Chapter 51

Luca’s lips just barely, barely brush mine before I gasp and shove him away.

“Luca!” I shout, stumbling backwards a few steps and staring up at him with wide eyes.

“Oh my god, Ari!” he shouts, digging his hands into his hair and turning from me in frustration, clenching his jaw. “What are you seriously!? What are we even here for if we’re not going to –”

“Luca!” I shout again, stomping my foot and going completely rigid with my own anger. “You are not being fair – you told me to come here tonight for a conversation, and then you try to –” I hesitate now, stumbling over my words in my embarrassment, “what, make out with me!?”

Luca laughs an ironic little laugh and turns back at me, glaring. “Well, isn’t that the point, Ari? What do you want from me? Why are you pulling me into a secret dream if not to –“

“I don’t know!” I half shout, half moan, my arms stiff at my side as I turn my head up to the sky and press my eyes shut, overwhelmed and frustrated. “We just – we are not on the same terms here! And I don’t want to do anything with you unless –”

And then I halt my words, my cheeks blushing scarlet as I realize that I just admitted that I would want to kiss him if the terms are right.

When I tentatively open my eyes, I see that Luca picked up on it too. He’s smirking a little

to discover that he wasn’t wrong about this thing now, still frustrated but pleased – I think that’s between us. That it is not at all one–sided,

“Fine,” he snaps, taking another step closer to me. “Let’s have this conversation then. Why won’t you let me kiss you?”

I blink in shock at the bluntness of his words, but the way his smirk deepens makes me realize that he did it on purpose that he’s trying to unnerve me, probably because he’s

pissed.

I just narrow my eyes, pissed in turn that he’s deliberately not playing fair.

Luca,” I reply, a bit through my teeth. “I don’t know your motives for wanting to

need

forward. Elsewhere in the dream, my wolf gives a few happy yips of excitement, but I just scowl at her, annoyed. “I mean, I don’t want you to

turning his head to study me, suddenly more curious than he was before.

be kissed as an experiment. I want to be…” I bite my lip now.

me,” he says, his voice soft.

softly, speaking the words as my mind finds them, “you

his expression and his stance somehow softer now. “What

burst out, throwing my hands to the side. “Are you – are you gay, Luca!? Do you

slipping his hands into the pockets of his sweatpants. “Haven’t I already told you the answer to that, several dreams ago? I didn’t think I was attracted to guys, but then I met you, and everything got tossed up into the air

him, baffled. “Doesn’t that…does

eyes at me a little. “Does it…bother you?”

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at him, considering.

“What?”

Chapter 31

gesture towards him like it’s obvious. “I know that we live in a pretty progressive country and time, but it will affect your status in the world if people find out that you’re at

any of that. All of that is outdated moral bullshit that should be tossed out the window. We get one

dropping a hand from my cheek and wrapping his arm tight around my waist, pulling me suddenly flush against him. “Who

stare at him, searching for words,

to mine again, more firmly this time like he

damn it, I break.

protests, out of words, and I just…kiss

response to him is immediate, and visceral, and intense.

as my eyes flutter shut and arms wrap around his neck. I lean my entire weight against him, not really intending to do it my body is moving beyond me now. His lip slants over mine, his tongue pressing into my mouth in a

my mate closer as his arms wrap tight around my waist, forcing

do – I let Luca claim me with his mouth, with his arms, with his body pressed against me. I kiss him

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