The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 42: Fighter

***Zane***

“This isn’t working,”

Evan sighs, looking down at me after having knocked me on my ass for the sixth time in a row.

“He’s not attacking, just blocking.You can’t win a fight by just blocking.You need to attack your opponent,” he scolds me, helping me up to my feet.

Aurora bites her lower lip as she tries to think of a new training regimen for me, my self-esteem plummeting.

“You are doing all the right moves, Zane,” Aurora tries to cheer me up, but I find it hard to believe given how long we have been at this.

I’ve been in training all week, exercising my silver wolf gifts with Aurora and learning to utilize my mind control, telepathy, and projection abilities better.

As it turns out, my mind control ability does not work on Aurora or her twin sister, Celina, but it works on pretty much any other wolf.

I do have a limit on how many wolves I can control at once, my magic number being four.

Aside from silver wolf training, I’ve been working closely with Gamma Evan, building up my muscles, endurance, and flexibility while also working on hand to hand combinations but all my efforts seem futile when I’m put in a sparring circle.

“We just need to find the right…motivation for you,”

Aurora adds with her timid smile, Evan handing me a water bottle while we take a break.I try not to sulk as she and Evan brainstorm when Aurora suddenly starts to squeal excitedly.

“Mia?” Evan asks, scratching his head in confusion.

“Why my mate?”

“Just trust me,”

Aurora smiles, flicking her wrist to open a portal and disappearing into it.Evan only shrugs, tapping me on the shoulder.

“So, how’s the mate? She like you yet?” He chuckles.

Like us?Grayson scoffs.She loves this dick- Stop talking, I mutter, forcing a smile and nodding at Evan.

“Listen, if you need any tips, I got you,” Evan grins mischievously.

“I never had a brother I could pass on my wisdom to and I don’t wanna know what Aurora and Oliver do behind closed doors.”

He shivers to emphasize his disgust and sticks out his tongue.

I smile and nod awkwardly, unsure how to add to this conversation.I am still not comfortable using my voice around people other than with Kota or Talia but it seems Evan doesn’t mind my silence.

“You remind me of Aurora,”

Evan observes, my ears perking up at this.

When he notices my peaked interest, he sits down on a mat.

“She was not always the strong Queen that you see now.She is still very shy and timid, but she was once also afraid.Very afraid.”

I look down at the Gamma curiously.What could a wolf like Aurora have to fear?

“Aurora was abused by her old pack, Lluvia Blanca, for years,” Evan explains.

“Her family used to torture her every day and to be honest, I still don’t know most of the things she went through.All I know is she showed up here with a lot of scars, both mental and physical, and it took us a while to get her to open up to us and even longer for her to trust us.She still has bad days, though not as often.” saw, but I did not know the extent of her abuse.

She seems so happy now.

I would have never guessed she is still struggling with her past.

“Look, all I’m saying is…you don’t have to be ashamed of your past and your fears.There is nothing wrong with needing a little help and guidance,especially with training.Healing is an ugly process and sometimes you’re gonna stumble.No one expects you to always have your s**t together, silver wolf or not.Aurora is the most powerful wolf on the planet and she goes to therapy every week because it helps.I won’t lie, therapy sucks, but it’s not meant to be easy.It takes a lot of strength to face your demons.l am only giving you this sermon because I can tell you’re struggling with something.Don’t hold it in no matter how ashamed you are.There’s literally nothing to be ashamed of.You didn’t ask for your past, so why would anyone hold it against you?”

I like this wolf, Grayson says.I tell you the same thing but you never listen to me.I don’t get the opportunity to thank Evan for his words of encouragement because the next thing I know, Aurora and Evan’s mate, Mia, pop out of a portal.

Evan jumps to his feet to greet his mate with a kiss and asks Aurora to explain her idea.

“Don’t worry about it,”

Aurora smiles, instructing Mia to move to the middle of the sparring circle.

“Zane, get in your fighting stance.”

