The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 40

Chapter 40: A wolf’s perspective

***Grayson***

I have been pacing back and forth for the past hour, all of my instincts urging me to just take command and do as I please.

I don’t know where Zane gets his self control from but I am dying over here! There’s a s*x goddess lying beside us, completely naked with her n*****s staring right at me, daring me to lick them while my human is comatose with an erection.

This i***t has another thing coming if he expects me to just sit back and look! Pssst….Hey! Hiss loudly, hoping to wake Zane up.

He only mumbles incoherently and I hiss even louder.

HEEYYY! Still, Zane remains fast asleep, my patience reaching its limit.

WAKE THE f**k UP! I shout, Zane’s eyes bursting open in fright as he nearly falls off the bed.

Verysmooth, I mutter as he barely manages to grab onto the headboard in time, Talia stirring a little in her sleep at his sudden movement.

What the f**k, Gray? Zane snaps, now completely awake.

Pleased to have his full attention, I sit down on my hind legs, my tail wagging back and forth.

I’m Aorny, I reply.

Rolling his eyes at me, Zane curls back up on his side, but I am not about to pass up this opportunity.

Not after last night I take control of his body, Zane protesting almost immediately as I sit on my knees and tentatively cup one of Talia’s breasts.

What are you doing? Zane hisses nervously, shoving me back and taking control again.I want to taste her gumdrop buttons! I snap, fighting to take control.

Stop it, Zane argues when I gain semi-control of his hand and squeeze Talia’s breast.

You’re going to wake her up! That’s the point!I reply sarcastically.

A little moan escapes Talia’s lips, Zane groaning in horror but our c**k twitching at the sound.

“Mmmmm,.”

Talia sighs, her eyes fluttering open and looking up at us.

Zane gulps nervously, unable to move his hand from her breast.

Talia lowers her gaze along his arm until she sees his hand still cupping her boob, her n*****s hardening while goosebumps rise across her skin.

A little smirk forms on her lips but she does not say a word, patiently waiting for Zane to make the next move.

Squeeze it.

Squeeze it.

Squeeze it! I chant, hoping Zane might actually grow some balls and take charge.

He remains frozen like a deer in headlights, however, his mind filling with useless thoughts of self-loathing.

As I’m about to give him the pep talk of the century, Talia places her hand over his Zane’s hand trembling slightly.

“You know…” Talia smiles up at us.

“You’re allowed to take charge too.Sometimes it’s nice to feel wanted…”

I can tell Zane is blushing by the way his heart is racing and I sigh knowing last night was probably going to be the first and only time we would ever have s*x.

I just wanted a titty, I sigh, resigning myself to no s*x today.

“B-but,”

Zane stammers, slowly moving his hand up to her throat, his thumb grazing the place where we are supposed to mark her.

“H-how do I…H-ow do I-l know you w-want me-me wo”

I have to say I am impressed that he’s brought up the subject without me having to and that he’s not letting her get away before she can give us an answer.

My gaze falls upon the markless spot on her neck and I fight the urge to impose my will on her and mark her already.

“I do want you,” she argues, wrapping her fingers around his wrist.

“I just don’t want to be marked.I don’t have to be marked for me to be yours.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s fine-”

“B-but I am n-not a hu-human,” he argues, Talia glaring up at him.

“But I am,” she replies.

“And we don’t mark each other for love.” prepare his argument.

Humans do mark each other for love.

They marry, they take each other’s names, they wear rings, they give each other jewelry, they get tattoos.

Hell, they even give each other hickies! Marks take many forms, ours just happens to bind our souls together, but everyone leaves a mark on the person they love, be it physical or emotional.

“Look, I know that the mark is part of your culture and I respect that,” she insists.

“But why can’t we just…be together? Why can’t we just be happy to have found each other without you having to mark your territory?”

Because you are not territory I snap, unable to see how that was a hard concept to understand.

A mark is more than just a physical claim of each other.

It’s emotional…spiritual!

a wo-wolf, Ta-Tal-ia,” Zane

a h-human.M-my m-mark means so-something

mean to you?” Talia asks,

slowly, gently pushing Zane’s hand away

of my title and rejected me because I couldn’t give him what

herself up by the elbows and wraps the

a sadness in her voice as she

back together again…only to realize some pieces are lost care about the meaning of your mark?” She asks quietly,

you can just throw me away? I am a very disappointing mate

“I-I just w-want you!”

his voice ragged

“I-l just want y-you.”

at him in shock, her mouth slightly agape as if he

and

Deep breath, hooman.

will likely never back down, I explain to him, Zane’s

tell her instead? Zane

with words.I’m not the one who brought it up,

you need to learn to speak up for yourself.I can’t be the

her! Isnap, Zane gazing

being so

and if you have to repeat yourself,

slowly if you have to, but don’t pass up this opportunity to tell her how important

he clears his throat, his hands shaking from the build

“I-I…I.”

“Breathe,”

whispers, inhaling slowly

it

this a few times until Zane’s thoughts

but I very quickly knock some sense into him.She had s*x with a 26 year-old virgin who can’t even masterbate

way past embarrassment

queefed last

stutter if we can

talk doesn’t seem to help but he gathers his thoughts and opens

never be g-good e-enough for my fa-father, t-that my p-pa-pack will ne-never know who-who its true Alpha is-is, t-that I will ne-never spe-speak right.My en-en-entire exist-tence has been full of ‘n-nevers’…but I re-refuse to let you be an-an-another ne-ver in my li-fe.For as l-long as I can re-remember, I have been f-fo-forced to hide eve-ry p-part of who I am.My n-name, my ti-title, my w-wolf, my po-powers, my every-thing! But I wi-will not hide y-you only pa-part of m-me that I w-want to show the w-world.Mar-Marking you is n-not about own-owning you or us-using you until you are no l-longer useful to me.It-It’s about

catch his breath,

great,

Keep going…

now.I am si-simply asking for a ch-chance, a small ray of ho-hope that some-day in the fu-future,

her sternly and

I am n-not

the side, avoiding his gaze to think over his words when a knock at the

“Good morning Mommy,”

other side of the

is locked!” he gasps as he

you still playing horsey? Can I play with

Horsey? I cackle.

Talia immediately sits up, swinging

us, tugging her

and change the sheets,” she

his shorts and t-shirt and begins to strip the bed, his cheeks flushing when he sees some little

jeer, Zane telling me to shut the

picking him up and kissing

little boy peers over her shoulder and looks up at Zane and

he asks as Zane

“Oh, umm,”

a moment before coming up with the dumbest

had a little accident last

eyes widening

we have to change the sheets.” I beg your pardon? Igrowl, struggling to contain my petty

Kota gasps, cupping

pee on

Alright, that’s it! Ihuff.

mommy’s guts and

the b-bed,”Zane blurts

le-left it all

“I did not!”

shove Zane aside

make a loud farting

giggles, pinching

and Daddy are

farting yttttg, Our entire lives together play out like a movie in my head, each moment more beautiful than the last.I grow excited at the thought of witnessing Kota’s first shift and helping him meet his wolf

our own shift, Kota will not be alone to figure it all out for himself.I

I will be the one to help him plan out his first

his pup and it will be the most spoiled little bean in

clearly in my head and now that I have, I will do everything in my power

have a father but

“Kota,” Talia sighs.

“He’s-”

“Mine,”

say together, Zane

Kota’s hair and

Kota cup his cheeks and make his own fart noises at

to know now that there’s not a chance in hell that we will ever walk away from him…or her for that

giving Talia plenty of space to think about

and brush his teeth by showing him how he

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