruel words to

Aiden hurt him just

the right choice

being cruel Aiden.” I shake my head, trapping my lower lip between

if I bite into my lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from

“Three years Aiden.

long years and you’re still so bitter towards me.”

ground his teeth,

was furious,

hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were

cheeks and I’m shaking while a few

you

whispered, my chest hurting with every breath I try to

his next words are just

to hear to

for me to miss you, Sophie? All you

you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his head

heavily, but not in desire like

to breathe properly as his words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to remind you of how

there whilst I was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning

back at his words, my eyes

he really think I was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say

are curling into fists at my side, my lips

bawl my eyes out because his words are

my face and his

heard? I’m a murderer remember?

expect? For me to be nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I wouldn’t

they were more….delicious.” He smirked, his eyes holding no emotion

shake my head unable to take

I need air.

of here

you Aiden,” I

not just do that? And I sure as hell don’t want to do

lip, nodded, and picked up

him one

let my guard down when it comes to

this time Aiden.” | step away from him and began

myself to not crumble before him,

didn’t want to be that girl

be that same girl

for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was

for not telling him about my pregnancy, about

froze when his next words reach my ears before I

away is what you’re good at Sophie, so no surprise there either.” He was right, I always run

as hell won’t listen to his cruel words

refuse to crawl back

Not this time.

causing too

opened the door while staying muted and walked out with my heels

bother staring at Noel who was glaring

the button on the elevator I stepped into

of me wished he’d come running to me

me he didn’t mean any of what he just

that was only