The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 48

~ATTICUS~

“Hold me tighter,” Anya says as I wrap my arms around her. I do as she says, but something doesn’t seem right. She’s still the same woman I fell in love with; she looks the same and acts the same, but there was something that made me feel uncomfortable about the entire thing.

Ever since I recovered from the accident that I had no memory of ever happening, my feelings for Anya felt wrong. I couldn’t tell her that without hurting her feelings. So I kept it all to myself, but it was bothering me ever since I woke up and felt a surge of emptiness when she hugged me on the hospital bed. I hadn’t been able to focus on anything ever that day.

Maybe the accident messed with my head and my heart. I constantly felt like I had forgotten someone important to me. I was searching the room for someone that day, and I never found her. I thought that it was Anya that I was looking for, but I soon realized that it wasn’t her. It was someone else, but that didn’t make sense to me.

I considered speaking to Dante and Damon about it, but they haven’t been acting normal around me. No one was acting normal. They treated me like they were afraid I would snap any second now.

“Atticus?” Anya whispers.

Whenever I touched her, I felt like I was betraying someone else. But who could I possibly be crossing?

“Yes.” I finally respond even though my mind is far.

“Is everything okay?” She asks hesitantly. “You seem to be a bit distant with me recently. I feel like something is wrong. I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to.”

I nod, “I know that you are. I’m just uneasy not knowing anything about the accident. No one wants to talk to me about it. The articles seem fake. The only proof I have of the accident is the jeep.”

that badly totalled.

it clear that they didn’t want you to relive the trauma. To make that possible and keep you safe, we all agreed to take down all the articles; only the ones that can’t remind you of the crash are still up. Please, for my sake, don’t dig

always do what you ask me to do. If that’s truly what

those days were for me watching you in that hospital bed, wondering if you would ever wake up. I’m so happy you remembered me. I’m glad the crash is

whenever I saw Anya’s smile. This time, I felt nothing. I feel nothing when I touch her, absolutely nothing except the feeling of

didn’t want me to dig further into the accident, but I felt like it was the only way to get some answers about why I was suddenly feeling this way. Something important had to be causing it; I was missing

annoyed, just like she always does when she sees me with Anya. The only difference I can spot is that there is a little more hatred

from her. “This is

time I checked, the beach was a

be next to

I ask one

what is

She’s your best friend. Do you

Autumn. I’ve always felt uneasy around her, but this time when Clarissa mentioned her name, I felt a stabbing pain

to let go

wrong with me all of

family,” Anya responds through gritted teeth. However, there was an edge to her voice that I hadn’t

was she pissed that

my family didn’t want me finding out. They were hiding it from me because they wanted to protect me. Whatever it was, it had to be detrimental. They were afraid that when I found out, I would go into a state of shock. I’m assuming from everything Anya

chimes happily. “Autumn is such a nice girl. Unlike you in every way,

wasn’t paying much attention to it. Ever since Clarissa had brought up Autumn, the feeling inside of me had intensified. I felt even