The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

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How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

"Spread your legs apart and place your hand on your thigh with your palm facing upwards, Silas ordered once more and I pushed myself to my feet.

it fear or excitement? I hated that

he was anything but insane, a fire

was. Give it to days of

how could he ask me

sub Silas," I

in the pit of my stomach, and I

was low, dangerous. He stared

he affected me. But more than that, I hated myself for wanting it.. Silas and his emotions have me a whiplash. First, he was angry and turned

he went ahead and asked me to present like I was his sub, let's not

he wanted to fuck

I want that just

our time, Katrina, Silas said in a stern voice,

my thigh with my pam facing upwards just

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more, and for some reason,

so did something else. Something dark and twisted. I didn't understand it, but I

wrong with me, but I

have thought

apologize to him but I was on my knees for a

from his chair, walking toward me with the predatory grace that always made my

Tace.

I should leave.

screamed at me to get out

I lost myself completely, I still had a chance to

But I didn't

raced in my chest in clear

to do? Would he touch me? Do I

I wasn't disgusted by the idea

fingers grabbing my face, forcing me to look up

thumb pressed against my chin, his grip firm, almost

face was inches away from mine, his warm

smell of mint and cider

What was this feeling?

kneel for anyone else except me, do you understand?" He asked, and

front of the bald old

is what

and I bobbed my head in answer to his

"Use your words, Katrina,"

tongue with ease

hearing him say my name that way would cause

understand, I whispered, my

apex between my thighs throbbed painfully and I clenched

can such a thing get me turned on? Is there anything wrong with

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as I cursed myself in my head. He was dominating, maybe my father broke me, and I

didet slip Silas netice

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now stand up, he murmured, his eyes

cod

space to refure and I did as he rising on shaky

happened. Silas grabbed me by mist,

in my mind begged me to him Temuldn't continue with

mac

was, I shui out

between them. Helpped his hands under the hem

my lips my body tingling because

between my legs intensified and I clenched my

hands between my legs stopping me from closing them. His eyes held

be commanded, giving

raced and my mind screamed for me to stop this. I had to push him away and

opened my leg, giving

much I wanted this. How much I needed him to touch me.

fingers further up, brushing against my

the wet fabric and a low moan

had already lost control and