The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 100

Book 2 Chapter 23

~CLARISSA~

I hate him.

I hate him so much.

I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.

How could he do this? How could he agree to marry her? I thought I was getting closer to him. We’d finally kissed after wanting it for so many years; we had finally kissed, not once but twice. We’d slept in the same bed together. We were having conversations that weren’t the average kinds between friends or siblings. Things were different.

I should have seen the signs. I should have realized this sooner.

I knew that he was pushing me away while I was trying to bring us closer, but not once did I think he would agree to marry Anya, at least not this soon.

What went wrong? Why did he make this decision and not tell me s**t about it? How long has he been planning on marrying her? How long has he known he would break my heart and choose to marry her?

This decision hasn’t only messed up my life. It also messed with Dante and his life. He was just as heartbroken as I was. It hurt to see Dante like that. He didn’t deserve what Anya did to him. She could have told him in a better way. She didn’t have to make him feel like he was nothing to her.

I couldn’t even run after him while I was in so much pain. I had to fix my own heart before I could help fix his.

How could I watch him marry her? How could I watch the love of my life put a ring on someone else’s finger? The more I thought about it, the more the tears rolled down my cheeks.

This wasn’t the Damon I knew and loved. He wasn’t like this. He wouldn’t put me through all this pain without a good reason for it. I refused to believe that he actually wanted to marry Anya. I refused to believe that he was happy with this poor decision.

I couldn’t let this happen. I couldn’t let this marriage take place.

Everything would be over the moment that they both said I do to each other. I won’t have a chance with Damon after that. It would be too late.

I had two options: let Damon marry her and ruin both of our lives or prove to him that we were meant to be together.

I was not going to make this easy for him. I was not going to let him take the easier way out. I’m going to fight. I’m going to fight as I’ve never fought before.

I will make him drop to his knees and beg me to be his. He doesn’t realize yet that a massive storm is coming his way but soon he will know the truth.

“Clarissa?” Autumn calls as she knocks on my room door.

I knew Autumn would come after me. She was like a sister to me. I knew she would be worried about me.

“Can I come in?”

can,” I

to my very core. I needed someone

for another second as she barges into the room. One look

believe he’d do something like this to you.” She whispers. “I can’t believe he’s going to marry Anya. He doesn’t realize yet what he’s doing but this decision will ruin

can’t believe she disposed of Dante like

have my doubts about

if we hire a private investigator we can dig up some information on Anya that can stop this wedding. I know that there’s plenty she’s hiding from us. We just need to find out what

still care deeply for Anya. Even Atticus, he doesn’t love her but the time he spent with her in the past has made him care for her. If we’re going to do this, we need

squeezes

isn’t going to last long. He’s going to regret ever agreeing to marry her when it’s clear that you are the one in his heart. We need to make Damon realize this before it’s too late. We need him to see that you’re the woman

smiled; this was why I loved Autumn. She always knew the right words to say. Even though I had this heavy feeling in my chest, talking to her has eased the

the date for

needed to know how long

exactly.” She answers me. “However, the engagement party will take

days? Were they crazy? If they chose such a close date for the engagement, it only meant that we

married?” I demand. “What about Dante? Shouldn’t they have waited

good enough time to

about me at all? I still didn’t understand why he

his engagement. We need to make him miserable to the point that we ruin the entire night for

as long as it got Damon

my nightmare tricks returned. That would be my first plan. My nightmares. He barely survived the last time I spent

couldn’t stop looking at the door when you left. Breaking the news to you was something that killed him inside. I’m positive that he warned Anya to give him some time to break the news to you first. He should have never trusted her word. It’s obvious that she couldn’t wait to rub it into your face.” She sighs,

“Afraid?” I ask, confused.

What

She nods.

doesn’t realize that his decisions are breaking your heart.” She explains. “I saw the look on his face Clarissa. Atticus and everyone else aren’t paying attention to the way

me, but I was willing to take that risk for him. I wanted him and nothing else mattered to me. I wish that Damon could see things the way that I saw them. I wish that he could understand that I was willing to sacrifice everything to be

She tells me. “Do you want to speak to him tonight or

was too much for

that him? Did

we were right, it

tells him for me. “Please respect

hurt to turn him away but he should have expected this after the announcement

try to change my mind. Instead, he breaks my heart even more when he leaves just

the rest of the

I had to wear makeup to cover it so that everyone else couldn’t see just how bad this news had hit me.

news about Damon’s engagement

on to announce it to everyone that she

It wasn’t the Fawn she originally wanted to marry but she

come to the academy with Damon?” Atticus asks me. “He’s

chose to come with