The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

want Aiden’s cruel words to scar

refuse to let Aiden hurt him just as he

the right choice

cruel Aiden.” I shake my head, trapping

bite into my lip hard enough I’ll feel enough pain there to distract

“Three years Aiden.

still so bitter towards me.” I

teeth, his jaw

furious,

a fucking welcome party and hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of my life.” He seethed, taking a powerful

rolling down my cheeks and I’m shaking while a few sobs slip past my

said you missed this

chest hurting

his next words are

what a girl wants to hear

that special for me to miss you,

says lowly, bending his

heavily, but not in desire like

stab through my heart “Fucking you was just

whilst I was rotting in jail.”

staggered back at his words,

I was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say things you know nothing

fingers are curling into fists at my side, my

to bawl my eyes out because his words are hitting me

and his lips

a

what do you expect? For me to be nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I wouldn’t have fucked so many girls

more….delicious.” He smirked, his eyes holding

my head unable to take being in his

I need air.

need to get out of

you Aiden,”

hell don’t want to do it again.” He sneers,

lip, nodded, and picked

looked at him one

time I ever let my guard down when it

it this time Aiden.” | step away from him and began

crumble before him, to not

to be

to be that same

who would if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not

him about my pregnancy, about

hands on the door froze when his next words reach

no surprise there

won’t listen

refuse to crawl

Not this time.

too

muted and walked out with my

bother staring at Noel who was glaring at me while

stepped into the lift

he’d come running to

mean any

knew that was only wishful