The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 100

Book 2 Chapter 23

~CLARISSA~

I hate him.

I hate him so much.

I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.

How could he do this? How could he agree to marry her? I thought I was getting closer to him. We’d finally kissed after wanting it for so many years; we had finally kissed, not once but twice. We’d slept in the same bed together. We were having conversations that weren’t the average kinds between friends or siblings. Things were different.

I should have seen the signs. I should have realized this sooner.

I knew that he was pushing me away while I was trying to bring us closer, but not once did I think he would agree to marry Anya, at least not this soon.

What went wrong? Why did he make this decision and not tell me s**t about it? How long has he been planning on marrying her? How long has he known he would break my heart and choose to marry her?

This decision hasn’t only messed up my life. It also messed with Dante and his life. He was just as heartbroken as I was. It hurt to see Dante like that. He didn’t deserve what Anya did to him. She could have told him in a better way. She didn’t have to make him feel like he was nothing to her.

I couldn’t even run after him while I was in so much pain. I had to fix my own heart before I could help fix his.

How could I watch him marry her? How could I watch the love of my life put a ring on someone else’s finger? The more I thought about it, the more the tears rolled down my cheeks.

This wasn’t the Damon I knew and loved. He wasn’t like this. He wouldn’t put me through all this pain without a good reason for it. I refused to believe that he actually wanted to marry Anya. I refused to believe that he was happy with this poor decision.

I couldn’t let this happen. I couldn’t let this marriage take place.

Everything would be over the moment that they both said I do to each other. I won’t have a chance with Damon after that. It would be too late.

I had two options: let Damon marry her and ruin both of our lives or prove to him that we were meant to be together.

I was not going to make this easy for him. I was not going to let him take the easier way out. I’m going to fight. I’m going to fight as I’ve never fought before.

I will make him drop to his knees and beg me to be his. He doesn’t realize yet that a massive storm is coming his way but soon he will know the truth.

“Clarissa?” Autumn calls as she knocks on my room door.

I knew Autumn would come after me. She was like a sister to me. I knew she would be worried about me.

“Can I come in?”

can,” I

very core. I

wait for another second as she barges into the room. One look

to you.” She whispers. “I can’t believe he’s going to marry Anya. He doesn’t realize yet

first, but now she wants Damon. I can’t believe she disposed of Dante like he was nothing to her. It makes me wonder what her intentions truly are. Does she just want to be apart of this

“I also have

something.” I plead with her. “Maybe if we hire a private investigator we can dig up some information on Anya that can stop this wedding. I

what we are up to. Damon and Dante still care deeply for Anya. Even Atticus, he doesn’t love her but the time he spent with her in the past has made him care for her. If we’re going

squeezes

ever agreeing to marry her when it’s clear that you are the one in his heart. We need to make Damon realize this before it’s too late. We need him to see that you’re the woman for

say. Even though I had this heavy

for the

needed to know how long we had

answers me. “However, the engagement party will

such a close date for the engagement, it

get married?” I demand. “What about Dante? Shouldn’t they have waited

least wait until my heart had good enough time to recover from the initial

care about me at all? I still didn’t understand why he was

make him miserable to the point that we ruin the entire night for him.” Autumn insists. “I’m

everything as long

He barely survived the last time I spent a night

you was something that killed him inside. I’m positive that he warned Anya to give him some time to

“Afraid?” I ask, confused.

afraid? What could

She nods.

stupid. He knows what will happen if anyone finds out you have feelings for each other. He wants to protect you, but he doesn’t realize that his decisions are breaking your heart.” She explains. “I saw the look on his face Clarissa. Atticus and everyone else aren’t paying attention to the way he gazes at you but I have been. That man has feelings for you and no one can change

but I was willing to take that risk for him. I wanted him and nothing else mattered to me. I wish that Damon could see things the way

may come looking for you.” She tells me. “Do you want to speak to him tonight or should I tell him to give you

now. It was too much

of our attention. Was that him? Did he come to

the door and we were right, it was

tells him for

he should have expected this after the announcement that he just

my mind. Instead, he breaks my heart even more

I spent the rest of the night crying myself to

makeup to cover it so that everyone else couldn’t see just how bad this news had hit me. I didn’t want my family to notice how badly Damon’s announcement had affected me. I

so far, the news about Damon’s

was Anya waiting on to announce it to everyone that she

academy to find out that she would soon be getting her wish of marrying a Fawn. It wasn’t the Fawn she originally wanted to

to the academy with Damon?” Atticus asks me. “He’s usually the one you

chose to come with us, Atticus? I was glad for her