The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

1. it.

How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

place your hand on your thigh with your palm facing upwards, Silas ordered once

something inside of me flickered. Was it fear or excitement? I hated that I couldn't tell the difference between the

me that he was anything

was. Give it to

he

your sub Silas," I

the pit of my stomach, and I feared it was going to turn

punish you?" His voice was low, dangerous. He stared down at me, his presence

for the way he affected me. But more than that, I hated myself for wanting it.. Silas and his emotions have me

present like I was his sub, let's not forget the way

if he wanted to

I want that just

our time, Katrina, Silas said in a stern voice, and

on my thigh

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good girl Silas praised once more, and for some

me, but so did something else. Something dark and twisted. I

what was wrong

would have thought

to apologize to him but I was on

pushed himself up from his chair, walking toward me with the

Tace.

I should leave.

to get out of here.

I still had a chance to

But I didn't

heart raced in my chest

touch me? Do I want him to

wasn't disgusted by the idea of being

me and reached down, his fingers grabbing my face, forcing me to look up at

thumb pressed against my chin, his grip firm,

mine,

deep breath, the smell of mint

What was this feeling?

except me, do you understand?" He

front of the bald

what

squeezed my face harder and I bobbed my head in answer to

"Use your words, Katrina,"

rolled off his tongue with ease and

say my name that way

I understand, I whispered,

apex between my thighs throbbed painfully and

a thing get me turned on? Is there

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my head. He was dominating, maybe

movement 1 made didet slip Silas netice

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he murmured, his eyes

cod

and I did

what happened. Silas grabbed me by mist, placing

my mind begged me to him Temuldn't continue with this, I had

mac

was, I shui out the

legs with his hands, standing between them. Helpped his hands under the hem of my skirt, his fingers) brushing against my inner

light wp escaped my lips my

intensified and I clenched

hins hands between my legs stopping me from closing them. His eyes held promises of a punishment if

be commanded, giving no

mind screamed for me to stop

opened my leg, giving him better access

needed him to touch me. There was nothing I

his fingers further up, brushing

pressed against the wet fabric and a low moan