Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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still dizzy from

It was the first thing that came to mind

by my choice but

is," His hands roamed down my bdy, making me shiver. "Now

the first time I was doing something like this. What if don't

control the thoughts I was getting and

oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount

flat on the back, Silas ordered and I did exactly as he said, my heart beating

while placing

coolness of the oil sent

began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working his

teasing between my

a finger inside me and my body responded immediately, arching

his other hand

he whispered. "Let go. I'm only going

use my

and teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming sensation building inside

said he would only use his fingers, but I couldn't complain

done this with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and

by the question and I bit my cheek, turning my

in and out me, bringing tears to my eyes and I arched my back in

my lip to

managed

eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing the pressure just enough to

me tremble.

fingers moving slowly but It didn't

gasps, and the ache inside

time I thought he might give me the release I craved,

wanting more.

was crying from the torture, but I couldn't

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Phillip made me feel

different kind

murmured, wrapping

parted, my tongue hanging as

sending waves

control my body

touch you, and your body trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand around my

their torturous rhythm, sliding in and

against the cuffs above my head, desperate

wanted but I could barely reach

his voice soft but teasing. "Already

unable to

and he chuckled darkly, a low, satisfied sound

watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to

to have

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