#Chapter 90 – Memories

Jane

As I zoom back across town, retracing the steps I took mere hours ago when I first ran to Linda’s, my mind drifts to the past. The clenching pain in my pelvis is

blinding now, and the only refuge left to

me is the world in my head. My memories

swirl around me in a familiar fog, but one

day stands out from the rest.

I was eighteen, newly married and

supporting Ethan at one of the most

difficult times in his life. The day after his

father’s funeral I truly believed I was

coming down with my period, and

though Ethan offered to stay home with

me, I told him to go to work anyway. It

was too important, he was the new Alpha

and he had to seem like he was up for the

job from day one.

“Are you sure?” He asked me, leaning over my prone body on the bed, his brow furrowed in concern.

“Go on, I’ll be fine.” I promised, leaning up on my elbow to kiss him goodbye, “I just need to take some painkillers and try

to rest.”

“Only if you’re sure.” He frowned,

kissing me again, then bending his head to kiss my fresh claiming mark. “I’ll see you tonight. Just call if you need anything.”

“Good luck, Alpha.” I teased, though some of our old joke had died away now that the title actually belonged to him. I couldn’t taunt him about not being in power yet, and every mention of the word was a reminder that his father was gone.

After he left I curled up and tried to nap, but before long my mind started to drift

to my new husband. He’d worn me out

over the last few days, and my body was deliciously sore. I never dreamed how

much pleasure was possible with one’s mate. Everything he’d shown me before we eloped felt wonderful, but it was so different to actually have him inside me,

claiming my very soul.

The more I thought about it, the hotter I

became, my most intimate parts surging

to life and swelling with blood, demanding attention from my mate. At first I reached down to the apex of my

thighs, alarmed by the gravity of the need

consuming me and desperate

no matter how I tried, nothing helped. I might as well have been touching someone else, so

it impact me.

much more quickly than I figured out what was happening to

only wanted his touch, and even

relieve the horrible ache

for disturbing him when he probably wasn’t even to the office yet, but beyond all thought or reason. Deciding to text instead of call, I quickly typed: how long are

I suspected he’d been staring at his phone, The typical work day ends at

little early if

I didn’t understand what was wrong with me, I truly believed I would die if I didn’t get rutted soon. Had marriage corrupted me so completely?

exist this way – they’d never get anything done! When

Are you okay?

different kind of crisis. Ethan was working on lowering my inhibitions when

sex encouraging me to

liked, and speak

didn’t have the first clue how to convey what I needed from him without mortifying myself, or to relate

couldn’t abide the thought of waiting until he came home either. I’d never make

dizzily.

everything

again.

to see

and pulling

proper clothes.

hopped into the first cab I could flag down. The driver was a beta, and seemed slightly star-struck to suddenly have the new Luna as a passenger. He offered me his condolences on my father-in-law’s

the pack headquarters,” I whimpered. “Fast.”

down the street. It was during our wild ride through the city streets that the pain landed, slamming into me

most terrible pain. I’ve never felt so

my driver.

lady, what’s wrong?” He asked, eyeing me in the

curl up on the back seat. “I… I

need Ethan.”

the air and then, to my

began to laugh. “Oh dear, poor child. Did

tears streaming from

my eyes.

gone into heat, little Luna.” He told me softly, “you won’t be dying any

time soon.”

one had ever explained it to

the women in my

a problem they had to

rutting, all these

and submission it

rare domain of alphas and

omegas.

arrived at

the car. “You don’t want anyone but your

cryptically.

I

him explain that

stay here.”

once I actually did what I

wasn’t because I had any interest in

was simply because I was

to move. I’d

the first heat is

it

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