Cuddle-slut: 4
April held me and gently rocked me while I calmed down. Strange as it was,
considering she was the reason I was crying to begin with, it actually helped a lot. She
made me feel safe, even if that safety might have been an illusion.
"It's okay, it's all okay," she whispered.
"How can it possibly be okay?"
"Because it is. Because I said so. Because I love you no matter what."
"That's... kind of a good answer."
"Of course it is. You didn't think I was going to hate you or something, did you?"
I shrugged and tried to relax, though it was next to impossible to do so. I couldn't help being tense when I was so close to April and I no longer knew exactly where we stood. "So now what?" I asked.
"Well, we can talk if you want. Or we can just sit here for a while. Or I can give you some space if it'll help. It's up to you really."
"Could you stop being so nice about this? I don't really know how to deal with it."
April hugged me tighter. "Nope, I'm gonna be as nice as I want, and there's nothing you can do about it."
"Even though you know how messed up I am? And that you've been my biggest fantasy for a long time."
"I don--"
"And when I stole your clothes and stuff while you were in the shower last time I was here it was mostly to see you naked."
"Yes, even with all that," she said firmly. "I don't know what to tell you about your... feelings for me. All I can do is make sure you know I'm not going to make you deal with them on your own."
I looked at her, comparing her reassuring smile with how I imagined my uncertain, tear-streaked face. She had put up with so much from me over the years, and once again she was dealing with my shit far better than I deserved. It made things both easier and harder at the same time.
Ariimpuise, airrwith my cypriar lider' or fittryckt Jerhirrhiti Trantecriny Treck'upraîter kissed her. She clearly wasn't expecting it and pulled away quickly, but not before I got to feel the softness of her lips against mine for the first time.
"Okay, now you're pushing it," she said, though still with no trace of anger.
"I know," I said.
I kissed her again and I was able to hold it for longer before she was able to gently push me away.
"I'm serious," she said, wagging a finger in my face. "That was your freebie. You know
to tie you up if I have
when you tie me
in resignation. "You are so...
I'm kind of a pain
actually giggled a little, and despite everything, I was beginning
****
cuddling shenanigans for me this time around. In fact, there were quite a few things I'd done in the past that I probably wouldn't be able to get away with anymore.
been a little terrified that if
the midst of getting pancakes together. I
April greeted me in a
you're still cheerful," I
the sporadic few
finished mixing up the batter. "Just because
collapsed forward on the table in
shorts she was wearing fit her butt really nicely,
butt?" she asked, having looked
I said. "I tend to when I'm watching you, you know.
a forthcoming mood this morning. I better get you some food so
and eat at the same time. I'm very talented that
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laughed, and soon enough the first pancakes
plate and set them down in front of me, making
deserve
It's not like this is the first time I've waited on your lazy ass.
you just keep putting up with
I think, and... I
mood all over again, and I stared down despondently at my plate. She'd made the pancakes in little Mickey Mouse shapes
off-guard by April's arms encircling me from behind and
you and I like having you around, alright? That being said,
me feel better. A small but genuine smile formed on my lips at the sheer ridiculousness of the
that's a fair deal,"
thought you'd think
the pancakes before they burned, and I started picking at the ones already on my plate. They were delicious, of course, and I found once I started eating that I had
started after me, was still eating and got to watch me work for a
girl?" I asked, pretty much speaking as the thought popped into my
a slight pause, and I wasn't sure whether it was because April had to think
"No," she said.
"Ever thought about it?"
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