The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Vanessa***

The light of the full moon illuminates the dark skies as I make my drive through the woods.It was not difficult slipping out of the pack house without anyone noticing.

Christian is always trembling in his office or out in the training grounds pummeling his warriors to a pulp while Derek and Jordan are still trying to find my sister and her little brat.

I was practically running this s**t show off a pack on my own and as my mother-in-law, Kay, always liked to point out, I was not doing very well.But it does not matter.

Things were about to change.

I continue my drive down the winding road deeper into the woods until I reach the small cottage I was told to look for.

The cottage stands slightly at an angle and looks like no one has lived in it for over a decade, overgrown weeds climbing up its wooden walls.

The windows all have metal bars and from where I sit, I can see padlocks on the front door.

A cold shiver runs down my spine but there is no turning back now.I want to turn.

With shaking legs, I climb out of the car and walk down the little path to the front door, cursing myself for being so afraid.

My hand answers it.

“You Vanessa?” she asks in a gruff voice.

“Yes,” I whisper, trying my best to look nonchalant.

“Are you the one they call The Rogue?”

She ignores my question, looking me up and down with judging eyes and gesturing me inside.I follow her into the dark house, the kitchen dimly lit by a small lamp on the counter.

The woman leads me down the dark hall until we reach a room where she knocks just once before opening the door.

Aman sits behind a desk while staring at a laptop, his dark brows furrowed in concentration.

“Do you have your payment?” the man behind the desk asks without lifting his head from the screen.

“Y-yes,” I stammer, pulling out the small manila envelope from my purse and handing it to the blonde woman.

The blonde woman extracts the money and counts it in silence before nodding her head and placing the money on the desk.

“Leave us,” the man waves his hand and the blonde woman retreats into the hall, locking the door behind her.

I feel my nerves return and my legs once again start to shake f**k, am t really doing this?

“So, you’re the human who wants to turn?” The man asks, closing My teeth clench before I finally answer.

“I’m infertile,” I mutter bitterly.

“But werewolves…I heard turning could possibly reverse human ailments…I need to get pregnant.My Alpha needs an heir.” The man weighs my words carefully.

“I see,” he says, leaning back in his chair.

His dark eyes roam my body and I start to feel uncomfortable.I stare back at him with intense eyes, hoping to faze him but he just smirks back at me.

The mysterious man is quite handsome, with dark hair and dark eyes.

His beard is short and well groomed and his ears are pierced.

Waves of rippling muscles are barely contained within his black button up shirt.

“So, let’s talk business then,” the man continues, pressing in a code into what appears to be a safe beneath his desk.

The safe opens with a click and cold smoke emits from the inside.He pulls out three vials of dark liquid and places them on a rack on the desk.

“This is werewolf venom,” he says, pointing to the three vials.

risk of death for you.As I said to you before, the

a mate,” I

Omega, then Beta, and finally Alpha,” he adds, lifting

at the Alpha vial.If I want this to work and for Christian to

very well I had no money left

rogue seems to know this too and his eyes once again

think we can make an arrangement,” he smirks,

and sit on his lap, draping my

of arrangement?” I purr, playfully tugging at the top button

rack of vials and places them back in the cold safe.He then stands up

my best to stand

string off to the side, brushing his tip against my little slit, warm

The Rogue have his way with me, pounding into my folds until I scream.I grip onto the edge of the desk as I c*m all

then throws my leg over his shoulder and once again thrusts his

out like a man abandoned in the desert, eager for his first drink.I lose

takes me to a room much like one in a hospital, with a sterile bed and medical equipment.He instructs

returns to the room and ties

tied up?” I ask as she closes the

is to hold you in place,” she says with no emotion

the machine coming

Rogue extracts the venom from the Alpha vial while the woman ties

simple,”

the Alpha venom and over the course of the next 12 hours, the venom will infect every cell in your body.It’s going to feel like your that’s normal.When the time’s up, you will be able to hear your wolf but you will not be able to shift into her until the next full moon.Are

and once it goes in, there’s no turning back.I won’t be able to

for the injection.The thick needle pierces my skin, releasing freezing cold liquid into my

immediately as every nerve in my arm begins to burn, as if set on fire.I open my mouth to swallow air but choke on my own scream as the liquid surges through every vein and blood vessel in

legs go through a cycle of thrashing and

down my forehead as I scream for mercy, wanting

you it would hurt like

“Suck it up!”

him

finally gives out and I tumble into the black

repeats itself for several hours, with me waking up in excruciating pain only to black out in agony.I can feel my body on the verge of giving up and I curse myself for doing this.burning sensation

I reach the surface, realizing I had fallen into what appears to be a lake in the middle of nothing but white light.I’m on the verge of tears finding myself in the middle of a place with no beginning and

do now? I ask

and immediately start

the surface and

force my arms and legs

for what seems like an eternity, my limbs almost numb from

ending lake grows shallower

for the moment of rest, I allow myself to sit

face as I listen to the beating of my own heart, the only sound in

f**k am I supposed to now!” I scream into water, streams of tears

something breathing down

entire body stiffens like a statue, my breath hitching in the

me, my hands shaking in

very slowly, rotate my body

me as a blast of hot breath

ask, my voice small, almost

finally force myself to look up, stumbling back when

in

time, we just stare at each other, neither of us moving an inch.I lick my dry lips and in a trembling voice

she replies in a voice

“Your wolf”

weak, I would leap onto my

reach out to touch her snout when suddenly, she slips right between my fingers,

“No…..NOOOO!!”

the beautiful grey wolf

***Christian’s POV***