#Chapter 90 – Memories

Jane

As I zoom back across town, retracing the steps I took mere hours ago when I first ran to Linda’s, my mind drifts to the past. The clenching pain in my pelvis is

blinding now, and the only refuge left to

me is the world in my head. My memories

swirl around me in a familiar fog, but one

day stands out from the rest.

I was eighteen, newly married and

supporting Ethan at one of the most

difficult times in his life. The day after his

father’s funeral I truly believed I was

coming down with my period, and

though Ethan offered to stay home with

me, I told him to go to work anyway. It

was too important, he was the new Alpha

and he had to seem like he was up for the

job from day one.

“Are you sure?” He asked me, leaning over my prone body on the bed, his brow furrowed in concern.

“Go on, I’ll be fine.” I promised, leaning up on my elbow to kiss him goodbye, “I just need to take some painkillers and try

to rest.”

“Only if you’re sure.” He frowned,

kissing me again, then bending his head to kiss my fresh claiming mark. “I’ll see you tonight. Just call if you need anything.”

“Good luck, Alpha.” I teased, though some of our old joke had died away now that the title actually belonged to him. I couldn’t taunt him about not being in power yet, and every mention of the word was a reminder that his father was gone.

After he left I curled up and tried to nap, but before long my mind started to drift

to my new husband. He’d worn me out

over the last few days, and my body was deliciously sore. I never dreamed how

much pleasure was possible with one’s mate. Everything he’d shown me before we eloped felt wonderful, but it was so different to actually have him inside me,

claiming my very soul.

The more I thought about it, the hotter I

became, my most intimate parts surging

to life and swelling with blood, demanding attention from my mate. At first I reached down to the apex of my

thighs, alarmed by the gravity of the need

and

edge off, but no matter how I tried, nothing helped. I might as

impact

quickly than I figured out what was happening to me. I needed Ethan, my

touch, and even my

able to relieve the horrible ache between

to the office yet, but beyond all thought or reason. Deciding to text instead of call, I quickly typed: how long are you going to be

came back so quickly I suspected he’d been staring at

to get away a little early if

understand what was wrong with me, I truly believed I would die if I didn’t get rutted soon. Had marriage corrupted me so

me that I was going half crazy with desire? Normal people couldn’t possibly exist this way – they’d never get anything done! When I didn’t respond promptly, Ethan

Are you okay?

Ethan was working on lowering

sex encouraging me to tell

liked, and speak the

I wasn’t there yet. I didn’t have the first clue how to convey what I needed from him without mortifying myself, or to relate just how urgent

honestly couldn’t abide the thought of waiting until he came home either. I’d never make it eight

dizzily.

everything okay? He

again.

to see you.

bed and pulling on some

proper clothes.

star-struck to suddenly have the new Luna as a passenger. He offered me his condolences on my father-in-law’s death, and asked after the family, telling

me to the pack headquarters,”

was during our wild ride through the

now it was blending with the most terrible pain. I’ve never felt so empty, and I cried

alarming my

lady, what’s wrong?” He asked, eyeing me in

curl up on the

need Ethan.”

scented the air and

cabby began to laugh. “Oh dear, poor child. Did

tears

my eyes.

into heat, little Luna.” He told me softly, “you won’t be

time soon.”

flushed with color. No one had ever explained it to me, then

in my life

This wasn’t a problem

all these strange

of dominance and submission it

domain of alphas

omegas.

we arrived at the pack

made me stay in the car. “You don’t want anyone but your mate

cryptically.

I asked nervously.

explain that to

stay here.”

once I actually did what I was

because I had

was simply because

move. I’d

heat is always

it is so

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