Cuddle-slut: 4
April held me and gently rocked me while I calmed down. Strange as it was,
considering she was the reason I was crying to begin with, it actually helped a lot. She
made me feel safe, even if that safety might have been an illusion.
"It's okay, it's all okay," she whispered.
"How can it possibly be okay?"
"Because it is. Because I said so. Because I love you no matter what."
"That's... kind of a good answer."
"Of course it is. You didn't think I was going to hate you or something, did you?"
I shrugged and tried to relax, though it was next to impossible to do so. I couldn't help being tense when I was so close to April and I no longer knew exactly where we stood. "So now what?" I asked.
"Well, we can talk if you want. Or we can just sit here for a while. Or I can give you some space if it'll help. It's up to you really."
"Could you stop being so nice about this? I don't really know how to deal with it."
April hugged me tighter. "Nope, I'm gonna be as nice as I want, and there's nothing you can do about it."
"Even though you know how messed up I am? And that you've been my biggest fantasy for a long time."
"I don--"
"And when I stole your clothes and stuff while you were in the shower last time I was here it was mostly to see you naked."
"Yes, even with all that," she said firmly. "I don't know what to tell you about your... feelings for me. All I can do is make sure you know I'm not going to make you deal with them on your own."
I looked at her, comparing her reassuring smile with how I imagined my uncertain, tear-streaked face. She had put up with so much from me over the years, and once again she was dealing with my shit far better than I deserved. It made things both easier and harder at the same time.
Ariimpuise, airrwith my cypriar lider' or fittryckt Jerhirrhiti Trantecriny Treck'upraîter kissed her. She clearly wasn't expecting it and pulled away quickly, but not before I got to feel the softness of her lips against mine for the first time.
"Okay, now you're pushing it," she said, though still with no trace of anger.
"I know," I said.
I kissed her again and I was able to hold it for longer before she was able to gently push me away.
"I'm serious," she said, wagging a finger in my face. "That was your freebie. You know
tie you up if I have
kinda like when you tie
in resignation. "You are so...
of a pain in the butt,
everything, I was beginning to feel
****
that I probably wouldn't be able to get away with anymore. I'd have to be more
if she found out, that would be the end of our relationship. The
next morning, I stumbled sleepily into the kitchen where April was already in the midst of getting pancakes together. I sat
greeted me in a sing-songy
still cheerful,"
probably gotten some proper sleep. I was having to make do with the sporadic few hours I'd
up the batter. "Just because you might think the world's ending, doesn't mean it
forward on
silliness, instead focusing on pouring the batter into the frying pan. I noted absently that the shorts she was wearing fit her butt really nicely, but then, most
my butt?" she asked,
I'm watching you, you know. It's
this morning. I better get you some
and eat at the same time. I'm very talented that
up: .net is the only place to read the complete version of this book for
soon enough the first
front of me, making a
don't deserve you," I
the first time I've waited on your
and you just keep putting up with me
think, and... I don't
myself in a bad mood all over again, and I stared down despondently at my plate. She'd
from behind and pulling me
on yourself," she said. "I mean it. I love you and I like having you around, alright?
make me feel better. A small but genuine smile formed on my lips at the sheer ridiculousness of
guess that's a fair deal,"
you'd
and I started picking at the ones already on my plate. They were delicious, of course, and I found once I started eating that I had more of
the dishes after I was done, which was probably a first for me. April, having started after me, was still eating and got to watch me work for a change. I doubted it had quite the same effect
girl?" I asked, pretty much speaking as the
was a slight pause, and I wasn't sure whether it was because April had to think about her answer or just because
"No," she said.
"Ever thought about it?"
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
The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!