#Chapter 90 – Memories

Jane

As I zoom back across town, retracing the steps I took mere hours ago when I first ran to Linda’s, my mind drifts to the past. The clenching pain in my pelvis is

blinding now, and the only refuge left to

me is the world in my head. My memories

swirl around me in a familiar fog, but one

day stands out from the rest.

I was eighteen, newly married and

supporting Ethan at one of the most

difficult times in his life. The day after his

father’s funeral I truly believed I was

coming down with my period, and

though Ethan offered to stay home with

me, I told him to go to work anyway. It

was too important, he was the new Alpha

and he had to seem like he was up for the

job from day one.

“Are you sure?” He asked me, leaning over my prone body on the bed, his brow furrowed in concern.

“Go on, I’ll be fine.” I promised, leaning up on my elbow to kiss him goodbye, “I just need to take some painkillers and try

to rest.”

“Only if you’re sure.” He frowned,

kissing me again, then bending his head to kiss my fresh claiming mark. “I’ll see you tonight. Just call if you need anything.”

“Good luck, Alpha.” I teased, though some of our old joke had died away now that the title actually belonged to him. I couldn’t taunt him about not being in power yet, and every mention of the word was a reminder that his father was gone.

After he left I curled up and tried to nap, but before long my mind started to drift

to my new husband. He’d worn me out

over the last few days, and my body was deliciously sore. I never dreamed how

much pleasure was possible with one’s mate. Everything he’d shown me before we eloped felt wonderful, but it was so different to actually have him inside me,

claiming my very soul.

The more I thought about it, the hotter I

became, my most intimate parts surging

to life and swelling with blood, demanding attention from my mate. At first I reached down to the apex of my

thighs, alarmed by the gravity of the need

me and desperate to

helped. I might

impact

realized the problem quickly, much more quickly than I figured out what

his touch, and even

wouldn’t be able to relieve the horrible ache between my legs.

even to the office yet, but beyond all thought

he’d been staring at his phone,

to get away a little early if I can.

I truly believed I would die if I didn’t get rutted soon. Had marriage corrupted me so completely? So

with me that I was going half crazy with desire? Normal people couldn’t possibly exist this way – they’d never get anything done! When

Are you okay?

crisis. Ethan was working on lowering

encouraging me to

I wanted, liked, and speak

convey what I needed from him without mortifying myself, or to relate just how

come home when he’d barely started his first day as Alpha, but I honestly couldn’t abide the thought of waiting until he came home either. I’d never make it eight

dizzily.

everything

again.

to see

of bed and

proper clothes.

beta, and seemed slightly star-struck to suddenly have the new Luna as a passenger. He offered me

pack headquarters,” I whimpered. “Fast.”

careening off down the street. It was during our wild ride through the city streets that the pain landed, slamming into me full force. Where moments

raw, animal lust, now it was blending with the most terrible pain. I’ve never felt so empty, and I

my driver.

what’s wrong?” He asked, eyeing me in the rearview mirror.

know.” I cried, trying to curl up on the back seat.

need Ethan.”

scented the air and then, to

mild offense, the cabby began to laugh. “Oh dear,

tears streaming from

my eyes.

Luna.” He told me softly, “you won’t be dying

time soon.”

with color. No one had ever explained it to me, then again, they

all the women in my life

a problem

rutting, all

and submission

rare domain of

omegas.

we arrived at the pack

“You don’t want anyone but your mate to smell you.”

cryptically.

not?” I

that to

“just stay here.”

I actually did what I

it wasn’t because I had any interest in

because I was in

to move. I’d later

first heat is always the

it is so new

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