Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

1. it.

How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

and place your hand on your thigh with your palm

flickered. Was it fear or excitement? I hated that I couldn't

eyes told me that he was anything but insane, a

Give it to days of reading BDSM

could he ask me

not your sub Silas," I bite

of my stomach, and I feared

you want me to punish you?" His voice was low, dangerous. He stared down at me, his

of my stomach churned with a heat I couldn't ignore. I hated him for the way he affected me. But more than that,

he went ahead and asked me to present like I was his sub, let's not forget the way he stared at

he wanted to

I want

said in a stern voice, and I plopped

them apart, I placed my hands on my thigh with my pam facing upwards just like

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girl Silas praised once more, and for some

through me, but so did something else. Something dark and

what was wrong with me,

have thought this would

apologize to him but I was on my knees for a different

himself up from his chair, walking toward me with the predatory grace

Tace.

I should leave.

me to get out of

myself completely, I still had a chance to

But I didn't

raced in my

to do? Would he touch me? Do I want

disgusted by the idea of being touched by Silas. Instead, I

of me and reached down, his fingers grabbing my face, forcing

against my chin, his grip firm,

face was inches away from mine, his

in a deep breath, the smell of mint and cider

What was this feeling?

you understand?" He

knelt in front of the bald old man

is what this

harder and I bobbed my head

"Use your words, Katrina,"

off his tongue with ease and it sent

hearing him say my name that way would cause

whispered, my voice

throbbed painfully and I

a thing get me turned on? Is there anything

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head. He was dominating, maybe my father broke me, and I was attracted

movement 1 made didet slip Silas netice

1

he

cod

give me the space to refure and I did as he

Silas grabbed me by

something in my mind begged me to him

mac

was, I shui out the

standing between them. Helpped his hands under the hem of

my lips my body tingling because of that simple

my legs intensified and I

legs stopping me from closing them. His eyes held promises of a punishment if I did something he

commanded, giving no room for

heart raced and my mind screamed for me to stop this. I had to push him

leg, giving him better access to my

needed him to touch me. There was nothing I could do to stop

fingers further up,

the wet fabric and a low moan

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