#Chapter 90 – Memories

Jane

As I zoom back across town, retracing the steps I took mere hours ago when I first ran to Linda’s, my mind drifts to the past. The clenching pain in my pelvis is

blinding now, and the only refuge left to

me is the world in my head. My memories

swirl around me in a familiar fog, but one

day stands out from the rest.

I was eighteen, newly married and

supporting Ethan at one of the most

difficult times in his life. The day after his

father’s funeral I truly believed I was

coming down with my period, and

though Ethan offered to stay home with

me, I told him to go to work anyway. It

was too important, he was the new Alpha

and he had to seem like he was up for the

job from day one.

“Are you sure?” He asked me, leaning over my prone body on the bed, his brow furrowed in concern.

“Go on, I’ll be fine.” I promised, leaning up on my elbow to kiss him goodbye, “I just need to take some painkillers and try

to rest.”

“Only if you’re sure.” He frowned,

kissing me again, then bending his head to kiss my fresh claiming mark. “I’ll see you tonight. Just call if you need anything.”

“Good luck, Alpha.” I teased, though some of our old joke had died away now that the title actually belonged to him. I couldn’t taunt him about not being in power yet, and every mention of the word was a reminder that his father was gone.

After he left I curled up and tried to nap, but before long my mind started to drift

to my new husband. He’d worn me out

over the last few days, and my body was deliciously sore. I never dreamed how

much pleasure was possible with one’s mate. Everything he’d shown me before we eloped felt wonderful, but it was so different to actually have him inside me,

claiming my very soul.

The more I thought about it, the hotter I

became, my most intimate parts surging

to life and swelling with blood, demanding attention from my mate. At first I reached down to the apex of my

thighs, alarmed by the gravity of the need

me and desperate

tried, nothing helped. I

it impact

quickly than I figured out what was happening to me. I needed Ethan, my

wanted his touch, and even

hands wouldn’t be able to relieve the horrible ache between my legs.

he probably wasn’t even to the office yet, but beyond all thought or reason. Deciding to text instead of

so quickly I suspected he’d been staring at his phone,

to get away a little early if I can.

wrong with me, I truly believed I would die if I didn’t get rutted soon.

that I was going half crazy with desire? Normal people couldn’t possibly exist this way –

Are you okay?

prompted an entirely different kind of crisis. Ethan was working on lowering my inhibitions when it came

me to tell him

liked,

yet. I didn’t have the first clue how to convey what I needed from him without mortifying myself, or to relate just how urgent the

started his first day as Alpha, but I honestly couldn’t abide the thought

dizzily.

is everything okay?

again.

just need to see

bed and pulling

proper clothes.

beta, and seemed slightly star-struck to suddenly have the new Luna as a passenger. He offered me his condolences on my father-in-law’s death, and asked after the family, telling me he’d take me

to the pack headquarters,” I whimpered. “Fast.”

our wild ride through the city streets that the pain landed, slamming into me full force. Where moments before

most terrible pain. I’ve never felt so

my

what’s wrong?” He asked, eyeing me in

on the back seat. “I… I think

need Ethan.”

scented the air and

to laugh. “Oh dear, poor child. Did no one ever explain

gasped, tears streaming

my eyes.

little Luna.” He told me

time soon.”

with color. No one had ever explained it to me, then

all the women in my

wasn’t a problem they

all these strange

of dominance and submission it

all the rare domain of alphas and

omegas.

arrived at the pack

car. “You don’t want anyone but your mate to smell you.”

cryptically.

not?” I

him explain that

“just stay

I actually did what I was

wasn’t because I

because I was

to move. I’d

first heat is

in part because it is so new and

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