The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 99

Book 2 Chapter 22

~DAMON~

This should not hurt this much. It should not f*****g hurt like this. Marrying Anya was supposed to solve everything. It was supposed to make things better. Not worse.

But it was worse. Wasn’t it?

Dante had just stormed out of the house, and I could feel his pain. He was my brother; of course, I could feel his pain. He was hurting, and so was I. But for completely different reasons. He was in despair because of Anya, and I was in pain because of Clarissa.

I didn’t want to be the reason he was like this. I didn’t want to hurt my brother. And I sure as hell didn’t want to hurt Clarissa. But what the hell was the right thing to do? What other choice could I have made to make things better?

I knew from the start that Dante would have reacted badly to the news, so I asked for enough time to explain things to him, but Anya did not give me that time. When we were in the room, she didn’t wait for me, she immediately told him everything. I was not prepared for it at all. Seeing my brother like this was affecting me horribly.

But the real pain, the main reason my heart was squeezing painfully in my chest, was the beautiful woman in front of me. She was staring at me as if I’d just broken her heart into a million pieces.

That was never the intention. I was trying to protect her heart, not break it.

I swallow. It’s the only movement I could allow my body to make right now. It hurts even to breathe while staring at her eyes, now filled with unshed tears.

f**k ME. I can’t believe that I’m the one that’s hurting her like this. In the past, I would kill anyone that made her cry but this time, I was the culprit. I was the asshole making her cry.

Anya was not supposed to break the news like this. I told her to give me time. I told her that I didn’t want to announce it today. Why did she have to do this? I knew it had to happen eventually, but I wasn’t ready to break the news to Clarissa. At least, not like this.

I had to pick up the pieces of Clarissa’s broken heart and somehow find a way to put them back together, to make it whole again. But I knew she wouldn’t let me, not with the way she was looking

mouth. I’m suddenly at a loss for words. I don’t want her to hate me. I

feel all eyes on us. My entire family is standing around us. My parents and grandfather had just joined and were catching up on

break the news to my parents. Why did Anya do this? Why did she make the announcement without

tugging at my heart. It took all

painful things to my body. “Tell me the truth. Did you agree to marry

was one word, just yes, that’s all I had to say, but the moment I did, I knew that everything would change between us. And a part

needed things to stay the same. I couldn’t handle the change. It had to remain the

tries to calm her. “Let’s take this into the

do. But I also knew that this discussion

I know that the main reason is partly because of me. I’ve known it for a while, but I’ve been lying to myself. Lying to myself because I wanted to protect her from herself and, most importantly, from me. Those lies were about to cost me everything. I shouldn’t have ran from it. I should have found a way to deal with everything before it reached this

she glares at me. “I want Damon to tell me the

should congratulate him and be happy for him. What are you so upset about, anyway? Can’t you see that marrying me is what he actually wants? I can make him happy; I would

stomach? I didn’t see

glare at Anya. This was her mess. She’d told them at the wrong time. She doesn’t get to tell Clarissa how to feel at a

That’s all my mouth is letting me say—her name. I still

did that. I was causing her to cry when it was the last f*****g thing I

would do this to me.” She says as she continues to look straight into my eyes. She isn’t backing down. She’s showing me exactly what I’m doing to

“I didn’t want you to find out like this. I know it doesn’t make it better, but you

I cannot live with myself if Clarissa ever decided to hate me. My heart wouldn’t be able

I didn’t know what to say to make her understand that this was the right thing to do. She would disagree

that she would. But why does the right thing hurt so f*****g much? Shouldn’t it be easier? Why does it feel

in response to my words. She looks tired and still in shock. She seems like someone

and walks away from me. I felt like I was letting her walk out of

taking all of my self-control not to grab her and bring her back to me. It was taking all of my self-control