Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

1. it.

How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

with your palm facing upwards, Silas

hissed at him. But something inside of me flickered. Was it fear or

eyes told me that he was anything but

that position was. Give it to

he ask

your sub Silas,"

in me. A spark lit up in the pit of my stomach, and I feared it was

voice was low, dangerous. He stared down at me,

could argue. The pit of my stomach churned with a heat I couldn't ignore. I hated him for the way he affected me.

present like I was his

if he wanted to

God, did I want that just

Silas said in a stern voice, and I

on my thigh

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once more,

of it burned through me, but so did something else. Something dark and twisted. I didn't understand it,

didn't understand what was wrong

have thought this

but I was on my knees

pushed himself up from his chair, walking toward me with

Tace.

I should leave.

screamed at me to get out of

I

But I didn't

heart raced in my chest in clear

going to do? Would he touch me? Do I want

idea of being

me and reached down, his fingers grabbing my face, forcing

thumb pressed against my chin,

from mine,

in a deep breath, the smell of mint

What was this feeling?

else except me, do you understand?" He asked, and

remembered I had knelt in front of the bald old man after I spilled his

this is what this

squeezed my face harder and I bobbed

"Use your words, Katrina,"

rolled off his tongue with ease and it sent shivers down my

name that way

I understand, I whispered, my voice trembling

my thighs throbbed painfully and

can such a thing get me turned on? Is there

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wondered as I cursed myself in my head. He was dominating, maybe my father broke me, and

movement 1 made didet slip Silas

1

stand up, he murmured, his

cod

refure and I did

what happened. Silas grabbed

to him Temuldn't continue with

mac

fool I was, I shui out the

his hands under the hem of my skirt, his fingers) brushing against my

my body tingling because of

legs intensified and I clenched

from closing them. His eyes held promises of a punishment if I did something he

giving no room

and my mind screamed for me to stop this. I had

giving him better access to

him to touch me. There was nothing I could do to

his fingers further up, brushing against

thumb pressed against the wet fabric and a low

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