#Chapter 90 – Memories

Jane

As I zoom back across town, retracing the steps I took mere hours ago when I first ran to Linda’s, my mind drifts to the past. The clenching pain in my pelvis is

blinding now, and the only refuge left to

me is the world in my head. My memories

swirl around me in a familiar fog, but one

day stands out from the rest.

I was eighteen, newly married and

supporting Ethan at one of the most

difficult times in his life. The day after his

father’s funeral I truly believed I was

coming down with my period, and

though Ethan offered to stay home with

me, I told him to go to work anyway. It

was too important, he was the new Alpha

and he had to seem like he was up for the

job from day one.

“Are you sure?” He asked me, leaning over my prone body on the bed, his brow furrowed in concern.

“Go on, I’ll be fine.” I promised, leaning up on my elbow to kiss him goodbye, “I just need to take some painkillers and try

to rest.”

“Only if you’re sure.” He frowned,

kissing me again, then bending his head to kiss my fresh claiming mark. “I’ll see you tonight. Just call if you need anything.”

“Good luck, Alpha.” I teased, though some of our old joke had died away now that the title actually belonged to him. I couldn’t taunt him about not being in power yet, and every mention of the word was a reminder that his father was gone.

After he left I curled up and tried to nap, but before long my mind started to drift

to my new husband. He’d worn me out

over the last few days, and my body was deliciously sore. I never dreamed how

much pleasure was possible with one’s mate. Everything he’d shown me before we eloped felt wonderful, but it was so different to actually have him inside me,

claiming my very soul.

The more I thought about it, the hotter I

became, my most intimate parts surging

to life and swelling with blood, demanding attention from my mate. At first I reached down to the apex of my

thighs, alarmed by the gravity of the need

and desperate

but no matter how I tried, nothing helped. I might as

it impact

quickly, much more quickly than I figured out what was happening to me. I needed Ethan, my

wanted his touch, and even

hands wouldn’t be able to relieve the horrible ache between my legs.

beyond all thought or reason. Deciding to text instead of call, I quickly typed: how long are you going to be

at his phone, The typical work

a little early if I can.

understand what was wrong with me, I truly believed I would

was going half crazy with desire? Normal people couldn’t possibly exist this

Are you okay?

was working on lowering my inhibitions when it came

encouraging me

liked, and speak the

have the first clue how to convey what I needed from him without

barely started his first day as Alpha, but I honestly couldn’t abide the thought of waiting until he came home either. I’d never make it eight more hours. Can I come see

dizzily.

is everything okay?

again.

need to see you. I

out of bed and pulling on some

proper clothes.

The driver was a beta, and seemed slightly star-struck to suddenly have the new Luna as a

me to the pack headquarters,” I whimpered.

ride through the city streets that the pain landed, slamming into me full force. Where

been overwhelmed with raw, animal lust, now it was blending with the most terrible pain. I’ve never felt so empty, and

alarming my driver.

what’s wrong?” He asked, eyeing

on the back seat. “I… I think I’m dying. I

need Ethan.”

driver scented the air and then, to

laugh. “Oh dear, poor

I gasped, tears

my eyes.

heat, little Luna.” He told me

time soon.”

No one had ever explained it to me, then again, they might not have known. My

all the women in my

wasn’t a problem

rutting, all these strange

dominance and submission

the rare domain of alphas

omegas.

we arrived at the pack

driver made me stay in the car. “You don’t want anyone but

cryptically.

not?” I asked nervously.

explain that to you.” He

“just stay

I actually did what

I had any interest in

simply because I

move.

the first heat is

it is

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