The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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still

not fully thinking. It was the first thing that

obviously amused by my choice

roamed down my bdy, making me shiver. "Now

I was doing something like this. What if don't do it

control the thoughts I was getting and relaxing

the nightstand, pouring a small amount into his palms before rubbing them

flat on the back, Silas ordered and I did exactly as

He said while placing his palm on my

of the oil sent shivers down my spine

yet soothing as he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working his

his fingers slipped lower, teasing between

finger inside me and my body responded immediately, arching

his other hand still massaging my

go. I'm only going light

only use my

teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming sensation

he would only

ever done this with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and

embarrassed by the question and I bit my cheek, turning my face away as

you this way?" his fingers moved in and out me, bringing tears to

my lip to stop me from crying

I managed to say,

grin widened, a dark satisfaction settling in his eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing

me tremble.

legs, his fingers moving slowly

gasps, and the ache inside me grew

me the release I craved, he paused, letting the anticipation build and leaving

wanting more.

frustrating, my body was crying from the

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Phillip made me feel

kind

so responsive, Katrina Silas murmured, wrapping his fingers around my

hanging as I panted

action sending waves

control my

touch you, and your body trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand around my neck, cutting off my

resumed their torturous rhythm, sliding in and out

was overwhelming and my wrists strained against the cuffs above my head, desperate to touch him and

he wanted but I could

his voice soft but teasing. "Already dripping

unable to stop

only seemed to encourage him and he chuckled darkly, a low, satisfied sound that made my skin

myself coming just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the still

anything, it seemed to have gotten bigger,

thumb circled a sensitive spot