The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 19

Katrina's POV:

I walked into Silas' office, feeling uneasy. It was like a lamb walking into a lion's den, and I was most certainly not the lion.

Rachael had heard about what happened almost immediately and she practically dragged me here to apologize.

Silas' cold eyes followed me as I walked closer, the door shuitting with a heavy thud.

As usual, his eyes held no emotions and I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

I waited for Silas to say something, to ask why I was there. But a few minutes ticked by and we were still staring at each other awkwardly.

I couldn't take it any longer, I had to be gone as soon as I could. So I swallowed thickly and finally spoke

"I came to apologize," I said, forcing myself to hold his gaze.

I know Mafia lords have a thing about someone in a lower rank holding eye contact. But I didn't care, he was my husband. At least in theory. Although he doesn't feel a thing for me, he was still my husband and we were on the same rank. At least in theory.

Silas didn't seem the least bit bothered about it. He barely acknowledged my words as I stood there quietly, waiting for him to say something. Sitting a few meters away from me, I could feel the aura and authority he radiated, and for some reason, something turned in my stomach. Well

ell get on with it then, apologize, He waved me dismissively, folding his hands across his chest as he waited.

It seemed just like the type of thing he would like.

I gritted my teeth in annoyance, bowing my head.

Im sorry, I spat out, the words feeling like concrete in my mouth

I wanted to raise my head, but I still remembered Rachael's warning as she pulled me here.

Don't raise your head till he says he has forgiven you

I didn't know why she would tell me such, but I just had to do it.

in his tone but I kept my head down. I could feel the smirk on his face even without seeing the sarcasm and mockery

"It must be demeaning for someone of your status to bow her head for someone else." I could

1. it.

How it feels to apologize to someone when you don't mean it. Who knows this might be the only thing you have ever said the word 'sorry' to someone, His words stung, but I kept quiet. He didn't know the half of it.

I wanted to tell him just how wrong he was; the memory of when I had begged and apologized filled my mind.

Buy I didn't.

I just let him say whatever he wanted.

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"If you want to apologize, then do it well. Get on your knees, Sils ordered.

My head whipped up. "What?"

He stared at me, his eyes burning with something intense. I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, but I knew he wasn't joking.

"Go ahead. And do it," He stared at me intently, waiting

My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, I thought about refusing.

Why was I wasting much time by turning around and storming off? What he was doing was degrading me.

But something in his gaze, the weight of his authority, crushed my defiance. With my jaw clenched and my hands fisted at my sides, I sank to my knees "That's a good girl," He murmured, his lips pulling into a smirk.

Was he... Praising me?

The unexpected praise sent a shiver through me. I hated how much my body responded to him.

And I could barely believe it. I hated this man, despised him. But yet here I was.

"Spread your legs apart and place your hand on your thigh with your palm facing upwards, Silas ordered once more and I pushed myself to my feet.

it fear or excitement? I hated that I couldn't tell the difference between the two at

me that he was anything but insane, a

that position was. Give it to days of reading

how could he ask

sub Silas,"

flickered in me. A spark lit up in the pit of my stomach,

punish you?" His voice was low, dangerous. He stared down at me, his presence

betrayed me before I could argue. The pit of my stomach churned with a heat I couldn't ignore. I hated him for the way he affected me. But more than that, I hated myself for wanting it.. Silas and his emotions have me a whiplash.

I was his sub, let's not forget the way he stared at me

if he wanted to

did I want that just

wasting our time, Katrina, Silas said in a stern voice, and I plopped

on my thigh with my pam facing

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praised once more, and for some reason, I hummed in

so did something else. Something dark and twisted. I didn't understand it, but I

wrong with

have thought

I was on my

pushed himself up from his chair, walking toward me

Tace.

I should leave.

had screamed at me to get out of here.

I still

But I didn't

raced in my chest in clear

Would he touch me? Do I

some reason, I wasn't disgusted by the idea of being touched by Silas. Instead, I

stopped in front of me and reached down, his fingers grabbing my face,

chin,

was inches away from mine, his warm

took in a deep breath, the smell of mint

What was this feeling?

except me, do you understand?" He asked, and I blinked at

front of the bald old man after I spilled his

is what this was

my face harder and I bobbed my

"Use your words, Katrina,"

with ease and it sent shivers down

name that

I understand, I whispered, my

throbbed painfully

can such a thing get me turned on? Is there

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as I cursed myself in my head. He was dominating, maybe my father broke me, and I was attracted to

1 made didet slip Silas

1

up, he

cod

space to refure and

what happened. Silas grabbed

mind begged me to him Temuldn't continue with this, I

mac

was, I

Helpped his hands under the hem of my skirt,

my lips my body tingling

between my legs intensified and I clenched

hins hands between my legs stopping me from closing them. His eyes held promises of

giving no room

mind screamed for me to stop this. I had to push

giving him better

much I wanted this. How much I needed him to touch me. There was nothing I could do to stop it right

fingers further up,

wet fabric and a low moan escaped my

lost control and he hadn't even started touching