Cuddle-slut: 5

"You can't keep doing things like this," April said.

"Why not? It's been working so far."

"Because...." She had to stop and wait for someone to go by us and get out of earshot. "Because it's going to force me to make a very difficult choice," she said in a low voice.

"What choice?"

"I... look, just wait until we have some privacy okay? This isn't the place to talk about it."

She was right, there were far too many people around to be discussing all the details of our relationship. At the same time, now I was curious what she wanted to say and it took all my willpower not to keep pestering her.

"I'm kinda thinking about making a cake," April said as we passed the baking section. "It's been a while since I've done one. It's way too much to eat when I'm all on my own. What do you think?"

"Hm, yeah. Sounds good," I said distractedly.

"You're not listening, are you?"

"I'm sort of listening."

"If you say so."

April grabbed a few supplies that she needed and we carried on. I was so anxious to hear what she wanted to say that I wasn't even sure what else we got along the way. I completely zoned out as I followed her through the rest of the aisles and to the check- out.

Finally we made it back the car, and I barely waited until we had both sat down before bringing the subject back up.

"What did you want to tell me?" I asked.

"Put your seatbelt on," she said instead of answering.

She started driving and I had to leave her alone for a few seconds while I fumbled with

my seatbelt that had somehow gotten twisted.

"Come on," I said. "What were you gonna say?

April sighed. "Okay, listen. I wasn't entirely honest with you about everything. I have actually messed around with another girl once."

"Really?"

"Yes, really. It was just some kissing and touching, and I guess once we got topless, but that's it."

why didn't

part of the reason I didn't want to talk

been that complicated. I just wanna know how it

mean, yes it felt good, I guess. But I was never really that into her

neither of us knew what we wanted and it almost ended

"Oh."

processing the new information. I tried to think of who my sister might have experimented with, probably one of

it feel good when I kiss you?" I

said. "Don't

"What, I'm just asking."

just going to use that as an excuse to keep pushing and keep trying to get more

wouldn't that be okay

and I don't want that. I don't know that

a point, probably, but I was focusing almost exclusively on the idea that she might have liked it when I kissed her. She hadn't said it directly, but she'd come close enough. If I could just get her to admit it

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though I had yet to see her make enough of a mess to warrant it. She didn't know it, but it was a very bad choice for getting

into cheerleader costumes or French maid outfits. Plus, when I had just the right angle from the front and she was wearing

any point in being subtle about it anymore, and I basically just propped my

look good in

you mean

Looks sexy on

just shrugged off my comment. She was so casual about my perverse attraction to her sometimes, yet she had also made it

in doubt, go with what you know. For me, that

waist. I pressed right up behind her and rested my chin on her shoulder. She tried to turn around, probably to chastise me once again,

know perfectly well you don't take my threats seriously," she said. "But we've been over this. You can't be doing these kinds of

enough to make my own decisions. I know you're worried about hurting me, and maybe you will, but what you don't get is that

to pry my hands from around

not a great situation no matter how you look at it. But trust me, it can

me grow up. You can't protect me from everything." "No, I can't, but

fighting me and went back to her mixing. If she hoped I'd get bored and go away, she was sadly mistaken. I stayed right where I was and started nuzzling at her neck. My hands roamed a little, but mostly stayed in innocent

okay, doesn't it?" I

I kissed the side of

her voice nearly breaking as

comfortable with it," I finished for her. She nodded and

her. "You don't know if you could love me that

just don't. I'm

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