The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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still dizzy from the

fully thinking. It was the first thing that came to

arched, obviously amused by my choice

making me shiver. "Now relax,

first time I was doing something like this. What if don't

couldn't control the thoughts I was getting and relaxing seemed like a foreign thing to

of oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount into his palms

the back, Silas ordered and I did exactly as he said, my heart beating wildly

Katrina," He said while placing his palm

sent shivers

yet soothing as he began to massage my

his fingers slipped lower, teasing between my legs, a moan escaped my

me and my

moved slowly, expertly while his other hand

go.

use my fingers

teasing, but they didn't stop the

said he would only use his fingers, but I

done this with anyone else?" he asked, his voice low and

embarrassed by the question and I bit my cheek, turning my face

me Katrina, have you let another man touch you this way?" his fingers moved in and out me, bringing tears to my eyes and I arched

lip to stop me from crying

managed

grin widened, a dark satisfaction settling in his eyes.

me tremble.

my legs, his fingers moving

came in shallow gasps, and the ache

he might give me the release I craved,

wanting more.

was crying from the

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Phillip made me feel

a different kind of torture from what

responsive, Katrina Silas murmured,

parted, my tongue hanging as I panted

one action sending waves

couldn't control my body

Silas tightened his hand

in and

overwhelming and my wrists strained against the cuffs above

wanted but I could barely

soft but teasing. "Already dripping for me,

whimpered, unable

seemed to encourage him and he chuckled darkly, a low,

can feel myself coming just from watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to

it seemed to have

this, don't you?" Silas asked while his thumb