Jane

I don’t know how it happened, but suddenly I’m crying.

I’m sprawled out on Ethan’s chest, hot tears sliding down my cheeks. His brow furrows with concern, and he takes my face in his hands, searching my eyes for answers. “Sweetheart, what is it? Was I too rough with you?”

I shake my head, not feeling up to speaking at this particular moment. Ethan relaxes slightly, using the pads of his thumbs to wipe away my tears. “Then what’s wrong?”

Doesn’t he know what he’s doing to me? Doesn’t he realize how powerful those words are? What they mean to me? Does he even remember that first time?

How difficult it was for me to tell him even before I’d had my heart smashed to pieces?.

Before I can reply the door swings open, and I hear Linda’s shocked voice break the tension-laden air, “Oh my Goddess! Why didn’t you two lock the door.”

I whip my head in her direction, hearing Ethan hiss with annoyance when I take my eyes from him. “We assumed anyone entering a bedroom would knock.” I tease my friend.

Linda rolls her eyes. “It’s a hotel room and we’re in a shared suite.”

Ethan pulls a sheet up to cover my exposed backside, and I look up at him in amusement. “I think she’s seen it all before.”

He’s watching me too closely, and I can tell he doesn’t want to release me. Ethan has always hated seeing me cry, and all of his instincts must be demanding he make it better -I’m sure that’s why he’s trying to cover me up right now. It’s in his bones to protect, and there’s nothing else he can do right now. I can also tell he doesn’t approve of me avoiding telling him why l’m upset by focusing on my friend, but I need a moment.

“No luck?” l question, referring to her shift calling the theater company.

“No.’ She sighs, “I’m sorry. At this rate l don’t think we’re going to get in touch tonight.”

shift.”I decide. “It kills me to think the pups might be five minutes

service either”

not hungry.” I lie, only for my stomach to

clear in his voice. “I say we keep calling, but only until room service can bring up some

argue, and Ethan swats my behind, seeming to forget that we

Surely l’m not already feeling hot and bothered again – we only just finished making love. I’m sure if Ethan touched me now I would be too sensitive, still that achy, antsy energy

but another half an hour isn’t going to

my ear, lowering his voice to a husky whisper. “You’ve only just finished dealing with the consequences of the last time

it as his right

discipline excite me this way? It certainly doesn’t feel very feminist of me, but then again, how many omegas have the freedom to be political? I suppose l like feeling like he cares

sly grin. I sort of do want to dig myself deeper, just to see what he’ll do, how far l can push him. Of course, Ethan reads my feelings without any problem, and soon he’s laughing, his ch3st shaking beneath me.

tickles me. missed this. I’ve missed just… playing. When was the last time l got to be silly

two remember l’m still here,

wrapping myself in a robe. “Let’s look at a menu, and then we can

is long past and Ethan and I are getting ready for bed, he finally brings up my earlier

to tell me why you were crying earlier?” He asks, coming up

at him from beneath my lashes. “You told me you love me”‘ l confess, feeling braver now

made you sad?” He

I whisper, staring at my hands as

he even know what it is to feel vulnerable? Helpless? l know he feels helpless when the pups or I are hurting and he can’t fix it, but that’s not quite the same. It’s

it that scares me” I reveal, shrugging. “More so, the way it makes me feel… the way I want to say

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