The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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still

first thing that came to mind and so I used

arched, obviously amused by my choice but

making me

first time I was doing something like this. What if don't do

was getting and relaxing seemed like a foreign thing

of oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount into

ordered and I did exactly

while placing his palm

coolness of the oil sent shivers down

yet soothing as he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and

slipped lower, teasing between my

a finger inside me and my body responded immediately, arching toward

his other

whispered. "Let go.

only use my

both reassuring and teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming sensation building

when be said he would only use

you ever done this with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and soft, but the question felt like a

bit my cheek, turning my face away

fingers moved in and out me, bringing tears to my eyes and

shook my head, biting my lip to stop me from crying

I managed

eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing the pressure just enough to

me tremble.

between my legs, his fingers moving slowly but It didn't

breathing came in shallow gasps, and the

give me the release I craved, he paused, letting the anticipation build and leaving

wanting more.

crying from the torture, but I couldn't

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Phillip made me feel

different kind

murmured, wrapping his fingers around

hanging

one action sending waves

couldn't control my

trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand

in and out at a maddeningly slow

overwhelming and my wrists strained against the cuffs above my head, desperate to touch him

wanted but I could barely reach for

voice soft but teasing. "Already

whimpered, unable

and he chuckled darkly, a

just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the still obvious hard on

anything, it seemed to have gotten bigger, if that

you?" Silas asked while his thumb circled