Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Fantasies Of My Brother: 1

She has a crush on her older brother...

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Sean was my older brother and for a long time I'd had a crush on him. He was pretty much the worst guy I could possibly be attracted to as far as I was concerned. For starters, there next to no chance he would ever feel the same way about his annoying, eighteen-year-old little sister as I felt about him.

It wasn't just that he was completely unattainable, that was pretty common for crushes as far as I could tell. It was always having him around, never getting a break from the fantasies floating around in my head. Every time I met him in the hallway coming out of the shower with his hair still damp and a towel wrapped around his waist, every time I watched him swimming laps in the pool in our backyard, thoughts would surface in my head and drive me crazy.

He really was good looking, it wasn't just me who thought so. My friends talked about it sometimes, occasionally admitting their own crushes on him, but of course I could never tell them how I felt. That was one of the worst parts about it; I had nobody to talk to.

The guilt had been really bad when I first realized how I felt about him, but that had faded over time. These days the main concern I had as I lay in bed at night masturbating to images of my brother was that someone would find out. In my mind that would be disaster. Who would ever want to hang out with me if they knew something like that about me? Especially Sean. He was a pretty good older brother to me once he grew out of constantly picking on me but I was sure if he ever found out about my crush he would want nothing to do with me.

Fortunately he seemed completely oblivious to the attention I paid him. Given all the times I had caught myself staring at him it was a wonder he hadn't yet noticed.

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I was lying out on a lounger beside our pool working on my tan, nothing uncommon for me during the summer. Sean was just finishing up mowing the lawn and I had of course been surreptitiously watching him whenever he came into view. I had gotten quite good at leaving my eyelids open just enough to see through without anyone being able to tell. And when that was too difficult I could always fall back on simply wearing a pair of sunglasses.

Eventually he put the mower away in the garage and came over to sit down on the chair next to mine. He didn't speak for a minute or two, and I did my best to pretend I didn't even notice him.

"How's the tan coming Ashley?" he asked.

I shrugged, "not bad. Need more sunny days like this, it's been too cloudy lately."

"Should make sure you don't burn," he said casually.

"I'm being careful," I replied, completely failing to pick up on his tone.

we

finally catching on to what he was up

and pushed my hair back

have my top please?" I

been lying on my stomach and had untied my bikini top to avoid getting a tan line across my back. Sean didn't realize that when he picked me up

it on, giving me what privacy he could. "Sorry about that Ash, I

know it wasn't on purpose, it's

little upset; I wasn't though. It really was just an accident, not like he was being mean. Aside from throwing me in the pool

toward the pool as he stood there awkwardly. Instead I picked up my towel and headed inside. A new fantasy was already building in my mind and I wanted to get to my room as quickly as possible. I forced myself to dry off properly first, no point dripping water over the floor and getting in

bed within seconds. Various scenarios played out in my head

him and I would pretend not to like it but he would ignore me. I would end up on the ground running my fingers through

I would just stand there as he felt me up, then our eyes would meet and he would kiss me. It would be gentle at first, then his tongue

always ended up fucking beside the pool, that was the part that turned me on the most. I came three times just thinking about it and eventually had

had been at it for almost an hour which was a pretty long time even for me. My

didn't overdo it and pass out

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mean he actually

Julie on the phone when the story

tell anyone about it, but she was my best friend and I knew she would

It was kinda funny actually when he realized

you think its going to be awkward between

a big deal really. He probably doesn't even care except

a pause on the other end and I almost thought we might

dunno Ash, he might have been embarrassed because he liked seeing you, y'know,

that she somehow found out about my fantasies. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. She didn't actually know anything, she was just