#Chapter 89 – Heat

Jane

This can’t be happening. I can’t be going

into heat – not now!

“No I’m not!” I tell Ethan frantically, denying what he can obviously see and

smell. He’s hovering much too close, driving my wolf over the edge and

sending waves of panic through my body. He starts to reach for me, but I back away,

flinching.

“Don’t, stay back!” I urge, thrusting my palm towards him defiantly. “I’m not

going into heat, this is just… period

cramps!” I declare stubbornly, “you

don’t want to be around me when I’m like

this.”

“Janey, you’re being ridiculous – it’s perfectly natural.” Ethan sighs, dropping

his outstretched hands nonetheless. “And

you’re in pain, you should let me help.”

“No, you’re the last person I want right now.” I lie, even as my wolf begs me to let him take away the spasms of agony clutching my insides. I’m not sure how long he can be around my scent before he goes into rut, but I know from experience that once he does, any chance I have at resisting him will disappear. “I need to get out of here!”

“And go where?” Ethan growls, his own wolf flashing in his eyes. “To Eric?”

“No!” I exclaim, my stomach churning at the idea of the other man putting his hands on me. My wolf doesn’t like that idea at all. “To Linda. I need to be around

another woman, not rutting alphas.”

“Alright then, I’ll take you,” He offers, looking as though he’s having to forcibly hold himself back from pouncing on me.

“That’s okay.” I answer shakily, “you stay here with the pups, I’ll catch a taxi.”

“Jane you can’t go out around other shifters, any alpha you meet will go crazy for your scent and most of them don’t have my strength.” He reminds me as if I could forget.

“I’ll be okay.” I assure him, “just take

care of my babies.”

“Just promise me you won’t go near

Eric.” He demands. 1

“We’re getting married, Ethan.” I state firmly, “this isn’t the first… he won’t…” I

can’t seem to get the words out, as if lying to my chosen mate is too much of a betrayal in this vulnerable moment. “I

as though I want

die.

He declares, “just

call a car for you – one with

apartment, curled up in a ball on the back seat and trying to focus on anything but the pain assailing my body. Linda meets me at the curb outside her building, helping me from the vehicle and guiding me

get upstairs she lays me out on the couch, going

the supplements you take to change your scent were supposed to protect you from this?”

kitchen. “I mean your omega side seems almost completely dormant.”

modern medicine

for Ethan’s pheromones.” I gripe, throwing my arm over my eyes to

out the lights.

asks,” This isn’t going to go

Janey.”

I sleep with Ethan again, he’ll take it as a sign to keep fighting for me.” Not to mention

means that I

scratch this itch with another

I wanted to. 3

Linda urges, “he’s not going to give up whether you’re in heat or not.” She

rubber balloon full of soothing

me and laying it on my lower

me.” I whimper,

comforted by

“We had the worst fight, Linda. He’s

me doubt everything I thought I

I couldn’t admit this to

((

be smug and self-righteous about it, but I know Linda will

judge.

what?” She asks, lifting my

next to me on

her lap.

tries to kill me from the inside out, I gradually explain our fight, including Ethan’s accusations against

me over and over again, he’s never done anything but be a good

was doing the right thing.” Linda interjects, “I mean he was horribly – horribly wrong but you have to know he never set out to hurt you Jane.” She continues, rubbing my feet. ” Why are you questioning

up to no good.” I explain, “but that’s hardly a

agrees, “but I’ve never known him to be unfair.

to be fair to

I press.

crazy about you.” Linda declares, unable to look me in the eyes. “When you

in the room you are the only

help you.

are in trouble.”

wonder if my friend isn’t attracted to Eric.

ridiculous,” She scoffs, “He

know

I asked.” I

but it’s what matters.”

doesn’t matter how I feel about him when

me.” I say,

but instead curling in

particularly sharp stab hits my womb. ” You’re… my best… friend.” I gasp. “If I’d known I

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