The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

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How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

and place your hand on your thigh with your palm facing upwards, Silas ordered once

Was it fear or excitement? I hated that I

eyes told me that he was anything but insane, a

knew what that position was. Give it to

how could he ask me to

sub Silas,"

something flickered in me. A spark lit up in the pit of my stomach, and I feared it was going to turn into a raging

low, dangerous. He stared down at me, his

me. But more than that, I hated myself for wanting it.. Silas and his emotions have me a whiplash. First, he was angry and turned me into a

present like I was his sub, let's

wanted

God, did I want

Katrina, Silas said in a stern voice, and

I placed my hands on my thigh with my pam facing upwards just like he

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Silas praised once more, and

did something else. Something dark and twisted. I didn't understand it, but I couldn't deny it

didn't understand what was wrong with me, but I

have thought this would

to him but I was on my knees for

toward me with the predatory grace that

Tace.

I should leave.

I had screamed at me to get

myself completely, I still

But I didn't

raced in my chest

do? Would he touch me? Do I want

some reason, I wasn't disgusted by the idea

front of me and reached down, his fingers grabbing

pressed against my chin, his grip firm,

away from mine, his warm breath

a deep breath, the smell of mint and cider filling

What was this feeling?

you understand?" He asked, and I

I remembered I had knelt in front of the bald old man

this is what this was

my face harder and I bobbed my head in answer

"Use your words, Katrina,"

with ease and it sent shivers down

knows hearing him say my name that way

I understand, I whispered, my voice

apex between my thighs throbbed painfully and

me turned

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wondered as I cursed myself in my head. He was dominating, maybe my father broke

didet slip Silas netice and he

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up, he murmured, his

cod

to refure and I did as he rising on shaky

grabbed me by mist, placing me

begged me to him Temuldn't continue with this, I had to stop

mac

was, I shui out the

between them. Helpped his hands under the hem of my skirt, his fingers) brushing against my

light wp escaped my lips my body

my legs intensified and I clenched my

eyes held promises of a punishment if I did something he didn't want me

be commanded, giving no room

to stop this. I had to push

I opened my leg, giving him better

I wanted this. How much I needed him to touch

slapped his fingers further up, brushing against my

wet fabric and a low