The Girl He Craves

Sophie’s pov

“What?” I breathed out, confused. I was a mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest as I felt those words and my fingers clutch the material of my blouse where I could feel my heart beat erratically.

My bottom lip wobble a bit ad I stare at him.

He’s not looking at me anymore as he fixes his suit.

I’m the only dumb one still there with my mouth parted and my skirt still hunched up.

I’m the only one who got used, yet again.

And I had stupidly fallen for his charms.

I stupidly made my heart choose only for him to disappoint me yet again.

Anger starts to pull at my sadness taking out every string until that anger consumed me.

My lips curl back into a sneer.

“You’re still that huge asshole.

Why am I even surprised?” I slide off his desk, quickly fixing my skirt.

My panties were obviously ruined so there was no going back for them.

Aiden lifts his head, those storms shooting through me like lightning.

“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.

“Watch my mouth? Is that all you can say to me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming tears in my eyes.

Stay firm, Sophie.

He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.

His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

I’m fixing my blouse and my skirt because I don’t want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.

“What more do you want from me, Sophie? Another fuck?” Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.

His hair is a mess from his hands running through it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.

I flinched at his words which slapped me brutally across my face.

I want to hurt him too.

Hurt him with my words the same way he has hurt me.

But I can’t bring myself to.

Because I’m still in love with him.

And I can’t hurt the father of my child.

Ash…..

Ash wasn’t a mistake.

cruel words to

him just as he was

had made the right

my head, trapping my lower lip between

enough pain there to distract me from the pain in my

“Three years Aiden.

so bitter towards me.” I let out

teeth,

was furious,

hold you like the diamond that you are? Well, guess what Sophie! You’re not a fucking

rolling down my cheeks and I’m shaking while a few sobs slip past

you

my chest hurting with every breath I try to

his next words are just

what a girl wants to hear to

to miss you,

ever happens when you’re here.” He says lowly, bending his head down so that our

not in desire like

stab through my heart “Fucking you was just to remind you

guys passed there whilst I was rotting in

at his

think I was a whore? “You’re so cruel, don’t say things

into fists at my

want to bawl my eyes out because his words are

face and his lips curl into an even nastier

you heard? I’m a

to be nice to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.” “And besides, if you really were that special I wouldn’t have fucked so many girls after

smirked, his eyes holding no emotion in

shake my head unable to take being in

I need air.

out of here as soon

you Aiden,” I

And I sure as hell don’t want to do

lip, nodded, and picked up my

him one

is the last time I ever let my guard

step

forcing myself to not crumble before

to be

be that same girl

I wasn’t? It was clear Aiden would not like the fact he shared a part of him with

was eating me alive for those three years for not telling him about

hands on the door froze when his next words reach my ears before I opened the

at Sophie, so no surprise there either.” He was

hell won’t listen to his

to crawl back

Not this time.

too much

staying muted and walked

behind me and don’t bother staring at Noel

the button on the elevator I stepped into the lift when

me wished he’d come running to me

mean any of what he

knew that was only wishful