The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

don’t want Aiden’s cruel

him just

the right

cruel Aiden.” I shake my head, trapping my lower lip between my

bite into my lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from the pain in

“Three years Aiden.

years and you’re still so

his teeth, his

furious, that was

and hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of my life.” He seethed,

and I’m shaking while a few sobs slip

said you missed

whispered, my chest hurting with every breath I try to pull into

his next words are

wants to hear to get in between her

me to miss you, Sophie? All you have ever brought into

happens when you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his head down so that our eyes are

breathing heavily, but not

can’t seem to breathe properly as his words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to remind you of how easy you still

I was

back at his words, my eyes

whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say

fingers are curling into fists at my side, my

bawl my eyes out because his

face and his lips curl into an

I’m a murderer

you expect? For me to be nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if

smirked, his eyes holding no

my head unable to take

I need air.

of here as

Aiden,” I

sure as hell don’t want to do

bottom lip, nodded, and picked up

at him one last time

the last time I ever let my guard down when it

step away from him

myself to not crumble before him, to

want to be that girl

to be that

strong for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not like the fact he shared

three years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized

froze when his next words reach my ears

no surprise there either.” He was

sure as hell won’t listen to his

crawl

Not this time.

too

muted and walked out with my heels in my

door behind me and don’t bother staring at Noel who

the elevator I stepped into the lift when

wished he’d come running to me and

didn’t mean any of

I knew that