Cuddle-slut: 5

"You can't keep doing things like this," April said.

"Why not? It's been working so far."

"Because...." She had to stop and wait for someone to go by us and get out of earshot. "Because it's going to force me to make a very difficult choice," she said in a low voice.

"What choice?"

"I... look, just wait until we have some privacy okay? This isn't the place to talk about it."

She was right, there were far too many people around to be discussing all the details of our relationship. At the same time, now I was curious what she wanted to say and it took all my willpower not to keep pestering her.

"I'm kinda thinking about making a cake," April said as we passed the baking section. "It's been a while since I've done one. It's way too much to eat when I'm all on my own. What do you think?"

"Hm, yeah. Sounds good," I said distractedly.

"You're not listening, are you?"

"I'm sort of listening."

"If you say so."

April grabbed a few supplies that she needed and we carried on. I was so anxious to hear what she wanted to say that I wasn't even sure what else we got along the way. I completely zoned out as I followed her through the rest of the aisles and to the check- out.

Finally we made it back the car, and I barely waited until we had both sat down before bringing the subject back up.

"What did you want to tell me?" I asked.

"Put your seatbelt on," she said instead of answering.

She started driving and I had to leave her alone for a few seconds while I fumbled with

my seatbelt that had somehow gotten twisted.

"Come on," I said. "What were you gonna say?

April sighed. "Okay, listen. I wasn't entirely honest with you about everything. I have actually messed around with another girl once."

"Really?"

"Yes, really. It was just some kissing and touching, and I guess once we got topless, but that's it."

And why didn't you want me to

well... it's complicated. Which is part of the reason I didn't want to talk about

I just wanna know

don't know. I mean, yes it felt good, I guess. But

It all just got weird and neither of us knew

"Oh."

who my sister might have experimented with, probably one of her friends, and imagined her making out

good when I kiss

said.

"What, I'm just asking."

but if I say yes you're just going to use that as an excuse to keep pushing and keep

be okay

be confusing. Plus there'd be a really good chance that you could get hurt, and I don't want that. I don't know that I can ever return the feelings you have for me. That's pretty much

but she'd come close enough. If I could just get her to admit it for real, both to me

****

yet to see her make enough of a mess

into cheerleader costumes or French maid outfits. Plus, when I had just the right angle from the front and she was wearing shorts or a skirt, I

April was fully aware that I was checking her out. There was hardly any point in being subtle about it anymore, and I basically just propped my head up on my arms on the

look good in

mean the

Looks sexy on

so casual about my perverse attraction to her sometimes, yet she had also made it clear that

you know. For me,

looking and gently, but quickly, ran my hands under her shirt and around her waist. I pressed right up behind her and rested my chin on her shoulder. She tried to turn around, probably to chastise me once again, but I held her tighter and made sure she couldn't move until she

you don't take my threats seriously," she said. "But we've been over this. You can't be doing these

I may not act all that mature most of the time, but I am old enough to make my own decisions. I know you're worried about hurting

pry my hands from around

"It's not a great situation no matter how you look

everything." "No, I can't, but I should at least be able to

where I was and started nuzzling

feels okay, doesn't

didn't answer right away until I kissed the side of her

nearly breaking as she spoke. "It's

comfortable with it," I finished for her. She nodded and I

her. "You don't know if you could love

just don't.

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