The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Vanessa***

The light of the full moon illuminates the dark skies as I make my drive through the woods.It was not difficult slipping out of the pack house without anyone noticing.

Christian is always trembling in his office or out in the training grounds pummeling his warriors to a pulp while Derek and Jordan are still trying to find my sister and her little brat.

I was practically running this s**t show off a pack on my own and as my mother-in-law, Kay, always liked to point out, I was not doing very well.But it does not matter.

Things were about to change.

I continue my drive down the winding road deeper into the woods until I reach the small cottage I was told to look for.

The cottage stands slightly at an angle and looks like no one has lived in it for over a decade, overgrown weeds climbing up its wooden walls.

The windows all have metal bars and from where I sit, I can see padlocks on the front door.

A cold shiver runs down my spine but there is no turning back now.I want to turn.

With shaking legs, I climb out of the car and walk down the little path to the front door, cursing myself for being so afraid.

My hand answers it.

“You Vanessa?” she asks in a gruff voice.

“Yes,” I whisper, trying my best to look nonchalant.

“Are you the one they call The Rogue?”

She ignores my question, looking me up and down with judging eyes and gesturing me inside.I follow her into the dark house, the kitchen dimly lit by a small lamp on the counter.

The woman leads me down the dark hall until we reach a room where she knocks just once before opening the door.

Aman sits behind a desk while staring at a laptop, his dark brows furrowed in concentration.

“Do you have your payment?” the man behind the desk asks without lifting his head from the screen.

“Y-yes,” I stammer, pulling out the small manila envelope from my purse and handing it to the blonde woman.

The blonde woman extracts the money and counts it in silence before nodding her head and placing the money on the desk.

“Leave us,” the man waves his hand and the blonde woman retreats into the hall, locking the door behind her.

I feel my nerves return and my legs once again start to shake f**k, am t really doing this?

“So, you’re the human who wants to turn?” The man asks, closing My teeth clench before I finally answer.

“I’m infertile,” I mutter bitterly.

“But werewolves…I heard turning could possibly reverse human ailments…I need to get pregnant.My Alpha needs an heir.” The man weighs my words carefully.

“I see,” he says, leaning back in his chair.

His dark eyes roam my body and I start to feel uncomfortable.I stare back at him with intense eyes, hoping to faze him but he just smirks back at me.

The mysterious man is quite handsome, with dark hair and dark eyes.

His beard is short and well groomed and his ears are pierced.

Waves of rippling muscles are barely contained within his black button up shirt.

“So, let’s talk business then,” the man continues, pressing in a code into what appears to be a safe beneath his desk.

The safe opens with a click and cold smoke emits from the inside.He pulls out three vials of dark liquid and places them on a rack on the desk.

“This is werewolf venom,” he says, pointing to the three vials.

death

don’t have a mate,” I retort and The

and finally Alpha,” he adds, lifting the Alpha vial up and inspecting

work and for Christian to take me seriously, I’ll

ask, knowing very well I had no money left to

to know this too and his eyes once again look

make an arrangement,” he

to his desk and sit on his lap, draping my arms around his

arrangement?” I purr, playfully tugging

of vials and places them back in the cold safe.He then stands up and bends me over the desk, pulling down my

hear him fumble with his belt buckle before he pulls out his manhood.I do my best to stand on the balls of my feet and raise

off and pulls the string off to the side, brushing his tip against my little slit, warm shivers running down my legs

his way with me, pounding into my folds until I scream.I grip onto the edge of the desk as I c*m all over him, feeling He pulls his rock hard c**k out of me and rips off my thong and jeans completely.I’m shoved

then throws my leg over his shoulder and once again thrusts his hard

for his first drink.I lose count of how many times I make a payment, but in the end, I get exactly

one in a hospital, with a sterile bed and medical equipment.He instructs me to undress completely and has me lie on the

returns to the room and ties up my hands and

I ask

a painful process.This is to hold you in place,” she says with

up to a heart monitor, the machine coming

the Alpha vial while the woman ties a rubber band around my arm

is simple,”

infect every cell in your body.It’s going to feel like your that’s normal.When the time’s up, you will be able to hear your wolf but you will not be able to shift into her until the next full moon.Are you sure you

it goes in, there’s no turning back.I

and brace myself for the injection.The thick

clench almost immediately as every nerve in my arm begins to burn, as if set on fire.I open my mouth to swallow air but choke on my own scream as the liquid surges through every vein and blood

legs go through a cycle

my forehead as I scream for mercy, wanting the

would hurt

“Suck it up!”

him out, telling him to

out and I tumble into the

up and I curse myself for doing this.burning sensation envelops every nerve.I fall into the darkness one last time, my heart sinking to the pit of my stomach as I crash through

I find myself surrounded by water.I thrash my arms around until I reach the surface, realizing I had fallen into what appears to be a lake in the middle of nothing but white light.I’m on the verge of tears finding myself in the middle

do now? I ask

moving my body and immediately

again swim to the surface and realize if I stop

of options, I force my arms and legs to move

swim for what seems like an eternity, my limbs almost numb

grows shallower and shallower until it reaches only to my

the moment of rest, I allow myself to

my face as I listen to the beating

the f**k am I supposed to now!” I scream into water, streams of tears

breathing down my

stiffens like a statue, my breath hitching in the back of my

snarl comes from behind me, my hands shaking in

very slowly, rotate my body to face the mysterious being behind me.I don’t dare look up but a pair of paws come into view through my long

again, flaring its nostrils at me as a blast of hot breath blows

are you?” I ask, my voice small,

myself to look up, stumbling back when I find a large grey blue wolf standing just a few

sapphire irises, as if in a trance I do

we just stare at each other, neither of us moving an inch.I lick my dry lips and in a trembling voice ask,

she replies in a voice of

“Your wolf”

weren’t so weak, I would leap onto my

to be with her, I reach out to touch her snout when suddenly, she slips right between my fingers, her

“No…..NOOOO!!”

beautiful

***Christian’s POV***