The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 48

~ATTICUS~

“Hold me tighter,” Anya says as I wrap my arms around her. I do as she says, but something doesn’t seem right. She’s still the same woman I fell in love with; she looks the same and acts the same, but there was something that made me feel uncomfortable about the entire thing.

Ever since I recovered from the accident that I had no memory of ever happening, my feelings for Anya felt wrong. I couldn’t tell her that without hurting her feelings. So I kept it all to myself, but it was bothering me ever since I woke up and felt a surge of emptiness when she hugged me on the hospital bed. I hadn’t been able to focus on anything ever that day.

Maybe the accident messed with my head and my heart. I constantly felt like I had forgotten someone important to me. I was searching the room for someone that day, and I never found her. I thought that it was Anya that I was looking for, but I soon realized that it wasn’t her. It was someone else, but that didn’t make sense to me.

I considered speaking to Dante and Damon about it, but they haven’t been acting normal around me. No one was acting normal. They treated me like they were afraid I would snap any second now.

“Atticus?” Anya whispers.

Whenever I touched her, I felt like I was betraying someone else. But who could I possibly be crossing?

“Yes.” I finally respond even though my mind is far.

“Is everything okay?” She asks hesitantly. “You seem to be a bit distant with me recently. I feel like something is wrong. I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to.”

I nod, “I know that you are. I’m just uneasy not knowing anything about the accident. No one wants to talk to me about it. The articles seem fake. The only proof I have of the accident is the jeep.”

badly totalled. I didn’t want a

To make that possible and keep you safe, we

“you know I always do what you ask me to do. If that’s truly what you want, I

days were for me watching you in that hospital bed, wondering if you would ever wake up. I’m so happy you remembered me. I’m glad the crash is the only thing that you forgot. I don’t know what I would ever

saw Anya’s smile. This time, I felt nothing. I feel nothing when I touch her, absolutely nothing except the feeling

she didn’t want me to dig further into the accident, but I felt like it was the only way to get some answers about why

sees me with Anya. The only difference I can spot is that there is a little more hatred

you doing here?” Anya demands from

checked, the beach was a public space.

to be next to the

leave after I ask one question,”

is

haven’t seen Autumn around in a while. She’s your best friend. Do

around her, but this time when Clarissa

was so bad that I wanted to let go of Anya and place a

f**k was wrong with me all of a sudden? Why was I behaving so

Anya responds through gritted teeth. However, there was an edge to her voice

she pissed that Clarissa had asked

today. It made me even more confused about everything happening around me. I was sure about something; there was an important detail about the crash that my family didn’t want me finding out. They were hiding it from me because they wanted to protect me. Whatever it was, it had to be detrimental. They were afraid that when I found out, I would go into a state of shock. I’m assuming from everything Anya has told me, the doctors had to have warned them to keep me away from any news that could make me feel any

is such a nice girl. Unlike you in every way, Anya. She would have suited Atticus

I wasn’t paying much attention to it. Ever since Clarissa had brought up Autumn, the feeling inside of me had intensified. I felt even worse than