#Chapter 90 – Memories

Jane

As I zoom back across town, retracing the steps I took mere hours ago when I first ran to Linda’s, my mind drifts to the past. The clenching pain in my pelvis is

blinding now, and the only refuge left to

me is the world in my head. My memories

swirl around me in a familiar fog, but one

day stands out from the rest.

I was eighteen, newly married and

supporting Ethan at one of the most

difficult times in his life. The day after his

father’s funeral I truly believed I was

coming down with my period, and

though Ethan offered to stay home with

me, I told him to go to work anyway. It

was too important, he was the new Alpha

and he had to seem like he was up for the

job from day one.

“Are you sure?” He asked me, leaning over my prone body on the bed, his brow furrowed in concern.

“Go on, I’ll be fine.” I promised, leaning up on my elbow to kiss him goodbye, “I just need to take some painkillers and try

to rest.”

“Only if you’re sure.” He frowned,

kissing me again, then bending his head to kiss my fresh claiming mark. “I’ll see you tonight. Just call if you need anything.”

“Good luck, Alpha.” I teased, though some of our old joke had died away now that the title actually belonged to him. I couldn’t taunt him about not being in power yet, and every mention of the word was a reminder that his father was gone.

After he left I curled up and tried to nap, but before long my mind started to drift

to my new husband. He’d worn me out

over the last few days, and my body was deliciously sore. I never dreamed how

much pleasure was possible with one’s mate. Everything he’d shown me before we eloped felt wonderful, but it was so different to actually have him inside me,

claiming my very soul.

The more I thought about it, the hotter I

became, my most intimate parts surging

to life and swelling with blood, demanding attention from my mate. At first I reached down to the apex of my

thighs, alarmed by the gravity of the need

and desperate

nothing helped. I might as well

it impact me.

much more quickly than I figured out

his touch, and even my

be able to relieve the horrible

guilty for disturbing him when he probably wasn’t even to the office yet, but beyond all thought

staring at his phone, The typical work

little early if I

I didn’t understand what was wrong with me, I truly believed I would die if I didn’t get rutted soon. Had marriage corrupted me so completely? So quickly? What

was going half crazy with desire? Normal people couldn’t possibly exist this way – they’d

Are you okay?

was working on lowering my inhibitions when it came to talking

me to

liked, and

I didn’t have the first clue how to convey what I needed from him without mortifying myself,

his first day as Alpha, but I honestly couldn’t abide the thought of waiting until he came home either. I’d never make it eight more

dizzily.

everything

again.

just need to see

bed and

proper clothes.

down. The driver was a beta, and seemed slightly star-struck to suddenly have the new Luna as a passenger. He offered me his condolences on

the pack headquarters,” I whimpered. “Fast.”

Ma’am.” He actually saluted me, before careening off down the street. It was during our wild ride through the city streets that the pain

now it was blending with the most

alarming my driver.

asked, eyeing me in the rearview mirror.

curl up on the back seat. “I… I think I’m dying.

need Ethan.”

air and then, to

cabby began to laugh. “Oh dear, poor child. Did no one ever explain it to

tears

my eyes.

gone into heat, little Luna.” He told me softly, “you won’t

time soon.”

No one had ever explained it to me, then again, they might

women in my life

This wasn’t a problem they had

Heat, rutting, all these strange

and submission it

all the rare domain of alphas and

omegas.

we arrived at the pack

don’t want anyone but

cryptically.

I asked

explain that to you.”

“just stay here.”

did what I was told,

because I had any interest

was simply because I

much pain to move. I’d later

first heat is always the

because it is so new and

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