The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Vanessa***

The light of the full moon illuminates the dark skies as I make my drive through the woods.It was not difficult slipping out of the pack house without anyone noticing.

Christian is always trembling in his office or out in the training grounds pummeling his warriors to a pulp while Derek and Jordan are still trying to find my sister and her little brat.

I was practically running this s**t show off a pack on my own and as my mother-in-law, Kay, always liked to point out, I was not doing very well.But it does not matter.

Things were about to change.

I continue my drive down the winding road deeper into the woods until I reach the small cottage I was told to look for.

The cottage stands slightly at an angle and looks like no one has lived in it for over a decade, overgrown weeds climbing up its wooden walls.

The windows all have metal bars and from where I sit, I can see padlocks on the front door.

A cold shiver runs down my spine but there is no turning back now.I want to turn.

With shaking legs, I climb out of the car and walk down the little path to the front door, cursing myself for being so afraid.

My hand answers it.

“You Vanessa?” she asks in a gruff voice.

“Yes,” I whisper, trying my best to look nonchalant.

“Are you the one they call The Rogue?”

She ignores my question, looking me up and down with judging eyes and gesturing me inside.I follow her into the dark house, the kitchen dimly lit by a small lamp on the counter.

The woman leads me down the dark hall until we reach a room where she knocks just once before opening the door.

Aman sits behind a desk while staring at a laptop, his dark brows furrowed in concentration.

“Do you have your payment?” the man behind the desk asks without lifting his head from the screen.

“Y-yes,” I stammer, pulling out the small manila envelope from my purse and handing it to the blonde woman.

The blonde woman extracts the money and counts it in silence before nodding her head and placing the money on the desk.

“Leave us,” the man waves his hand and the blonde woman retreats into the hall, locking the door behind her.

I feel my nerves return and my legs once again start to shake f**k, am t really doing this?

“So, you’re the human who wants to turn?” The man asks, closing My teeth clench before I finally answer.

“I’m infertile,” I mutter bitterly.

“But werewolves…I heard turning could possibly reverse human ailments…I need to get pregnant.My Alpha needs an heir.” The man weighs my words carefully.

“I see,” he says, leaning back in his chair.

His dark eyes roam my body and I start to feel uncomfortable.I stare back at him with intense eyes, hoping to faze him but he just smirks back at me.

The mysterious man is quite handsome, with dark hair and dark eyes.

His beard is short and well groomed and his ears are pierced.

Waves of rippling muscles are barely contained within his black button up shirt.

“So, let’s talk business then,” the man continues, pressing in a code into what appears to be a safe beneath his desk.

The safe opens with a click and cold smoke emits from the inside.He pulls out three vials of dark liquid and places them on a rack on the desk.

“This is werewolf venom,” he says, pointing to the three vials.

rank.The higher the rank, the greater the risk of death for you.As I said to you before, the safest way to turn is to

don’t have a mate,” I retort and The Rogue

he adds, lifting

at the Alpha vial.If I want this to work and for Christian to take me

for the Alpha?” I ask, knowing very well

this too and his

can make an arrangement,” he smirks, his

his desk and sit

of arrangement?” I purr, playfully tugging at the top button of his

safe.He then stands up and bends me over the desk, pulling down my

best to stand on the balls of my feet and raise

yanks at my thong, nearly ripping it off and pulls the string off to the side, brushing his tip against my little slit, warm

time since I had a good f**k and I eagerly let The Rogue have his way with me, pounding into my folds until I scream.I grip onto the edge of the desk as I c*m all over him, feeling He pulls his

shoulder and once again thrusts his hard c**k inside

eager for his first drink.I lose count of how many times I make a payment, but

a room much like one in a hospital, with a sterile bed and medical equipment.He instructs me to undress completely and has me lie on

and ties up my hands and

being tied up?” I ask as she closes the cuffs over

a painful process.This is to hold you in

monitor, the machine

the Alpha vial while the woman ties a rubber band around

process is simple,” The

next 12 hours, the venom will infect every cell in your body.It’s going to feel like your that’s normal.When the time’s up, you will be able to hear your wolf but you will not be able to shift into her until the next full moon.Are you sure you still want this?”

this and once it goes in, there’s no turning back.I won’t be

injection.The thick needle pierces my skin, releasing freezing cold liquid into my

to burn, as if set on fire.I open my mouth to swallow

go through a cycle of thrashing and stiffening, every muscle

my forehead as I

told you it would hurt like

“Suck it up!”

my vision as I cuss him out, telling him to go f**k

finally gives out and I tumble into

can feel my body on the verge of giving up and I curse myself for doing this.burning sensation envelops every nerve.I fall into the darkness one last time, my heart sinking to the pit of my stomach as I crash

be a lake in the middle of nothing but white light.I’m on the verge of tears finding myself

I ask

my body and immediately

a panic, I once again swim to the surface and realize if I

arms and legs to move forward, not knowing where forward

seems like an eternity, my limbs almost

grows shallower and shallower until

the moment of rest, I allow myself to sit on

I listen to the beating of my own heart, the only sound in this soundless

f**k am I supposed to now!” I scream

breathing down my

statue, my

from behind me,

the courage, but I finally manage to get on the balls of my feet and very slowly, rotate my body to face the mysterious being behind me.I don’t dare look up but a pair of paws come into view through my

as a blast of hot

I ask, my voice small, almost like

in response and I finally force myself to look up, stumbling back when I find a large grey blue

with its sapphire irises, as if in a trance I do not have the strength to

a long time, we just stare at each other, neither of us moving an inch.I lick my dry lips and in

in a voice

“Your wolf”

so weak, I would leap onto my feet and jump with

to be with her, I reach out to touch her snout when suddenly, she slips right between my

“No…..NOOOO!!”

as the beautiful grey

***Christian’s POV***