Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Cuddle-slut: 4

April held me and gently rocked me while I calmed down. Strange as it was,

considering she was the reason I was crying to begin with, it actually helped a lot. She

made me feel safe, even if that safety might have been an illusion.

"It's okay, it's all okay," she whispered.

"How can it possibly be okay?"

"Because it is. Because I said so. Because I love you no matter what."

"That's... kind of a good answer."

"Of course it is. You didn't think I was going to hate you or something, did you?"

I shrugged and tried to relax, though it was next to impossible to do so. I couldn't help being tense when I was so close to April and I no longer knew exactly where we stood. "So now what?" I asked.

"Well, we can talk if you want. Or we can just sit here for a while. Or I can give you some space if it'll help. It's up to you really."

"Could you stop being so nice about this? I don't really know how to deal with it."

April hugged me tighter. "Nope, I'm gonna be as nice as I want, and there's nothing you can do about it."

"Even though you know how messed up I am? And that you've been my biggest fantasy for a long time."

"I don--"

"And when I stole your clothes and stuff while you were in the shower last time I was here it was mostly to see you naked."

"Yes, even with all that," she said firmly. "I don't know what to tell you about your... feelings for me. All I can do is make sure you know I'm not going to make you deal with them on your own."

I looked at her, comparing her reassuring smile with how I imagined my uncertain, tear-streaked face. She had put up with so much from me over the years, and once again she was dealing with my shit far better than I deserved. It made things both easier and harder at the same time.

Ariimpuise, airrwith my cypriar lider' or fittryckt Jerhirrhiti Trantecriny Treck'upraîter kissed her. She clearly wasn't expecting it and pulled away quickly, but not before I got to feel the softness of her lips against mine for the first time.

"Okay, now you're pushing it," she said, though still with no trace of anger.

"I know," I said.

I kissed her again and I was able to hold it for longer before she was able to gently push me away.

"I'm serious," she said, wagging a finger in my face. "That was your freebie. You know

to tie you up if I

kinda like when you tie me

in resignation. "You are

I'm kind of a pain in the butt, aren't

actually giggled a little, and despite everything, I was beginning to feel better. Like things were actually

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time around. In fact, there were quite a few things I'd done in the past that I probably wouldn't be able to get away with anymore. I'd have to be more careful around my sister in the future, and I hated being

secret desire for her. I'd always been a little terrified that if she found out, that

where April was already in the midst of getting pancakes together. I

April greeted me in a sing-songy

still

sleep. I was having to make do with the sporadic few hours I'd squeezed in between thinking and

cheerful," she said as she finished mixing up the

said, then collapsed forward on the

mostly ignored my silliness, instead focusing on pouring the batter into the frying pan. I noted absently that the shorts she was wearing fit her butt really nicely, but then, most of her clothes did. She

my butt?" she asked, having looked back to check

I'm watching you, you know. It's one of your

in a forthcoming mood this morning. I better get you some food so you stop

have sexy thoughts and eat at the same time. I'm very talented

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first pancakes were ready. She

on a plate and set them down in front of me, making a

don't deserve you,"

to mean? It's not like this is the first

and you just keep putting up with me no matter what

think, and... I don't deserve

stared down despondently at my plate. She'd made the

was caught off-guard by April's arms encircling me from behind and pulling me into a

you and I like having you around, alright? That being said, you have been extra needy lately so I'm making you

on my lips at the sheer ridiculousness of the idea that washing the dishes could

a fair

you'd

rushed back to the stove to take care of the pancakes before they burned, and I started picking at the ones already on my

the dishes after I was done, which was probably a first for me. April, having started after me, was still eating and got to watch me work for a change. I doubted it had quite the same effect on

asked, pretty much speaking as the thought popped

was a slight pause, and I wasn't sure whether it was because April had to

"No," she said.

"Ever thought about it?"