The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

Aiden’s cruel words to

hurt him just as he was hurting me

had made the right choice

shake my head, trapping

into my lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from the pain

“Three years Aiden.

so bitter towards me.” I let

teeth,

was furious, that

are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of my life.” He seethed, taking a powerful step

and I’m shaking while a few

you missed this

me.” | whispered, my chest hurting

and his next words

guy says what a girl wants to hear to get

special for me to miss you, Sophie? All

happens when you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his head down so that our

not in

because I can’t seem to breathe properly as his words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to remind you of how easy you

whilst I was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning me

staggered back at his words,

a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say things you know

fists

eyes out because his words are

scan my face and his

a murderer

to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if

He smirked, his eyes holding no emotion in

to take

I need air.

of here as

Aiden,” I

don’t want to do

bit my bottom lip, nodded, and picked up my

at him one last time before

This is the last time I ever let my guard down when it comes to

mean it this time Aiden.” | step away from him and

myself to not crumble before him,

to be that girl

to be that same girl from high school

strong for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden

three years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now

hands on the door froze when his next words reach my

good at Sophie, so no surprise there either.” He was right, I always

I sure as hell won’t listen to

crawl

Not this time.

too

and walked out

staring at Noel who was glaring at me while I

the button on the elevator I stepped into the lift when the

me wished he’d come running to

mean any of what

that