Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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scrambled, still dizzy

first thing that

amused by my choice but he didn't

is," His hands roamed down my bdy, making me shiver. "Now

time I was doing something

I was getting and

a bottle of oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount into his palms before rubbing them

back, Silas ordered and I did exactly as he said,

said while

coolness of the oil sent

as he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working his way

fingers slipped lower, teasing between

slid a finger inside me and my body responded immediately, arching

expertly while his other

he whispered. "Let go. I'm only

use

teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming

be said he would only use his fingers, but

else?" he asked, his voice low and soft, but the question felt

question and I bit my cheek, turning my face away as I moaned

touch you this way?" his fingers moved in and out me, bringing tears to my eyes and I arched my back in

shook my head, biting my lip to stop me from crying

managed to say,

settling in his eyes. "Good" he whispered,

me tremble.

remained between my legs, his fingers moving slowly but It didn't bring the

in shallow gasps, and

thought he might give me the release I

wanting more.

crying from the torture, but I

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Phillip made me feel

a different kind of torture from what

so responsive, Katrina Silas murmured, wrapping

parted, my tongue hanging as I panted

sending waves through

control

this. Silas tightened his

sliding in and out at a maddeningly slow

against the cuffs above my head, desperate to touch

but I

at you," he said, his voice soft but teasing.

whimpered, unable

seemed to encourage him and he chuckled darkly,

watching you. Silas hissed, bringing

have

thumb circled a sensitive spot that made my

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