Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Chapter 1845

Cuddle-slut: 4

April held me and gently rocked me while I calmed down. Strange as it was,

considering she was the reason I was crying to begin with, it actually helped a lot. She

made me feel safe, even if that safety might have been an illusion.

"It's okay, it's all okay," she whispered.

"How can it possibly be okay?"

"Because it is. Because I said so. Because I love you no matter what."

"That's... kind of a good answer."

"Of course it is. You didn't think I was going to hate you or something, did you?"

I shrugged and tried to relax, though it was next to impossible to do so. I couldn't help being tense when I was so close to April and I no longer knew exactly where we stood. "So now what?" I asked.

"Well, we can talk if you want. Or we can just sit here for a while. Or I can give you some space if it'll help. It's up to you really."

"Could you stop being so nice about this? I don't really know how to deal with it."

April hugged me tighter. "Nope, I'm gonna be as nice as I want, and there's nothing you can do about it."

"Even though you know how messed up I am? And that you've been my biggest fantasy for a long time."

"I don--"

"And when I stole your clothes and stuff while you were in the shower last time I was here it was mostly to see you naked."

"Yes, even with all that," she said firmly. "I don't know what to tell you about your... feelings for me. All I can do is make sure you know I'm not going to make you deal with them on your own."

I looked at her, comparing her reassuring smile with how I imagined my uncertain, tear-streaked face. She had put up with so much from me over the years, and once again she was dealing with my shit far better than I deserved. It made things both easier and harder at the same time.

Ariimpuise, airrwith my cypriar lider' or fittryckt Jerhirrhiti Trantecriny Treck'upraîter kissed her. She clearly wasn't expecting it and pulled away quickly, but not before I got to feel the softness of her lips against mine for the first time.

"Okay, now you're pushing it," she said, though still with no trace of anger.

"I know," I said.

I kissed her again and I was able to hold it for longer before she was able to gently push me away.

"I'm serious," she said, wagging a finger in my face. "That was your freebie. You know

you up if

when

in resignation. "You are so...

of a pain in

was beginning to feel better. Like things were

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nighttime cuddling shenanigans for me this time around. In fact, there were quite a few things I'd done in the past that I probably wouldn't be able to get away with anymore. I'd have

a relief that she could apparently accept my secret desire for her. I'd always been a little terrified that if she found out, that would be the end of our relationship. The situation wasn't great, but it was nowhere near as bad as it could

already in the midst of getting pancakes together. I sat down heavily on my usual chair

April greeted me

still cheerful,"

proper sleep. I was having to make do with the sporadic few hours I'd squeezed in between thinking and worrying and

the

then collapsed forward on the table

mostly ignored my silliness, instead focusing on pouring the batter into the frying pan. I noted absently that the shorts she was wearing fit her butt really nicely, but then,

staring at my butt?" she asked, having looked back to check on

to when I'm watching you, you know. It's one of your best

I better get you some

and eat at the same

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the first pancakes were

in front of

don't deserve you," I

like this is the first time I've waited on your lazy ass. I'm

keep

and... I

mood all over again, and I stared down despondently at my plate. She'd made the pancakes in little Mickey Mouse shapes for

was caught off-guard by April's arms encircling me from behind and pulling me

it. I love you and I like having you around, alright? That being said, you have been extra needy lately so

to say to make me feel better. A small but genuine smile formed on my lips

that's a fair deal,"

thought you'd think

on my plate. They

for me. April, having started after me, was still eating and got to watch me work for a change. I doubted it had quite the same effect

asked, pretty much speaking as the thought popped

was a slight pause, and I wasn't sure whether it was because April

"No," she said.

"Ever thought about it?"

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