Cuddle-slut: 5

"You can't keep doing things like this," April said.

"Why not? It's been working so far."

"Because...." She had to stop and wait for someone to go by us and get out of earshot. "Because it's going to force me to make a very difficult choice," she said in a low voice.

"What choice?"

"I... look, just wait until we have some privacy okay? This isn't the place to talk about it."

She was right, there were far too many people around to be discussing all the details of our relationship. At the same time, now I was curious what she wanted to say and it took all my willpower not to keep pestering her.

"I'm kinda thinking about making a cake," April said as we passed the baking section. "It's been a while since I've done one. It's way too much to eat when I'm all on my own. What do you think?"

"Hm, yeah. Sounds good," I said distractedly.

"You're not listening, are you?"

"I'm sort of listening."

"If you say so."

April grabbed a few supplies that she needed and we carried on. I was so anxious to hear what she wanted to say that I wasn't even sure what else we got along the way. I completely zoned out as I followed her through the rest of the aisles and to the check- out.

Finally we made it back the car, and I barely waited until we had both sat down before bringing the subject back up.

"What did you want to tell me?" I asked.

"Put your seatbelt on," she said instead of answering.

She started driving and I had to leave her alone for a few seconds while I fumbled with

my seatbelt that had somehow gotten twisted.

"Come on," I said. "What were you gonna say?

April sighed. "Okay, listen. I wasn't entirely honest with you about everything. I have actually messed around with another girl once."

"Really?"

"Yes, really. It was just some kissing and touching, and I guess once we got topless, but that's it."

didn't you want me to know

of the reason

have been that complicated. I just wanna know how

good, I guess. But I was never really that

all just got weird and neither of us knew what we wanted and it almost ended

"Oh."

the window for a few minutes, processing the new information. I tried to think of who my sister might have experimented with, probably

feel good when I kiss you?"

she said. "Don't

"What, I'm just asking."

you're just going to use that as an excuse to keep pushing

wouldn't that be okay if we both like

good chance that you could get hurt, and I don't want that. I don't know that I can ever return the feelings you have for me. That's pretty much the bottom line

I kissed her. She hadn't said it directly, but she'd come close enough. If I could just get her to admit it for real, both to me and

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apron before starting to mix up her cake. She sometimes wore one while baking, even though I had yet to see her make enough of a mess to warrant it. She didn't know it, but it

or French maid outfits. Plus, when I had just the right angle from the front and she was wearing shorts or a skirt, I could sometimes pretend that she was naked from the waist down underneath. That was the sort of thing that

was fully aware that I was checking her out. There was hardly any point in being subtle about

look good in that,"

mean the

sexy on

at me, but then just shrugged off my comment. She was so casual about my perverse attraction to her sometimes, yet she had also made it clear that she had some serious issues regarding it. It made deciding

doubt, go with what you

ran my hands under her shirt and around her waist. I pressed right up behind her and rested my chin on her shoulder. She tried to turn around, probably to chastise me once again,

you don't take my threats seriously," she said. "But we've

make my own decisions. I know you're worried about hurting me, and maybe you will, but what you don't get is

paused in her attempt to pry my hands from around her

matter how you look at it. But

from everything." "No, I can't, but I

and went back to her mixing. If she hoped I'd get bored and go away, she was sadly mistaken. I stayed right where I was and started nuzzling at her neck. My hands roamed a little, but mostly stayed in innocent territory. Patient as she was with me, there was still only so much I'd get

doesn't it?"

until I kissed the side of her neck, making her involuntarily tilt her head a

nearly

comfortable with it," I finished for her. She nodded and I

go of her. "You don't know if

don't.

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