The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

1. it.

How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

place your hand on your thigh with your palm

hissed at him. But something inside of me flickered. Was it fear or excitement? I hated that I couldn't tell the difference

he was anything but insane,

position was. Give

could he ask me

your sub Silas," I bite back with

down, something flickered in me. A spark lit up in the pit of my stomach, and I feared it was going to turn into

you want me to punish you?" His voice was low, dangerous. He stared down at me,

the way he affected me. But more than that, I hated myself for

and asked me to present like I was his sub, let's not forget the way

wanted to fuck

did I want that just as

a stern voice, and I plopped

placed my hands on my thigh

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good girl Silas praised once more, and for

Something dark and twisted. I didn't understand it, but I couldn't deny

understand what was wrong with me, but I liked

have thought

apologize to him but I was on my

up from his chair, walking toward me

Tace.

I should leave.

at me to get out of here. Run. Before this went

lost myself completely, I still had a chance

But I didn't

my chest in clear

going to do? Would he touch me? Do I want him to

idea of being touched by Silas.

in front of me and reached down, his fingers

my chin, his

inches away from mine, his

deep breath, the smell of mint

What was this feeling?

you understand?" He asked, and I blinked at him, confused.

had knelt in front

what

squeezed my face harder and I

"Use your words, Katrina,"

rolled off his tongue with ease

name that way would

I understand, I whispered,

thighs throbbed painfully and I clenched my

me turned

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dominating, maybe my father broke me, and I

1 made didet slip

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stand up, he murmured,

cod

me the space to refure and I

prisers what happened. Silas grabbed me by mist, placing me on

in my mind begged me to him Temuldn't

mac

fool I was,

legs with his hands, standing between them. Helpped his hands under the hem

light wp escaped my lips my body tingling because

my legs intensified

closing them. His eyes held promises of a punishment if I did something he didn't want me

commanded, giving no room

and my mind screamed for me to

leg, giving him better access

hated how much I wanted this. How much I needed him to touch me. There

his fingers further up, brushing

the wet fabric and