Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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mind scrambled, still dizzy from

blurted out, not fully thinking. It was the first thing that came

by my choice but

bdy, making

doing something like this.

I was getting and

nightstand, pouring a small amount into his palms before rubbing

ordered and I did exactly as he said, my heart

while placing his palm on my

sent shivers down my spine

yet soothing as he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working his way

between my legs, a

finger inside me and my body responded immediately, arching toward

expertly while his other hand

"Let go. I'm only going

only use my

reassuring and teasing, but they didn't stop

said he would only use his fingers, but I

done this with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and

felt embarrassed by the question and I bit my cheek, turning my face

another man touch you this way?" his fingers moved in and

my head, biting my lip to stop me from crying

I managed to say,

in his eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing the pressure

me tremble.

hand remained between my legs, his fingers moving slowly but It didn't bring the release I

and the ache inside

the release I craved, he paused, letting

wanting more.

crying from the torture, but I

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Phillip made me feel

was a different kind of torture

so responsive, Katrina Silas murmured, wrapping his

my tongue hanging as I

sending waves through

control

and your body trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand around my neck, cutting off

torturous rhythm, sliding in and out

against the cuffs above my head, desperate to touch

wanted but

soft but teasing. "Already dripping for me, so

whimpered, unable

chuckled darkly, a low, satisfied

from watching you. Silas hissed,

anything, it seemed to have gotten bigger, if

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