The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 101

Book 2 Chapter 24

~CLARISSA~

After a long day at the academy with me trying my best to avoid Damon, I was finally home. He did try multiple times to speak to me, but each time I found a way to dismiss him. He wasn’t happy about it; I could easily tell. I knew him well. I knew when he was frustrated, and this time I was the one causing his frustration.

This was only the beginning. Autumn was the one that suggested I avoid him for some time. It was working. I’ve never seen him this desperate to talk to me.

What did he expect after the announcement he made last night? Did he think I would happily congratulate him and Anya? Was he that clueless? Or was he playing stupid about the entire thing to avoid any conversation?

Again, I chose to return home with Autumn and Atticus.

I knew it was also upsetting Damon, and that was the point of it.

I also didn’t want to be around Anya.

Just as I opened the door to my room, someone grabbed my waist and pulled me inside. I gasped when Damon covered my mouth with his hand. Our eyes met, and we were both staring at each other silently.

I can feel the tension in the room. I know he feels it, also.

“Please let me say something.” He whispers. “I need to apologize. I need you to forgive me, Clarissa. I can’t go on like this. I can’t rest when I know you’re hurting. I can’t eat. I can’t f*****g sleep. I can’t focus on anything but the pain you’re feeling because of me.”

Don’t skip a beat. Don’t you dare let his words soften you. I’m speaking to my heart, trying to convince the weak thing to behave.

He slowly moves his hand from my mouth. He doesn’t realize now that the only thing he can do to make things better is to call off the wedding.

“How long were you waiting in my room?” I ask him, looking around for anything I don’t want him to see. I have these crazy moments where I write his name on anything that I can get my hands on.

“Is that important?” He asks.

“It depends. Were you looking through any of my stuff?” I demand.

His forehead creases, “of course not. I was waiting for you. You left me no choice. You’ve been avoiding me since last night. I keep trying to talk to you, but you’re not giving me a chance to explain myself.”

“There’s nothing you can say to fix this, Damon.” I snap. “Can’t you see that? You made this decision on your own; you made your choice.”

“What choice?” He asks desperately. “What choices do I have, Clarissa?”

I sigh, “please leave.”

eyes widen. “I want to fix

right now, Damon!” I cry. “I can’t look at you without wanting to cry. Please.

I can tell by the defeated look on his face. He slowly steps away from me. I don’t

everything in my power to spend as

hours after that incident until

you spend more time with your

He smiles not only with his mouth but also with his eyes. He has a devilish smile that

out to her. Her face is turned to me, and she’s still scolding my

I try to catch her

as my eyes flew

A dream.

It was a dream.

Just a dream.

it feel so real? Did I dream of my biological mother and brother? Or was

was a troubled girl with no memory of my childhood. My only memories were growing up in a home with other children just like me. I never understood why the Fawns chose me; Damon’s grandparents

tears are forming in my eyes. What is wrong with me? A dream shouldn’t

even before I open my room door. I keep walking until I see the door I didn’t think I’ll be opening for some

see Damon on his bed. He isn’t asleep like I expected him to be. His eyes are wide when he

in pain. But I needed him tonight. I needed him more than I wanted

us says anything as I walk over to his bed. I’m unsure

at me. I don’t stop walking until

so that he is now

“Wh—”

against his neck and let the tears fall freely from my eyes. I don’t know why I’m crying. I don’t know whether it’s because of the dream or

Damon tonight. I

as he buries his hand in my hair. “What’s

tear hits his neck, he stiffens,

me. But tonight,

my hold around

because of my marriage announcement?” He asks

hear the pain in his voice, and I know that he deserves it after what he

to me. I can’t help you if

mine. Hot and wet because of my tears. His hands move from my hair to my waist, and I can’t help but shiver despite my pain. I

go

of our lives. I never want him to let go

can stay here as long as you like. I’m going

words from his mouth. It wasn’t the exact words I wanted, but it

why I loved Damon. The small things that he did for me. They felt like everything to me. He was always there for me, even if we weren’t on the best terms. He never let me go through anything on my own. He’s always been there for me. He’s the only

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