The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

want Aiden’s cruel words to scar him

Aiden hurt him just as he

had made the right

Aiden.” I shake my head, trapping my

if I bite into my lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from the

“Three years Aiden.

long years and you’re still so bitter towards

teeth, his

furious, that was

What the hell did you want me to do Sophie!? Throw a fucking welcome party and hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of my life.” He seethed, taking a powerful step

cheeks and I’m

you

said you missed me.” | whispered, my chest hurting with

lips curl cruelly and his next words

girl wants to hear to get in between

miss you, Sophie? All

good ever happens when you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his head down so that our eyes

heavily, but not

his words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to remind you of how easy you still are

was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning me down with daggers

staggered back at his words, my

was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t

curling into fists at my side,

out because his

face and his

heard? I’m a murderer remember?

to be nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.”

smirked, his eyes holding no emotion

my head unable to take being in his presence

I need air.

of here as soon

you Aiden,” I

just do that? And I sure as hell don’t want to do

bottom lip, nodded, and

him one last

ever let my guard down

I mean it this time Aiden.” | step away from him and began to walk

crumble before

didn’t want to be that

to be that same

be strong for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not

three years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized that perhaps it was a

door froze when his next words reach my ears before I opened the

you’re good at Sophie, so no

as hell won’t listen to his

crawl back

Not this time.

causing too

staying muted and walked

bother staring

button on the elevator I stepped into the lift when

he’d

didn’t mean any of what he just

that was