The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

cruel

Aiden hurt him just as

the right choice after

shake my head, trapping my lower lip

I bite into my lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from the pain

“Three years Aiden.

and you’re still so bitter towards me.”

teeth, his

furious, that

Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of my life.” He seethed, taking a

cheeks and I’m shaking while a few

said you

| whispered, my chest hurting with every breath I try to pull

cruelly and his next words are just as

girl wants to hear to get in between

me to miss you, Sophie? All you have ever brought

He says lowly, bending his head down so that our eyes

breathing heavily, but not

seem to breathe properly as his words stab through my heart

was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning

staggered back at his words,

a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say things you know nothing

fingers are curling into fists

to bawl my eyes out

and his lips curl into an even nastier

I’m a murderer

nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I wouldn’t have fucked

more….delicious.” He smirked, his eyes holding

to

I need air.

to get out of

Aiden,”

not just do that? And I sure as hell don’t want to do it again.” He

bit my bottom lip, nodded,

at him one last time

ever let my guard down when it comes

mean it this time Aiden.” | step away from him

forcing myself to not crumble

didn’t want to be

want to be that same

for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not like the fact he shared

alive for those three years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden,

next words reach my ears before

no surprise there either.” He

as hell won’t listen to

to crawl back to

Not this time.

causing too much

and walked out with my

bother staring at Noel who was

the elevator I stepped into the lift when the doors

wished he’d come running to me and

didn’t mean any of what he just

I knew that was