The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 20

Chapter 20: First steps

***Jane***

Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.

In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.

Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.

As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.

Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.

He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.

If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.

There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.

My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.

She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.

It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.

After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.

As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.

Agnes is no different.

With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.

No one wants an extra mouth to feed.

She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.

She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.

So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.

Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.

Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.

“Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2” Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.

“Are you bored?” She asks nervously.

“W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile,” she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.

“We just don’t want to be a burden.”She stares at the note before smiling up at me.

“You are our guests, not a burden,” She chuckles.

“Gwen asked for this favor and need,” She smiles.

“Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work.”

Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.

“You’re back!” Rosalie chirps.

“How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?” She asks with a cheerful smile.

Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.

“It was …eye opening…” she replies quietly.

“Aurora just had an emergency to deal with.”

There’s a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.

“Well, you’ve come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,”

She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.

“Yeah, mommy!” Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.

“Can we go to the park?”

her consent,

for Rosalie’s pup, some

pointing out different buildings and explaining their purpose to us to

me, watching Kota like a hawk whenever he runs ahead of us with Rio reassure

park, I help Evan set up a picnic for the girls, spreading out a blanket with snacks and pillows for them to

field to the playground, several pups gathering around

makes friends with ease, and they begin a game of sorts where they run after each other and freeze in place

wish with all my heart that I could help comfort in some way, but I know better than to push her

She is already frightened.

do not need to

park, picking flowers, thin sticks, and long blades

foliage and begins weaving them into crowns, her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower stems and blades of grass into intricate

over her shoulder,

the crown to Rosalie, placing it on top of

with a smile as she puts her now sleeping

remembering the

crown and places

nearly jumps with fright at the gesture, having been so focused on

Agnes “Sorry,”

with a

at her for a few moments before taking the flower crown

scared me, is all,” Talia apologizes, turning to me to

nervously and apologizes

interaction with intrigue before asking a question I

are you so afraid of werewolves?” She asks bluntly, placing her chin

Talia shifts uncomfortably on her pillow

lovely pup…” she says with a forced smile, adjusting

“How old is he?”

line, as if holding her tongue, before turning

months

proudly before her face grows

time talking to us about her story,”

so you can stop looking at us like we’re going to eat you,” she says

you already

remains silent and watches Kota play with the

lunch and a few hours thereafter until Kota and Rio tire themselves out and lifting his arms

forces a smile, but I can see the hurt in her

Kota to go to his mother, Talia shakes her head at me to stop and walks on ahead of us to the guest house can feel a small pain in my heart as we make

Maybe hold her hand…

Grayson suggests.

up my pace until I walk alongside

I touch her hand, Talia flinching away at the sensation of the

as I mentally prepare for her to snap at me but instead, she just stares

mouth to apologize when she suddenly takes my hand, interlocking our

sparks tingle up my arm, but I

her lower lip as a small whimper escapes her

me for a little

sorry,” She explains, holding her hand as if it

groans, wiping a few stray tears that rolled

her face and holds

She

to the room,” She instructs

wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears

do it?” She asks, her voice

returns as she looks

I know he is truly unaware of how much his simple

stay in there too long,” she says

him help you clean up if he makes

disappears down the hall, leaving me alone with the cheeky pup grinning

and climbs into the bubble filled tub, grabbing a handful of bubbles and throwing them

wash him so that he

but I grab

m-no-more, Kota,”

draining down the hole much to Kota’s dismay glance at the door and

are alone, I dress the little boy

mommy is s-sad,” I whisper

sucks on his thumb, his blue and brown

sad?” He asks, a patient look in

thi-thi-think s-she miss-misses home,” I

“Oh,” he sighs.

it here.” I hide my smile and

like i-it t-t-too,”

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