Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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mind scrambled, still

first thing that came

arched, obviously amused by my choice but he didn't question

His hands roamed down my bdy, making me shiver. "Now relax, Katrina. Let me

I was doing something like this.

couldn't control the thoughts I was getting and relaxing seemed like a foreign thing to

nightstand, pouring a small

did exactly as he said, my heart beating wildly in my

said while placing

of the oil sent shivers

massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working

slipped lower, teasing between my legs, a moan escaped my

and my body responded

while his other hand

go. I'm only

use

and teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming

when be said he would only use his fingers, but

his voice low and

I bit my cheek, turning my face away as I

Katrina, have you let another man touch you this way?" his fingers moved in and

lip

I managed

satisfaction settling in his eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing the pressure just enough to

me tremble.

hand remained between my legs, his fingers moving slowly but It didn't

gasps, and the ache

the release I craved, he paused,

wanting more.

my body was crying from

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Phillip made me feel

a different kind of

Silas murmured, wrapping his fingers around my

parted, my tongue hanging as I

action sending waves through

control my

trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand around my neck,

rhythm, sliding in and out at a

between us was overwhelming and my wrists strained against the cuffs above

but I could

you," he said, his voice soft but

whimpered, unable to

encourage him and he chuckled darkly,

myself coming just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the

have

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