The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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still dizzy

It was the first thing that came to

obviously amused by my

hands roamed down my bdy, making me shiver.

something like this.

couldn't control the thoughts I was getting and

a bottle of oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount into

did exactly as he said, my heart beating wildly in

tense Katrina," He said while

oil sent shivers down my spine and

he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders

teasing between my legs, a moan

and my body responded immediately, arching

slowly, expertly while his other hand

"Let go. I'm only

use my

both reassuring and teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming

only use his

with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and soft, but

and I bit my cheek, turning my

another man touch you this way?" his fingers moved in and out me, bringing tears to my eyes and I arched my

lip to stop me from crying

managed to say,

satisfaction settling in his eyes. "Good"

me tremble.

remained between my legs, his fingers moving slowly but

gasps, and

thought he might give me the release I craved, he paused, letting the anticipation

wanting more.

crying from the torture, but I

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Phillip made me feel

was a different kind of torture from

responsive, Katrina Silas murmured, wrapping his fingers

my tongue hanging as I

action sending waves through

control my body

Silas tightened his hand around my neck, cutting off

torturous rhythm, sliding in and

and my wrists strained against the cuffs above my head,

me all he wanted but I could barely reach for

voice soft but

unable to stop

only seemed to encourage him and he chuckled darkly, a low, satisfied sound that made

from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention

anything, it seemed to have gotten

you?" Silas asked while his thumb circled