The Hidden Princess At All-Boys Alpha Academy

Chapter 52

Luca’s stumbles again as he holds me up with one arm below my ass, the other still around my waist – but I don’t care.

I don’t care at all – don’t care about anything except the taste of his mouth, the feel of his lips pressing against mine again and again. I can only concentrate on the way his tongue feels as he licks me, promising without words all the different ways he wants to taste me, all the different parts of my body he wants to taste –

God, fuck, if we fall to the ground in this damn dream forest, I don’t care

Might be better, honestly, so I could feel the weight of him on me, pressing me inexorably down, into the ground –

But Luca finds his footing, his grip on my thigh moving upwards to tighten at the soft place right at the crease of my ass. He moans again, that hard shudder passing through him as I wrap his hair in my fist and tilt his head backwards an inch, taking control of the kiss, pressing my tongue into his mouth this time.

He shakes his head, panting against me, his eyes flicking open just for a second, hazy with lust. And slowly, deliberately – not knowing at all what makes me do it – I pull back just incrementally to lick the length of his lower lip, wanting to taste him there. The feel of the stubble on his chin against my tongue makes my eyes flutter shut with want.

“God damn it, Ari,” Luca murmurs before sealing his mouth hard to mine, his hand drifting higher on my back, up my neck, his fingers brushing the hair at my nape. I lose myself to him completely, to the feel of his body pressed tight to mine, to his heartbeat my own – pounding in his chest.

–

–

as vivid as

But suddenly his fingers move higher, burying themself in my hair hair that is longer than it should be, for a boy –

And my cap, it falls sideways off my head –

All of my hair tumbles down a moment later, cascading around my shoulders.

Luca’s eyes fly open as I gasp, pulling back just an inch

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But it’s enough.

Enough, as his fingers run once through the length of my hair.

I freeze. Completely freeze like a panicked animal, staring at him.

ོར་རྣམས

I see every second of it as Luca’s eyes go wide, taking in the rose–gold expanse of my hair as it pools around my face.

“Ari…” he whispers, mystified.

– it breaks me out of my shock.

shake my head, pressing my

the dream

–

the moment I wake up, burying my face into my pillow and shrieking again unable to help it, but also desperately hoping that my

I desperately, desperately can’t let them know how completely I’ve fucked this

controlling myself, covering my face with my hands and staring up at the ceiling of my tiny, perfect nook, totally ashamed of my loss of control.

This

–

of everything, couldn’t it? All because I was so stupid and weak and couldn’t resist kissing him couldn’t keep myself from absolutely

–

god, what a

boys before, but not like

–

I being to reminisce, I scold myself. Even if it was a shatteringly good,

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to do! I have goals!

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that Luca would spill my secret, anything could happen right now. He’s probably waking up in his own room right now, completely

–

how moody he was this morning when he didn’t even know if the dream state was

the possible scenarios in my mind. Whether or not Luca actually figured out I’m a

did. Of course! He’s not

think it was just dream magic?

mean, is he going to hate me for keeping even more important truths from him? I can’t

how will he actually react

he do?

surely, surely he’ll refuse to keep my secret any more with Rafe and Jesse, wanting everything out in the open…but then!

Rafe!

Jackson is my singular mate! What the hell is he going to

I

of myself, sick of trying to balance all these secrets, sick of my complete loss of

spend in bed loathing myself with my eyes pressed shut. But sleep does not find me, not an ounce of it. I don’t know why – I’m completely exhausted, but somehow

be there, because he’s too mad

I don’t deserve sleep, because I put my enrollment in the Academy at risk because I was too weak to

the night starts to turn towards dawn, I give up on the prospect of sleep all together and sit up, pulling my chemistry book closer. I light the little lamp on my tiny bedside table and, ensuring that the curtains around my nook are tightly shut so that my family can’t see it, I lose myself in my studies for as

almost out of my skin a few hours later when Rafe

my

curtain.