The Mafia Bride (Katrina and Silas)

Chapter 45

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, my heart hammering in my chest

"Make a decision on if you want me, Katrina. But know if you say yes there's no going back from it, Silas warned, staring down at me.

If I wanted him? If I wanted to be in his sub

My mind screamed no, for me to run but my entire body betrayed me.

How can I say I didn't want him when I was already wet and dripping?

I knew this was all because of the sexual attraction between us, but if I said yes to it, would I want more than that?

Even if I wanted it, would Silas give me a bit moremof himself?

I wasn't quite sure about that.

My gaze met his and the battle in my mind slowly faded.

I couldn't refuse him, not when every piece of my being wanted him.

I wanted to say no, to push away from him and leave, but I lost the battle before it even started.

Yes, I whispered, barely audible but I knew he heard it.

A small smile rugged at his lips and his eyes darkened with lust.

My heart thumped faster as he raked his eyes over my body, taking in every little detail about me.

I felt conscious of my body at this point. What if he suddenly doesn't like my body?

What if it's too pale for him?

Different thoughts ran through my mind, making me feel less of my self.

What if I'm not what he truly wants?

I turn my face away, avoiding his gaze

"Do not hide from me, Katrina. You're perfect. Every y curve, every inch of you,"

"And if you don't believe it, let me show you," He leaned in, capturing my lips in a kiss that made my head spin.

It was powerful, raw and it left me feeling high, as if I was floating.

My hands which were still cuffed above my head couldn't touch him and the frustration-only heightened my desire.

Silas pulled back slightly, his breath warm against my skin.

"Pick a safe word, he instructed, his fingers grazing the edge

"Something that will make me stop when you need it."

A safe word, huh?

A word I'd use when things get too intense and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

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scrambled, still dizzy from

It was the first thing that

my choice but he didn't question

my bdy, making me shiver. "Now relax,

first time I was doing something like this. What if don't

couldn't control the thoughts I was getting and relaxing seemed like

of oil from the nightstand, pouring a small amount into his palms before rubbing them

Silas ordered and I did exactly as he said, my heart beating wildly

while placing his

oil sent

he began to massage my body, starting with my shoulders and working his way

teasing between my legs,

a finger inside me and

expertly while his

whispered. "Let go.

use my

were both reassuring and teasing, but they didn't stop the overwhelming

only use his fingers, but I couldn't complain

he asked, his

felt embarrassed by the question and I bit my cheek, turning my face away as

way?" his fingers moved in and out me, bringing tears to my eyes and I arched my

my lip to stop me from crying

I managed to say,

satisfaction settling in his eyes. "Good" he whispered, increasing the

me tremble.

remained between my legs, his fingers moving slowly but It didn't bring the release

shallow gasps, and the ache inside

release I craved, he paused, letting the anticipation

wanting more.

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Phillip made me feel

different kind of

Katrina Silas murmured, wrapping his fingers around my

hanging as I

sending

couldn't control my body

and your body trembles like this. Silas tightened his hand around my neck, cutting off

sliding in and out at a maddeningly slow

my wrists strained against the cuffs above my head, desperate to touch him and to

me all he wanted but I could barely

you," he said, his voice soft but teasing. "Already dripping for me, so

unable

encourage him and he chuckled darkly, a

watching you. Silas hissed, bringing my attention to the still obvious

it seemed to have gotten bigger, if

this, don't you?" Silas asked while his thumb circled a