The Luna and her Quadruplet Pups by Jane Above Story

Chapter 204

Jane

I’m staring at Devon with utmost apprehension, my thoughts racing at a mile a minute. What in the Goddess’s name is he about to tell me? All of a sudden, I realize that whatever it is – I don’t want to hear it. My heart is racing every bit as fast as my thoughts, pounding violently against my ribcage.

To imagine that yet another person in my life – one I taught myself to trust despite all my bad experiences, who I’ve come to trust above anyone else save Linda- might have betrayed me, is just too much to contemplate.

Devon is watching me anxiously, trying to work up the courage to say whatever it is he intends. The hand I rejected a moment ago now clasps his other, shaking with the force he’s using to lock his fingers together. Already I know whatever is coming must be very bad indeed- or he wouldn’t be so nervous.

“I’m sorry, Devon.” I choke suddenly, lurching to my feet. “I can’t do this. I can’t be here right now.”

“Jane wait-” He stands as well, reaching towards me as if he worries I won’t be steady on my feet. “

It’s not what you think!”

“No,” I shake my head, cradling my hand over the curve of my belly. “I have to go.”I stalk out the door before he can stop me, and though the heavy wood slams behind me, I can hear him swearing up a storm.

I rush to my new car, it’s silver paint still gleaming with a factory wax finish. I slide into the drivers seat and start the engine, locking the door when I see Devon rush out of the house behind me. I shift it into gear and take off towards my apartment, tears streaming down my cheeks. I thought I’d cried a lot during my first pregnancy, but this one is quickly proving me wrong.

“Goddess Damn It, Ethan!” I cry into the empty car.

Wasn’t it hard enough with the quadruplets?

Couldn’t you give me even one baby that won’t rip my heart out just getting here?”

I know the only thing that’s going to make me feel better right now is seeing my pups, but I also know I can’t go home to them in this state. It’s not only that I don’t want them to see me cry, Dr Nora has been warning me about not imposing my personal traumas on them. I don’t want to teach them that people are bad and not to be trusted, even if my experiences have made me feel that way.

Sobbing, I pull over and lower my head to the steering wheel, letting the tears wrack my body until I can breathe again until the deluge finally ebbs and slows and I can think clearly. I do a few breathing exercises, and dry my face, checking the rearview mirror to make sure my skin isn’t too splotchy.

me there. Apparently my stopover to cry gave him the headstart he needed, because his car is parked outside. He

is alone with the pups. I can hear their laughter before I

when I enter, and suddenly the excited pups are charging me, Mommy” Three beloved voices cry in

how they can make my heart swell with a single word, a single touch. I feel so much lighter, even when Parker looks up at me with an impish grin and declares, “Mommy, your tummy gets rounder every

big and fat I’ll have to waddle like a penguin.

we don’t have money for

take cares of you and then you’ll

“You’ll wait on me hand and foot?” I lower

if I have to

true.” Parker muses, “She pees all

you can learn

“then you won’t have

cuts in, coming to stand behind them. “if you

handle getting her up

humor gone from my voice. “Pups, can you give

eyes, her young voice rising in a

just need to talk.” I lie, hating that this man is making me mislead my

them to turn on Devon. “I say I can’t do this’ and run out, and your response is

to you, I’ve just been withholding something- something personal about myself that I was too afraid to share – surely you can understand what that’s like – of

my heart softens towards the

to let my guard down just yet. “If I can understand it so well, why didn’t you tell me

you.” To my amazement, Devon’s voice is thick

got a chance to prove

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