Jane
“Okay, you can do this. You can do this. You can do this.”I repeat to myself, staring at the phone in my hands with utter trepidation.
The pups are sleeping soundly in their bedroom, and I’m getting ready to sacrifice my dignity in their honor.
I’m not sure how Ethan will respond to my phone call, if he’ll even answer when he sees my number on the screen. I’m half tempted to go find a pay phone and calI from a number he won’t recognize, but I decide to try this first. Taking one last deep breath, I dial and hit the send button, raising the device to my ear.
It seems to ring for an utter eternity, but eventually the line clicks, and Ethan’s deep voice sounds in my ear.
“Jane?”
The familiar sound sends a shiver down my spine. “
Hello Ethan.”
“I thought I told you not to contact me.” Ouch, I know l expected failure, but that seems harsh, even for Ethan.
“Actually you just told me to leave, you didn’t say I couldn’t ever reach out.”I correct him hoarsely. It’s only been four weeks, but it feels like an eternity since we last spoke. Those early days after l left with the pups had passed in a haze that still haunted me, and it feels so surreal just to hear his familiar voice.
“Well I should have.” He growls. “I didn’t realize I had to spell everything out letter by letter. I thought you were smarter than that.”
“Wil you just listen for a moment.” I beg, hating how cruel he’s being.
He pauses for a moment. “Is something wrong?
“Well that depends on how you define wrong.” I snap. “Your pups are absolutely heartbroken without you. They don’t understand why they can’t see you, they’re completely traumatized from the Southern lsles – every other night they’re having nightmares and begging for you instead of me, and yesterday they attempted to run away to the North Pole so they could ask Santa to bring you back to them for Christmas.”
the other end of the line. I wait impatiently for a
that all? He questions
taking off into the mountains. They’re desperate to be
they hate you?” He snaps, sounding even harsher
for you so they wouldn’t develop a complex, and
fault. If you’d done what you were supposed to in the Southern lsles, we wouldn’t
lungs. I can’t believe him. I can’t believe how badly it hurts to hear him speak to me this way. He wasn’t even this cruel when Eve staged her attack all those years ago. I can’t believe how badly I misjudged him, and I’m furiouş with
you don’t
innocent and they worship the ground you walk on –
exactly what you wanted? You were planning to take
was before!” I burst out, loosing hold
He
made me love you again!” I exclaim.
do that? If you cared this little about the children, why did you fight for me the way you did, why did
for faking your death and hiding the
You deserved to pay.”
bubble up inside of me. “It’s one thing to punish me, to break my heart, but it’s another to punish innocent pups. They didn’t do
you decide to play with their fates again.”Ethan snarls. “All I did was give you what you wanted Jane. And yeah, maybe I snuck
I can stop myself I hurl my phone against the wall, flinching when it strikes and bounces off again, clattering to the ground. I follow suit,
for me and mom. I know how I fell in love with him, he’d been sweet, protective and affecti0nate nothing like the monster he
emerald necklace he’d bought to match my eyes. It
grinned. “l picked it out
jewels and finery, and I’ll never be able to
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