Mia spreads her feet apart and raises her fists as she faces me.

Okay dude, this should be easier, Grayson says, getting into his own fighting stance.

Her punches won’t hurt as much when she knocks you on your ass.

Thank you for the encouragement, I mutter, Grayson grinning from ear Once in position, Mia begins to circle me and I shuffle my feet like Evan taught me to keep her within my vision.

A small smirk curls on her lips before she lunges forward on her right leg and kicks up with her left.I block the kick with my forearm and retaliate with my own weak high kick that she easily slaps away.

dude, Grayson

do better than that! Punch her! Ido as l am told and swing my arm towards her face,

a roundhouse kick to my stomach and I stumble

Dude! Grayson growls.

kick to her thigh, luckily landing the blow, but she then backs

me in the stomach, nearly

behind me startles us, both Mia and I putting down our

wails, every instinct in my body telling me

a group of guards appear, one of them

men have breached the northern and western borders! We are under

No!” Kota screams, my heart beating

I will lead the men to the north, Mia, take the west.getting

protect your family.I will send

and rushing towards

be told twice and race off in the direction of Kota’s screams, anger burning through me at the thought of my pup and my mate being hurt.I attempt to shift to get there faster, but

Gray, what the hell?

know, Grayson replies, equally confused.I can’t come out.I don’t have much time to dwell on my wolf form because Kota

Just have to do this

I find that stupid French Alpha, Benoit, cornering Talia and Kota by a tree, Talia shielding our pup with her

punch at Talia, hitting her jaw

his large eyes widening

as Kota shouts

he screams, sheer terror taking over

“Mommy, wake up!”

run up behind him but Benoit hears me and dodges my punch, retaliating and slamming his fist on my jaw.I stumble back, hearing Kota’s screams as he shields his mom’s face with his hands to

of combination kicks to my face and stomach, most of which I manage to

so that he lands back on his feet

one of his arms and flip over onto his back.He lands with a groan and

stomach over and over

enough so that I can deliver a punch to his left

final blow, kicking him in the chest and knocking the wind out of him.He goes flying back, his body crashing against a

and lips but my thirst

stalk over Bencit’s slumped body, grabbing him by the collar with one hand and

“STOP!”

my body resisting the urge to obey but submitting

realize I’m

to see I have Evan by the collar of his shirt, his face bloodied

I’m just as lost

confusion, Aurora begins

gift of illusions,

fighter in you.I also blocked your wolf connection a little to keep you in human form temporarily.I just didn’t calculate how much

one

groans, wiping the blood from his nose and getting

I ain’t fighting him no more.Hell to the no! He done almost beat the black out of me.Heal me now! This is some

booboo?” Mia snickers, Evan narrowing his eyes at his

“Can’t take a punch?”

the ring with

snarls, Mia giggling to

“I’m sorry, Ev,”

both of his cheeks and healing

mutters curses at her, but it’s obvious he’s not really mad at his Luna or his mate, especially when Mia kisses

hand to Evan as an apology and he takes it but not without

Evan mutters at me,

ass out if it were

lack of faith in him,

the attack, giving me pointers on how to deliver

next week,”Evan

most likely

silently at him as he offers his hand

a moment to recognize what he wants me to do and I blush in embarrassment as I bump fists

to the daycare center which is

bell announcing the end of the school day, several

We did colors today!” Kota cries as he runs to greet me, a

me and proudly shows Evan and I his

for you!” he

places the string in my hand as I

bracelet for you, see?” He says

mommy cuz she’s pretty like a flower,” Kota explains as he points to each

am green cuz I like green.Green is like the trees.You are blue like the sky and Egg-ness is

like it?” he asks, a large grin on his

unable to find the

on!”

wrapping the bracelet around

a bracelet?”

know,” he shrugs, turning to me

goddess, I blush, wishing the earth would swallow me.I shake my head at Kota in

on.What is Horsey in