Cuddle-slut: 4
April held me and gently rocked me while I calmed down. Strange as it was,
considering she was the reason I was crying to begin with, it actually helped a lot. She
made me feel safe, even if that safety might have been an illusion.
"It's okay, it's all okay," she whispered.
"How can it possibly be okay?"
"Because it is. Because I said so. Because I love you no matter what."
"That's... kind of a good answer."
"Of course it is. You didn't think I was going to hate you or something, did you?"
I shrugged and tried to relax, though it was next to impossible to do so. I couldn't help being tense when I was so close to April and I no longer knew exactly where we stood. "So now what?" I asked.
"Well, we can talk if you want. Or we can just sit here for a while. Or I can give you some space if it'll help. It's up to you really."
"Could you stop being so nice about this? I don't really know how to deal with it."
April hugged me tighter. "Nope, I'm gonna be as nice as I want, and there's nothing you can do about it."
"Even though you know how messed up I am? And that you've been my biggest fantasy for a long time."
"I don--"
"And when I stole your clothes and stuff while you were in the shower last time I was here it was mostly to see you naked."
"Yes, even with all that," she said firmly. "I don't know what to tell you about your... feelings for me. All I can do is make sure you know I'm not going to make you deal with them on your own."
I looked at her, comparing her reassuring smile with how I imagined my uncertain, tear-streaked face. She had put up with so much from me over the years, and once again she was dealing with my shit far better than I deserved. It made things both easier and harder at the same time.
Ariimpuise, airrwith my cypriar lider' or fittryckt Jerhirrhiti Trantecriny Treck'upraîter kissed her. She clearly wasn't expecting it and pulled away quickly, but not before I got to feel the softness of her lips against mine for the first time.
"Okay, now you're pushing it," she said, though still with no trace of anger.
"I know," I said.
I kissed her again and I was able to hold it for longer before she was able to gently push me away.
"I'm serious," she said, wagging a finger in my face. "That was your freebie. You know
you
like when
her head in resignation. "You are
a pain in the butt, aren't
was beginning to feel better.
****
done in the past that I probably wouldn't be able to get away with anymore.
little terrified that if she found out, that would
the next morning, I stumbled sleepily into the kitchen where April was already in the midst of getting pancakes together. I sat down heavily
April greeted me in
still cheerful,"
the sporadic few hours I'd squeezed in between thinking and worrying and trying to get comfortable on that
as she finished mixing up the batter.
collapsed forward on the table in
mostly ignored my silliness, instead focusing on pouring the batter into the frying pan. I noted absently that the shorts she was wearing fit her butt really nicely, but then, most of her clothes did. She had a nice
at my butt?" she asked, having looked
said. "I tend to when I'm watching you, you know. It's one of your best
mood this morning. I better get you some food so you stop having sexy thoughts about
luck with that. I can have sexy thoughts and eat at the same time. I'm very talented that
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the first pancakes were ready. She brought
plate and set them down in front of me, making a second trip to get
don't deserve
is the first time
just keep putting up with me no matter what I
think, and... I don't deserve
stared down despondently at my plate. She'd made the pancakes in little Mickey
from behind and pulling me into a quick, but
mean it. I love you and I like having you around, alright? That being said, you have been
better. A small but genuine smile formed on my lips at the sheer ridiculousness of the idea that washing the dishes could pay
guess that's a fair
you'd think
take care of the pancakes before they burned, and I started picking at the ones already on my plate. They were delicious, of course,
after me, was still eating and got to
you ever messed around with another girl?" I asked, pretty
was because April had to
"No," she said.
"Ever thought about it?"
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