Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

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How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

your legs apart and place your hand on your thigh with your palm facing

at him. But something inside of me flickered. Was it fear or excitement? I hated that I couldn't tell the

he was anything but insane, a fire burning in

that position was. Give it to days of reading BDSM

he

Silas," I

flickered in me. A spark lit up in the pit of my stomach, and

to punish you?" His voice was low, dangerous. He stared down at me, his presence overwhelming, and

I hated him for the way he affected me. But more than that, I

I was his sub, let's not forget the way he stared

wanted to fuck

God, did I want that

time, Katrina, Silas said in a stern

apart, I placed my hands on my thigh

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more, and for some reason, I

so did something else. Something dark and twisted. I didn't understand it, but I couldn't

what was wrong

would have thought this would

came to apologize to him but I was on my knees for a

from his chair, walking toward

Tace.

I should leave.

me to get out of here. Run. Before this went

myself completely, I still had

But I didn't

in my chest

Would he touch me? Do I want him

by the idea of being touched

fingers grabbing my face, forcing me to

pressed against my chin, his grip firm, almost

face was inches away from mine, his warm

deep breath, the smell of

What was this feeling?

understand?" He asked, and I blinked at him, confused. What was he going

knelt in front of the bald

this is what

fingers squeezed my face harder and I bobbed

"Use your words, Katrina,"

off his tongue with ease and it

him say my name that way

understand, I whispered, my voice trembling

my thighs throbbed painfully and I clenched my

thing get me turned on? Is there anything

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head. He was dominating, maybe my father broke

made didet slip

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up, he

cod

the space to refure and I did as he

could prisers what happened. Silas grabbed me by mist, placing me on

hitched and something in my mind begged me to him Temuldn't continue with this,

mac

the fool I was, I shui out the

his hands under the hem of my skirt, his fingers) brushing against my

escaped my lips my body tingling because of that simple

between my legs intensified and I

hands between my legs stopping me from closing them. His eyes held

commanded, giving

raced and my mind screamed for me to stop this. I had to push him

opened my leg, giving

needed him to touch me. There was nothing

his fingers further up,

thumb pressed against the wet fabric and a low moan

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