Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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mind scrambled, still dizzy from the

It was the first thing

by my choice but he

bdy, making me shiver. "Now relax, Katrina. Let me

time I was doing something like this.

was getting and relaxing seemed like a foreign

grabbed a bottle of oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount

on the back, Silas ordered and I did exactly as he said, my

He said while

sent

firm yet soothing as he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and

fingers slipped lower, teasing between my legs, a

finger inside me and

slowly, expertly while his other hand still massaging my

he whispered. "Let go. I'm only

only use my

were both reassuring and teasing, but they

said he would only use his fingers, but

done this with anyone else?" he asked, his voice

the question and I bit my cheek, turning my

fingers moved in

head, biting my lip to stop me from

I managed to

settling in his eyes. "Good" he

me tremble.

remained between my legs, his fingers moving slowly

gasps, and

I craved, he paused, letting the anticipation build and leaving

wanting more.

was frustrating, my body was crying from the torture, but I couldn't do

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Phillip made me feel

a different kind of torture

Silas murmured, wrapping his fingers

my tongue hanging as

one action sending

control

body trembles like this. Silas tightened his

fingers resumed their torturous rhythm, sliding in and out

against the cuffs above my

but I could barely reach for

said, his voice soft but teasing. "Already dripping for me,

unable to

seemed to encourage him and he chuckled darkly, a low, satisfied sound that made my skin

can feel myself coming just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the

to have gotten

asked while his thumb circled a sensitive

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