The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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scrambled, still dizzy from

I blurted out, not fully thinking. It was the first thing that came to mind

eyebrow arched, obviously amused by my choice but he didn't

my bdy, making me shiver. "Now relax, Katrina. Let me worship

I was doing something like this. What if don't do

getting and relaxing seemed

grabbed a bottle of oil from the nightstand, pouring

exactly as he said, my heart beating wildly in my

tense Katrina," He said while placing his palm

sent shivers down my spine

firm yet soothing as he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working his way

teasing between

me and my body responded immediately, arching toward

moved slowly, expertly while his other hand still massaging

"Let go. I'm only

only use my fingers

both reassuring and teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming sensation building

he would only use

asked, his voice

and I bit my cheek, turning my face away as I

in and out me, bringing tears to my

shook my head, biting my lip to stop

managed

in his eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing the pressure

me tremble.

moving slowly but It didn't bring the

in shallow gasps, and

time I thought he might give me the release I craved, he paused, letting the

wanting more.

my body was crying from

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Phillip made me feel

was a different kind of torture from

Katrina Silas murmured, wrapping his fingers around my

tongue hanging

sending waves through

control

and your body trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand around my neck, cutting off my airflow

fingers resumed their torturous rhythm, sliding in and out at a

heat between us was overwhelming and my wrists strained against the cuffs above my head, desperate to touch him and to pull

touched me all he wanted but I could barely reach

you," he said, his voice soft but teasing.

unable to

seemed to encourage him and he chuckled darkly, a low, satisfied sound

just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the still

it seemed to have gotten

like this, don't you?" Silas asked while his thumb