The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

cruel words to scar him

to let Aiden hurt him just as

had made the

my head, trapping my lower lip between

I’ll feel enough pain there to distract me from the pain in my

“Three years Aiden.

you’re still so bitter towards me.” I let

teeth, his jaw

furious,

Sophie! You’re not a fucking diamond and those three years without seeing you, touching you, feeling you, were the best years of my life.” He seethed,

I’m shaking while a few sobs slip past

said you missed

said you missed me.” | whispered, my chest hurting with

cruelly and his next words are

girl wants to hear to get in

miss you, Sophie? All you have ever brought

ever happens when you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his head down so that our eyes are

not in desire

to breathe properly as his words stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to

many guys passed there whilst I was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning

staggered back at his words, my eyes

was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say things you know

fingers are curling into fists at my side,

out

my face and his lips curl into an even

heard? I’m a murderer remember?

nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I wouldn’t have fucked so many girls

were more….delicious.” He smirked, his eyes holding

shake my head unable to take

I need air.

of here as

you Aiden,” I

want to do it

nodded,

one last

last time I ever let my guard down when it comes to

I mean it this time Aiden.” | step away from

myself to not crumble before

to be that girl

want to be that

if I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not

for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized that perhaps

froze when his next

so no

hell won’t

refuse to crawl back

Not this time.

too

opened the door while staying muted and walked out

close the door behind me and don’t bother staring

button on the elevator I stepped into the

of me wished he’d come

any of what he just

knew that