The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 102

Book 2 Chapter 25

~DAMON~

What the f**k did I do? I announced my engagement to Anya and ripped Clarissa’s dress from her body, all within the span of a few hours.

All she had on were lacey white panties that I couldn’t get out of my freaking mind. And her breasts. f**k. Clarissa has the most beautiful pair of breasts I’ve ever seen in my life. I wanted to suck on them. I wanted to play with her n*****s between my fingers. I wanted to bury my face in them.

I can’t get her body out of my head. I can’t get her out of my f*****g mind. She’s all that I can think about.

I know what I did was wrong. I know that I’ve crossed a line. I know it will take a lot to fix what happened. Everything in the past between Clarissa and I has been somewhat forgivable, but this time, I’d done something I should have never done. This time, I was the one that took things to a place of no return. I was never supposed to see her like that. But I lost all damn control when she told me she was wet for me.

I did smell her arousal. I did feel how much she wanted me. But hearing her say it had snapped something inside of me. The beast inside me had finally gotten a chance to come out and take what it wanted.

I don’t know where I got the strength to pull away from her tonight. I almost lost my mind while pacing in the room. Her scent was still on my body. I could still feel her hands in my hair. Damn it. I didn’t think I’d ever love someone’s hands in my hair as much as I loved hers.

I shouldn’t want her this much. I’m not supposed to want her like this. I should not f*****g ache like this for her. The monster in my pants was still pulsing for a chance to be inside her.

Ah, f**k. What the hell? Why did I think of that?

I was making a mess out of my damn life. I knew that I was running from Clarissa. This marriage with Anya wasn’t happening because I wanted it to happen; I was going ahead only because it would stop whatever was happening between Clarissa and me. This wedding was a plot to get her to stop wanting me. But I think it’s done the opposite.

It worked for a second, but she was determined to change things between us; I saw it in her eyes. She couldn’t hide it from me.

Things could have been different if Anya wasn’t a part of my life; things could have been different if my parents hadn’t adopted Clarissa and given her our last name.

But these things weren’t about to change anytime soon. There’s not a single chance for Clarissa and me to have anything other than a sibling relationship.

I had to make her see this. But f**k me; I was scared of the girl. Clarissa scared me. I’ve never been terrified of anything as much as my feelings for her scared me.

It’s the reason why I kept running. To protect her from herself and me. There was only so much I could take. She kept teasing me, and today, I’d snapped. I wasn’t sure where I got the self-control to stop anything from happening between us.

Her f*****g taste hasn’t left my mouth since she first kissed me. And I didn’t want ever to lose that taste from my memory. I didn’t ever want to forget what she tasted like. But I knew it was a taste I would remember for the rest of my life.

I spotted Dante walking into the parking lot just as I was about to leave.

He sees me, and I can see the anger and hurt still in his eyes. I’d been so concerned about Clarissa that I didn’t take the time to realize that my brother was also hurting.

“Hey,” I say.

as he walks

“I’m sorry.” I apologize.

His back is turned to me,

“We both know I would

You are still my brother; it doesn’t matter if you

finally here. You know what’s the funny

he

of us. I knew that if our parents hadn’t stepped into their relationship, she would have married him the first chance that she got. When he married Autumn, I hoped that my chances of marrying her had increased. But then I saw her getting closer to you after losing Atticus. I realized it was only a matter of time before she chose you over me. A part of me hoped that our parents would step in and find a bride for you as well. I know it was selfish of me to wish for it. But now my

swallow. I don’t blame him for wishing for that. I don’t blame

knew that if he asked me to

his head to

one favor as my brother?”

A favor?

“What do you want?” I ask. “I’m willing to do anything as long as it makes it easier

to Anya ever since the day our parents got kidnapped by that witch. She hasn’t been the same. I don’t know if you’ve noticed the change in her behavior, but I pay attention enough to know that she isn’t okay. Don’t ever do anything to hurt her. Don’t ever make her cry like Atticus did when

I stiffen.

when I’d already done something to hurt her? How could I make this promise when I was only marrying Anya because of my feelings

f*****g screwed. My life was

for myself, and I knew that eventually, I wouldn’t be able to bring

her think that my heart was completely hers. It would be wrong of me to let her marry me

kissed for the first time, and now, I don’t think it’s possible for me to ever touch her again. At least, not until I figured out what the hell this thing

as you

and I can see a weight lifted off his

was the first step I had to take to keep my promise to Dante. I jump into my jeep

told me to meet her in front of her home. One thing she never likes doing is bringing me into her house, and I never questioned it. I assumed that she was

smiles, and I immediately pull her into my arms. My heart sank when it felt

combust into flames if I didn’t take her into my arms and

wrong?” Anya asks

“I did something horrible, and I don’t know if you’ll still want to marry me after what

about, Damon?” She demands. “What could you have possibly done that would jeopardize our

I confess. “You’re not the only one I have in my heart Anya. I know that makes

anymore. It was unfair to her to keep the fact

lips part, and I can see the shock in her eyes. Was she shocked by the truth or by the fact that

she?” She

Anya the truth. I couldn’t tell her that it was Clarissa. Even though I wanted to be honest with Anya, I had to protect Clarissa. I didn’t think this through