Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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scrambled, still dizzy

was the first

amused by my choice but he

hands roamed down my bdy, making

was doing something like this. What

and

oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount into

exactly as he said, my heart beating

while placing his palm on my

of the oil sent shivers

began to massage my

teasing between

a finger inside me and my

slowly, expertly while his

"Let go. I'm

only use

but they didn't

would only use his fingers, but I couldn't complain

done this with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and soft,

felt embarrassed by the question and I bit my cheek, turning my face away

man touch you this way?" his fingers moved in and out me, bringing tears to my eyes and I arched my back

lip to stop me from crying

managed to say,

a dark satisfaction settling in his eyes.

me tremble.

remained between my legs, his fingers moving slowly but It didn't bring

gasps, and the ache

thought he might give me the release I craved, he paused, letting the anticipation build

wanting more.

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Phillip made me feel

was a different kind

murmured,

tongue hanging as I

one action sending waves

control my body

you, and your body trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand around my neck, cutting off

their torturous rhythm, sliding in and out at a maddeningly slow

overwhelming and my wrists strained against the cuffs above

wanted but

said, his voice soft but teasing. "Already dripping

unable to stop

chuckled darkly, a

coming just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the still obvious hard on

have gotten

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