The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 22

Chapter 22: Rivers
***WARNING***

The following chapter contains a scene with self harm and abuse.

Reader discretion is advised, I will place (*) asterisk when the abuse self-harm begins for those of you who wish to Skip.

** ***Zane***

What are you so nervous about? Grayson mutters as we walk over to the main pack house, my legs barely able to drag me to our destination.

We need this training! What use is our gift if we can’t use it? I know he’s right but that doesn’t stop the fear somersaulting in my belly.

My father always said I was weak.

What if my power truly is weak and worthless? Then what? Then we learn to fight like any other f****”g mutt! Grayson growls in annoyance.

Talia and Agnes walk silently behind me, both equally nervous for our first day in our new assignments.

Kota appears to be the only one excited to visit the River Moon wolves.

To keep herself calm, Agnes holds her butterfly in her hand, the beautiful creature crawling along her finger and fluttering its wings.

She had kept it in her room since we arrived in River Moon and it seemed to give her comfort.

I would have to thank Salvador again for Talia fidgets with the sack lunch that I prepared for her this morning, wrinkling the paper bag with her fingers.

To my surprise, she took the lunch willingly and my heart only soared higher when I noticed she was still wearing the gold bracelet I gave her.

I just hope she will still be okay with me when she reads my note today.

Quit worrying.

We were smooth, Grayson grins We finally approach the pack house, Rosalie already waiting for us with her young pup cradled in her arms.

“Come with me Agnes,” She smiles warmly at her before turning to Talia and I.

“Aurora is in the entertainment room waiting for you.”

Talia and I exchange nervous glances and make our way to the entertainment room where we find Aurora sitting on the floor with her eyes closed, Oliver combing through her hair with tenderness, as if her hair were made of silk.

Evan sits on the couch, watching the two with friendly disgust while Rio sits lazily at his feet.

Oliver leans in close to his mate and kisses her temples, murmuring soothing words in her ears.

The Queen looks completely relaxed in his lap as he begins to gently braid her hair into one long french braid, her breaths slow and steady.

It almost feels wrong to watch such an intimate moment between two loving mates and I feel a pain in my heart.

Would Talia ever trust me enough to let me care for her as the Rio jumps up to greet Kota and the two roll around the floor playfully.

“Please sit,” Aurora says, her eyes fluttering open as Oliver ties up the braid.

Kota stops his play for a moment and we bow our heads in reverence to the timid Queen.

“My sister will be here soon for you, Talia.You can wait here while I take Zane to the training grounds.Kota can stay at the daycare or here with Rosalie and Agnes.It’s up to you and what you feel most comfortable with.”

“Here,” Talia replies almost immediately.

“H-here, please.” The Queen smiles brilliantly at her as she rises to her feet with Oliver’s help.

“Then it shall be so.” Oliver grabs his coat and car keys from the coffee table and prepares to take off.

“Be safe,” Oliver murmurs as he kisses his Queen on the cheek before he glares at me.

“If you hurt her, I will kill you.Understand?” he threatens, his voice a low growl.

I nod obediently, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Aurora rolls her eyes at her mate and pacifies him with a kiss.

“No you will not,” she chuckles.

“You cannot heal on your own,” he argues.

“If he hurts you during training-”

“Then I will heal her,” a woman’s voice calls out from behind us.

“So go huff and puff somewhere else and let my sister train in. We all turn around to the source of the voice and find a small woman identical to Queen Aurora standing by the door.

The only difference between the two appears to be their eyes, with this woman’s eyes being silvery grey while Aurora’s are a golden honey color.

Aurora wastes no time running towards the woman, embracing her in a tight hug.

“You literally see each other every f*****g day,”

Evan exasperates, Oliver rolling his eyes at the gamma wolf.

The small woman lifts her middle finger up at Evan, Aurora giggling hysterically.

Zane.This is my twin, Celina,” She says as she steps back from her

spawn is

her tongue

spawn, then what are

her face, Talia snorting as

Talia chick? I’m running late, so

looks her up and down as

say it,” she says, stepping closer to Talia, Aurora giving her sister a

worked too

clouds swirl in Celina’s silver irises as she scowls

your f*****g attitude,” she

from them or look at

look washes over Celina’s face as she

never once flinching from the cold tone

intently at her as if to catch any hesitation but Talia remains unfazed, as if

to her sister and smiles at

her head disapprovingly

“She didn’t mean that.”

did,” her sister shrugs with an

let’s go.We have a long day

Talia’s hand and before I even blink an eye, the two women vanish into thin air wrapping his arms

will be back

down on her knees and speaking in a soothing tone to the little

you can stay here and play with Rio.Would

to Rosalie’s office before the three of us walk to the training

gifts so I shove them in my pockets, willing myself to

worry” Aurora reassures as

your ability and helping you figure out

with all of the equipment stored away

in peace,” she

figured you wouldn’t want an audience today.” She turns to Evan and

“Evan can leave too.”

a chance,” he replies, sitting

heavy sigh and rolls

you can do.” I remain frozen in place, unsure what to do with myself but Aurora once

calm voice enters my “Telepathy can be a little scary at first.It’s a lot of voices in your head and

and patting the ground in front of her, urging me to do the

I ask as I take a seat before

sense your walls,” she says, her eyes scanning

voices and keep out intruders.I can usually make my way into a person’s thoughts and their memories without them noticing but it wasn’t so easy getting into your head.It was like there was this massive force trying to push me out,”

into your thoughts with a little push but you felt me enter your memories …didn’t you?” I nod, remembering the pinch in my temples when she entered my memories

wolf help you with your gifts?”

No, Grayson snarls.

It wasn’t until Talia came into the picture that the bastard finally let me

you didn’t help!

me! Aurora

just means you both need to

I

“No, she chuckles softly.”

inside your head.Now I want you to

as I remember all the failed attempts I had made

go into a catatonic state for hours after my attempts of

already cut our connection and is now expecting me to make contact but she only smiles

thin air, a small ball of fire forms inside her palm and she cradles the flame like

lot of fears, Zane…” she

anger make you irrational….they make

palm grow bigger until they

of people unintentionally by letting your fears get the best of you,”

it is very difficult to control.My flames are fueled by my emotions and if I let them get the best of me, I can lose control. I stare at the large flame nervously to my fears…” she closes her palm, the

want to control your gift.You need to learn to let go of your fears

don’t know if I can

never know if you don’t give him a chance to

seek a connection with your mate, Grayson seeks a connection with you.”

He’s an i**”t.

Aurora frowns at me.

not earn his trust by belittling him,

ashamed of himself than he already is, Wolf You

did he ever let me in to help? No! He put me in a corner and

even like

think you’d like me either or want to help…so I thought it was

reply, wallowing in his

the eyes but she suddenly moves closer to me and holds my wrists care or listen,”

your side…no matter how much you hurt him.He is part of your

what else to do ….I whisper.I’m sorry too, hesighs.I

good, ” Aurora

together to enter my head.I’ll put my walls down to

do I enter your mind? ” I ask, looking over at Evan who looks bored by our silent staring

time I enter someone’s head on purpose, I hurt them.

thoughts

at different speeds and currents and unfortunately, they are all

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