The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

Aiden’s cruel words to scar

to let Aiden hurt him just as he

had made the right choice

Aiden.” I shake my head, trapping my lower lip between

feel enough pain there to

“Three years Aiden.

and you’re still so bitter towards me.” I let out

his teeth, his

furious,

me to do Sophie!? Throw a fucking welcome party and hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond

I’m

said you

missed me.” | whispered, my chest hurting with every breath I try to

and his next words are just as

says what a girl wants to hear to get in

were that special for me to miss you, Sophie? All you have ever brought into my life was

happens when you’re here.” He says lowly, bending

breathing heavily, but not in desire

words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to remind you of how easy you still are

I was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning me down

at his

he really think I was a whore? “You’re so cruel,

into fists at my

to bawl my eyes out

eyes scan my face and his lips curl into

a murderer

to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I wouldn’t have

were more….delicious.” He smirked, his

head unable to take being in his presence

I need air.

out of here

you Aiden,”

hell don’t want to do it again.”

bit my bottom lip, nodded, and

at him one last time

I ever let my guard down when

I mean it this time Aiden.” | step away from him

crumble before him,

to be that girl

to be that same girl from high school

I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not like the fact he shared a part of him

was eating me alive for those three years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized

froze when his next words reach my

no surprise there either.” He was right, I

sure as hell won’t listen to his

refuse to crawl back to

Not this time.

too

door while staying muted and walked out with my heels in my

door behind me and don’t bother staring at Noel who was glaring at me while I

the elevator I stepped into

of me wished he’d

any of what

that