Werewolf’s Heartsong by Dizzy izzy

Chapter 27

Alora’s POV

Today seemed to be a day for reliving horrible things, that have happened to me in the past. Unfortunately to figure out what has happened and why, I have to relive the bad, painful, bloody memories. Not a fun adventure. It just further illuminated how fucked up and abusive my family has been to me. ‘Will I ever be able to heal from the wounds they had all gleefully given me?’ I wondered. 2

“How do we heal from all that has been done to us?” I ask Xena.

“I don‘t know...but maybe…? she hesitates.

“Maybe?” I prompt her.

“Maybe we could talk to Luna Ember?’ she’s still hesitant.

I could understand why she was always urging me to talk to someone, to tell them what was happening. And while I would talk about some of it to Darien… I’ve never told him about the full extent of the horrors visited on me. I still haven’t told him about what dad did, that one time he was drunk, shaking my head to avoid that atrocious memory. I focus on what Xena had said.

“I think....you might be right...and maybe we should talk to the Luna I finally say to her. I feel her surprise at my words, already understanding it. “I want to heal, we‘re an Alpha now, we need to be healthy mentally.” I pause a moment. “Well as mentally healthy as we could possibly be, considering all that‘s happened.” I say the last in a dry tone.

Xena snorts at this last comment. She says in a soft tone ‘I‘m glad you‘re

finally going to get us help.‘

myself help I had denied her help. I suddenly felt guilty, I wasn’t the only one experiencing the abuse I suffered. She had too, that suddenly made me realize my silence hadn’t only hurt me, “I‘m so sorry

accept the help too. Besides, we‘re stronger now than any other wolf here, except for Alpha Andrew.’ she says. I chuckle at the last bit. I love my wolf, she’s so special. “I promise, we‘ll talk to Luna Ember soon.” I tell her. I would seek help, not just for me, but for Xena too. It wasn’t just me who

to me, and practically pushing me to the floor from my seat,

his fight.” I tell Xena. I struggled to keep from looking guilty as I met his annoyed gaze, and failed miserably. “I’m sorry.” I finally say after a

the answer then said in a rush “But I may know who put the chains on me and Xena!” I finished brightly, Hoping I’m forgiven for finding

into my eyes and says. “Tell me everything and

ANO

an excited puppy before whining

told me, what the Moon Goddess had said. He’s

mate because he was not blond haired and blue eyed, yeah?” I nod. “And because of this she doesn’t receive the Goddess’s acknowledgment like she was going to, and was not allowed to ascend?” I nod again. “So her first daughter, the one she rejected her destined mate for, the one that comes out as desired, is the one that will

acknowledged by the Goddess?” he goes

to have will have the blessing right?” he asks, another nod from me. “So at that point she’s probably thinking, that’s fine, because she still expecting that you’ll come out blond hair and blue eyed too?” another nod. “But the message

about what the First Alpha looked like, just what the first Alpha’s accomplishments were, this meant you were going to be what brought the family to a high status permanently.” Nod. “But when you came out with dark skin, hair and purple eyes, she was faced with the very reason she rejected her mate for, to avoid

coloring.”

with this. “So she’s furious, the child with the wrong coloring is the one to be blessed by the Goddess, she

full of questions. But one that nagged me enough to ask out loud. “Why didn’t they have anymore children after me?” Looking at the fight happening without really seeing it. Then Darien next to me straightens saying . “Oh! I know the answer to this one.” He said. I look back at him,

virtue young one.” He says in a faked wise

:50 AM

not even a month after having you. She was

survive, the accident had caused the umbilical cord to detach, he suffocated in the womb.” he pauses. “Your mom’s womb never healed right