The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 22

Chapter 22: Rivers
***WARNING***

The following chapter contains a scene with self harm and abuse.

Reader discretion is advised, I will place (*) asterisk when the abuse self-harm begins for those of you who wish to Skip.

** ***Zane***

What are you so nervous about? Grayson mutters as we walk over to the main pack house, my legs barely able to drag me to our destination.

We need this training! What use is our gift if we can’t use it? I know he’s right but that doesn’t stop the fear somersaulting in my belly.

My father always said I was weak.

What if my power truly is weak and worthless? Then what? Then we learn to fight like any other f****”g mutt! Grayson growls in annoyance.

Talia and Agnes walk silently behind me, both equally nervous for our first day in our new assignments.

Kota appears to be the only one excited to visit the River Moon wolves.

To keep herself calm, Agnes holds her butterfly in her hand, the beautiful creature crawling along her finger and fluttering its wings.

She had kept it in her room since we arrived in River Moon and it seemed to give her comfort.

I would have to thank Salvador again for Talia fidgets with the sack lunch that I prepared for her this morning, wrinkling the paper bag with her fingers.

To my surprise, she took the lunch willingly and my heart only soared higher when I noticed she was still wearing the gold bracelet I gave her.

I just hope she will still be okay with me when she reads my note today.

Quit worrying.

We were smooth, Grayson grins We finally approach the pack house, Rosalie already waiting for us with her young pup cradled in her arms.

“Come with me Agnes,” She smiles warmly at her before turning to Talia and I.

“Aurora is in the entertainment room waiting for you.”

Talia and I exchange nervous glances and make our way to the entertainment room where we find Aurora sitting on the floor with her eyes closed, Oliver combing through her hair with tenderness, as if her hair were made of silk.

Evan sits on the couch, watching the two with friendly disgust while Rio sits lazily at his feet.

Oliver leans in close to his mate and kisses her temples, murmuring soothing words in her ears.

The Queen looks completely relaxed in his lap as he begins to gently braid her hair into one long french braid, her breaths slow and steady.

It almost feels wrong to watch such an intimate moment between two loving mates and I feel a pain in my heart.

Would Talia ever trust me enough to let me care for her as the Rio jumps up to greet Kota and the two roll around the floor playfully.

“Please sit,” Aurora says, her eyes fluttering open as Oliver ties up the braid.

Kota stops his play for a moment and we bow our heads in reverence to the timid Queen.

“My sister will be here soon for you, Talia.You can wait here while I take Zane to the training grounds.Kota can stay at the daycare or here with Rosalie and Agnes.It’s up to you and what you feel most comfortable with.”

“Here,” Talia replies almost immediately.

“H-here, please.” The Queen smiles brilliantly at her as she rises to her feet with Oliver’s help.

“Then it shall be so.” Oliver grabs his coat and car keys from the coffee table and prepares to take off.

“Be safe,” Oliver murmurs as he kisses his Queen on the cheek before he glares at me.

“If you hurt her, I will kill you.Understand?” he threatens, his voice a low growl.

I nod obediently, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Aurora rolls her eyes at her mate and pacifies him with a kiss.

“No you will not,” she chuckles.

“You cannot heal on your own,” he argues.

“If he hurts you during training-”

“Then I will heal her,” a woman’s voice calls out from behind us.

“So go huff and puff somewhere else and let my sister train in. We all turn around to the source of the voice and find a small woman identical to Queen Aurora standing by the door.

The only difference between the two appears to be their eyes, with this woman’s eyes being silvery grey while Aurora’s are a golden honey color.

Aurora wastes no time running towards the woman, embracing her in a tight hug.

“You literally see each other every f*****g day,”

Evan exasperates, Oliver rolling his eyes at the gamma wolf.

The small woman lifts her middle finger up at Evan, Aurora giggling hysterically.

Celina,” She says as she steps

is

sticking her tongue out at

then what are

bored look on her face, Talia snorting as she tries to

Talia chick? I’m running late,

and down as if assessing

stepping closer to Talia, Aurora giving her sister a

worked

Celina’s silver irises as she scowls

your f*****g

away from them or look at them like they’re maggots.They’re broken and they need help.I’m not taking

stern look washes over Celina’s face as she crosses her arms and waits for a

once flinching

stares intently at her as if to catch any hesitation but Talia remains unfazed, as

to her

her head disapprovingly at her sister and clears

“She didn’t mean that.”

definitely did,” her sister shrugs with an

let’s go.We have a long

eye, the two women vanish

be back later

reassures, getting down on her knees and speaking in a soothing tone to

the meantime, you can stay here and play with Rio.Would you

upstairs to Rosalie’s office

my gifts so I shove them

reassures as

and helping

is empty, with all of the equipment stored away and all trainers and

to work in peace,” she

an audience today.” She turns to

“Evan can leave too.”

he replies, sitting

heavy sigh and rolls her

what you can do.” I remain frozen in place, unsure

calm voice enters my “Telepathy can be a little scary at first.It’s

says, sitting down and patting the ground in front of her, urging me

I was a telepath?” I

walls,” she says, her eyes scanning

and their memories without them noticing but it wasn’t so easy getting into your head.It was like there was

enter your memories …didn’t you?” I nod, remembering the

wolf help you with your

No, Grayson snarls.

me out for years! It wasn’t until Talia came into the picture that the

didn’t help! I

trust me! Aurora frowns at

means you both need to

thought I already

“No, she chuckles softly.”

want you to

with hurting her as I remember all the failed attempts I had made

my attempts of reading her mind on

and is now expecting me to make contact but

air, a small ball of fire forms inside her palm and she cradles the

lot of fears, Zane…”

dangerous.Fear and anger make

if to demonstrate, the flames in her palm grow bigger until they engulf

unintentionally by letting your fears get the best of you,” She adds,

but it is very difficult to control.My flames are fueled by my emotions and if I let them get the best of me, I can lose control. I stare at the large flame nervously to my fears…” she closes

became the one who controls the flames.It’s the same principle for you if you ever want to control your gift.You need to learn to let go of your fears and trust

if I can

don’t give him a chance to show

seek a connection with your mate, Grayson seeks

He’s an i**”t.

Aurora frowns at me.

belittling him, “she says sternly, Grayson

more ashamed of himself than he already is, Wolf You know his pain better than anyone.” He doesn’t trust me! Grayson

to help? No! He put me in a corner and

like myself…” I

like me either or want to help…so

reply, wallowing in his

she suddenly moves closer to me and holds my wrists care

hurt him.He is part of your soul.” I pull at the mat on the ground before

locked you out.I didn’t know what else to do ….I whisper.I’m

good,

put

enter your mind? ” I ask, looking over at Evan who looks bored by our silent staring

on purpose, I hurt them. ” Aurora

of thoughts as

speeds and currents and

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