The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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mind scrambled, still dizzy from the

out, not fully thinking. It was the first thing that

arched, obviously amused by my

it is," His hands roamed down my bdy, making me shiver. "Now

time I was doing something like this. What if don't do it

the thoughts I was getting and relaxing seemed like a

bottle of oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount into his palms before

ordered and I did exactly as he said, my heart beating wildly

still tense Katrina," He said while placing

sent shivers down

to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working

between

slid a finger inside me and my

his other hand still massaging my

he whispered. "Let go. I'm only going light

only use my fingers

they didn't stop

disappointed when be said he would only use his fingers,

with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and soft,

felt embarrassed by the question and I bit my cheek, turning my face away

man touch you this way?" his fingers moved in and out

my lip to stop me from

managed to say,

in his eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing the pressure just

me tremble.

my legs, his fingers moving

and the ache inside

I thought he might give me the release I craved, he paused, letting

wanting more.

body was crying from the

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Phillip made me feel

kind of torture from what

Katrina Silas murmured, wrapping his fingers around

my tongue hanging

action sending waves through

control

this. Silas tightened his hand around my

in and out at a maddeningly slow

against the cuffs above my head,

wanted but I could barely reach

he said, his voice soft but teasing. "Already dripping for me,

whimpered, unable to stop

and he chuckled darkly,

I can feel myself coming just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the still

have gotten bigger, if that was

Silas asked while his thumb circled a