The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

don’t want Aiden’s cruel

let Aiden hurt him just as he was

the right choice after

Aiden.” I shake my head, trapping my lower lip

lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from

“Three years Aiden.

you’re still so

his teeth, his

was furious,

Sophie!? Throw a fucking welcome party and hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of my life.”

rolling down my cheeks and I’m shaking while a few

you missed

said you missed me.” | whispered, my chest hurting with every breath I try to pull

lips curl cruelly and his next words are just as

a girl wants to hear to get in between her

miss you,

happens when you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his

breathing heavily, but not

as his words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just

whilst I was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning me down

his words, my eyes

think I was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t

fingers are curling into fists at

to bawl my eyes out because his words are

my face and his

heard? I’m a murderer remember? A

nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that

they were more….delicious.” He smirked, his

to take being in his

I need air.

of here

Aiden,”

I not just do that? And I sure as hell don’t want to do it again.” He sneers, rolling his eyes over

bottom lip, nodded, and

one last time before

the last time I ever let

Aiden.” | step away from him and

myself to not crumble

to be that girl

be that same girl from

be strong for Ash, because who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not like the

though guilt was eating me alive for those three years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized that perhaps

door froze when his next words reach my ears before I

you’re good at Sophie, so no surprise there either.” He was right,

as hell won’t listen to

to crawl back

Not this time.

causing too

while staying muted and

the door behind me and don’t bother staring at Noel who was glaring at me while

the elevator I stepped into the

of me wished he’d come running

any of what he just

knew that