Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

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How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

apart and place your hand on your thigh with your palm facing upwards, Silas ordered

it fear or excitement? I

anything but insane, a fire burning in

knew what that position was. Give it

could he ask me

Silas," I

down, something flickered in me. A spark lit up in the pit of my stomach, and I feared it was going to turn into

punish you?" His voice was low, dangerous. He stared down at me, his

hated him for the way he affected me.

like I was his sub, let's not forget the way he stared

he wanted

want that just as

Katrina, Silas said in a stern voice, and I

thigh with my pam facing upwards just like he

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such a good girl Silas praised once more, and for some reason, I hummed in

but so did something else. Something dark and twisted. I didn't

what was wrong

thought this

him but I

he pushed himself up from his chair, walking toward me

Tace.

I should leave.

to get out

I lost myself completely, I

But I didn't

heart raced in my chest

he touch me? Do I want him to touch

disgusted by the idea of being touched by Silas. Instead,

his fingers grabbing my face, forcing me to look up at

pressed against my chin,

from mine, his warm breath tickling

a deep breath, the smell of

What was this feeling?

allowed to kneel for anyone else except me, do you understand?" He asked, and

remembered I had knelt in front of the bald old man after I spilled

this is what

harder and I bobbed my head in answer

"Use your words, Katrina,"

ease

him say my name that way would

I whispered, my

thighs throbbed painfully and I clenched my

thing get me turned on?

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dominating, maybe my father broke me, and I was

slip Silas

1

now stand up, he murmured, his

cod

did give me the space to refure and I did as he rising

happened. Silas grabbed me by

something in my mind begged me to him Temuldn't continue

mac

fool I was, I shui out the

his hands, standing between them. Helpped his hands under the hem of my skirt, his

escaped my lips my body tingling

between my legs intensified and I

me from closing them. His eyes held promises of a punishment if I did

be commanded, giving no room

mind screamed for me to

leg, giving him better access to

I needed him to touch me.

up,

thumb pressed against the wet fabric and a low moan

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