Traded To The Lycan King by MG Wattsons

Chapter 24

"Merikh POV

I lounge back in the chair on the deck, taking in the clear sky above me, showcasing the stars and the waning moon. My whole body feels like it's vibrating with every emotion. Rage, guilt, betrayal. All of them meld together, ripping through my mental state like nothing I've felt before.

"So you did it, huh?" Hayes says, approaching me from behind. I roll my eyes, knowing I should have expected him and his usual confrontations. It's what makes him such a great beta. That and I can't kill him off for his honesty,

"Hello to you too, brother." I grumble.

I ignore him as he takes a seat next to me, sighing heavily, keeping my eyes trained on the sky.

"So how did she take it?" he asks, and I scoff.

How did she take it? Not fucking well. That's for sure. Hell, the more I think about it, the more I try to convince myself I didn't see how hurt she was. How betrayed she was. But I need to get used to that look, and the feeling it carves into my s

"I think.. I exhale, looking over at him finally, "I think I broke her heart."

"Of course you did, Merikh. You took her options away." He says like she ever actually had any.

"What option? Could you explain what exactly I took from her?"

"Well, her choice, for starters.

"We both know that the blood oath is entirely reversible." I grumble. "I took nothing from her, I just delayed it."

"We know that, but she doesn't. How can she when you refuse to tell her you guys are second chance mates?"

"Colette agreed to this. Okay? She agreed to being Luna and take my mark one day." I say, sitting up and swinging to face him.

soul.

"Yes, but she meant being marked. Not the blood oath that you use on a top warrior or someone you have to keep close."

"Damn it, Hayes" I growl. "Without this oath blocking the pull to her, I will lose control! It's intoxicating, SHE is intoxicating. I want to claim her. Shit, more than I wanted to claim Lauren. It's like a festering inside my chest, like a fucking infection that keeps growing. There is no antidote or cutting it out. But this oath, it's a bandaid. It buys me time, it's to keep me sane,"

"Buys you

time for what?" He scoffs.

"To figure out what the hell to do next!" I stand abruptly.

You should have just told her you are second chance mates, so that she knows the oath can be broken when you mark her."

"I want a mate I can trust!" I roar, my chest pinching at the memory of Colette kissing Grady. The moment my trust for her shattered. "How does telling her prove this I can trust her?"

"Forcing that trust isn't real trust." Hayes says softly and I chuckle dryly

choosers," I mutter,

are the alpha. You don't

I shouldn't

pity party yet?" Hayes says, his voice firm, like he is fed

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collar. "Hayes, it is my job to take care of this pack My job to finish what father tried to fix before MY MATE fucking killed him with her vampire lover." I release him, but I stay

found them. Dad's dead body laying at the feet of the traitorous bitch who had told me the night before she wanted to carry my pups.

forgets the whispers; the rumors doubting me and my role in all of this. Lauren had planted seeds, and they bloomed into black blossoms of doubt overnight after

was my mate who fucked our pack over. It was me trusting her, and the wrong people on the committee that have the Lycans weaker than we have ever been, and the werewolves exposed to the fucking other supernatural asstards that can use them how they please. This isn't a pity party. This is me trying to plan

oath where she can't backstab you, while you use

"I need to trust

that is the real reason." He whispers, looking disappointed in me. "You wanted her to be forced to stay by your

her wouldn't have the same

scoffs, dragging his hand over

much for our pack and you are sacrificing so much to do what you think is best..But you are on the path to messing this up beyond repair" I

I mutter and

to smooth this over before your committee meeting" He says, looking at me. "I mean it,

you suppose I do that

chance mates. Go tell her why she is so important. Tell the poor woman who she is. She

past." I bite out. "We need the element

don't want to tell her all of that yet? Fine. But the

stare at him, seeing more and more of dad in him every day. Hayes has the heart of our mother and the wise words of our father. The combination always brings me comfort after pissing me off first. So instead of taking his

hands in my pocket. "Okay, I will tell her what she is to

eye grow wide and then he smirks

when you are done. I have to know how she responds. Do you think she will slap you?" He teases and I frown. From a wise father like figure to idiot brother in

what I did. Maybe if he were a more controlled beast, we wouldn't have

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the emotions brewing. The anger I feel for her and the ache in my chest to hold her. Such conflicting emotions are becoming a constant in

and raw. There are no tears anymore, only the residue from the ones that have fallen and my heart breaks. I did that.

you." I swallow, "If you

a choice?" She clips

her the ability to push me the way I have done to her. Instead,

you need?" she asks, her voice small and

mark you. If you want me to mark you." I say, fumbling over my words, choosing the most direct

maid, but I

loopholes," I remind her and

me finding my second chance mate, and

find you." I swallow, my

suppose. She furrows

the pull, didn't you?