The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 100

Book 2 Chapter 23

~CLARISSA~

I hate him.

I hate him so much.

I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.

How could he do this? How could he agree to marry her? I thought I was getting closer to him. We’d finally kissed after wanting it for so many years; we had finally kissed, not once but twice. We’d slept in the same bed together. We were having conversations that weren’t the average kinds between friends or siblings. Things were different.

I should have seen the signs. I should have realized this sooner.

I knew that he was pushing me away while I was trying to bring us closer, but not once did I think he would agree to marry Anya, at least not this soon.

What went wrong? Why did he make this decision and not tell me s**t about it? How long has he been planning on marrying her? How long has he known he would break my heart and choose to marry her?

This decision hasn’t only messed up my life. It also messed with Dante and his life. He was just as heartbroken as I was. It hurt to see Dante like that. He didn’t deserve what Anya did to him. She could have told him in a better way. She didn’t have to make him feel like he was nothing to her.

I couldn’t even run after him while I was in so much pain. I had to fix my own heart before I could help fix his.

How could I watch him marry her? How could I watch the love of my life put a ring on someone else’s finger? The more I thought about it, the more the tears rolled down my cheeks.

This wasn’t the Damon I knew and loved. He wasn’t like this. He wouldn’t put me through all this pain without a good reason for it. I refused to believe that he actually wanted to marry Anya. I refused to believe that he was happy with this poor decision.

I couldn’t let this happen. I couldn’t let this marriage take place.

Everything would be over the moment that they both said I do to each other. I won’t have a chance with Damon after that. It would be too late.

I had two options: let Damon marry her and ruin both of our lives or prove to him that we were meant to be together.

I was not going to make this easy for him. I was not going to let him take the easier way out. I’m going to fight. I’m going to fight as I’ve never fought before.

I will make him drop to his knees and beg me to be his. He doesn’t realize yet that a massive storm is coming his way but soon he will know the truth.

“Clarissa?” Autumn calls as she knocks on my room door.

I knew Autumn would come after me. She was like a sister to me. I knew she would be worried about me.

“Can I come in?”

can,” I

her. This news had shocked me to my very core. I needed someone to hold onto.

she barges into the room. One look at my tear-streaked face, and she’s

whispers. “I can’t believe he’s going to marry Anya. He doesn’t realize yet what he’s doing but this decision will ruin his life.

at first, but now she wants Damon. I can’t believe she disposed of Dante like he was nothing to her. It makes me wonder what her intentions truly are. Does she just want to be apart

have my doubts about

dig up some information on Anya that can stop this wedding.

are up to. Damon and Dante still care deeply for Anya. Even Atticus, he doesn’t love her but the time he spent with her in the past has made him care for her. If we’re going to do this,

hand squeezes mine

the one in his heart. We need to make Damon realize this before it’s too late. We

smiled; this was why I loved Autumn. She always knew the right words to say. Even though I had this heavy feeling

date for the wedding?” I

how

exactly.” She answers me. “However, the engagement party will take place in

they chose such a close date for the engagement, it only meant that we didn’t have plenty time before the wedding took

they in a rush to get married?” I demand. “What about Dante? Shouldn’t they have waited for him to

had good enough time

me at all? I still

entire night for him.” Autumn insists.

I was willing to do everything as long as it got Damon back to

was time my nightmare tricks returned. That would be my first plan. My nightmares. He barely survived the last time I spent a night in his room; this time, I’ll make it

time to break the news to you first. He should have never trusted her word. It’s obvious that

“Afraid?” I ask, confused.

be afraid? What

She nods.

realize that his decisions are breaking your heart.” She explains. “I saw the look on his face Clarissa. Atticus and everyone else aren’t paying attention to the way he gazes at you but I have

was willing to take that risk for him. I wanted him and nothing else mattered to me. I wish that Damon could see things the way that I saw them. I wish that he could understand that I was willing to sacrifice

to speak to him tonight or should I tell

wanted to see him but not right now. It was

the door catches both of our attention. Was that him? Did he come to speak to me about the

the door and we were right,

alone tonight.” Autumn tells him for

should have expected this

mind. Instead, he breaks my heart even more

I spent the rest of the

see just how bad this news had hit me. I didn’t want my family to notice how badly Damon’s announcement had affected me. I didn’t

the news about Damon’s engagement hadn’t

was Anya waiting on to announce it to everyone that

the academy to find out that she would soon be getting her wish of marrying a Fawn. It wasn’t the Fawn she originally wanted to marry but she seemed to be contented with Damon, at least for now. Her mind changed as

with Damon?” Atticus asks me. “He’s usually the one you love to go

“is it so wrong that she chose to come with us, Atticus? I was glad for her