Werewolf’s Heartsong by Dizzy izzy

Chapter 27

Alora’s POV

Today seemed to be a day for reliving horrible things, that have happened to me in the past. Unfortunately to figure out what has happened and why, I have to relive the bad, painful, bloody memories. Not a fun adventure. It just further illuminated how fucked up and abusive my family has been to me. ‘Will I ever be able to heal from the wounds they had all gleefully given me?’ I wondered. 2

“How do we heal from all that has been done to us?” I ask Xena.

“I don‘t know...but maybe…? she hesitates.

“Maybe?” I prompt her.

“Maybe we could talk to Luna Ember?’ she’s still hesitant.

I could understand why she was always urging me to talk to someone, to tell them what was happening. And while I would talk about some of it to Darien… I’ve never told him about the full extent of the horrors visited on me. I still haven’t told him about what dad did, that one time he was drunk, shaking my head to avoid that atrocious memory. I focus on what Xena had said.

“I think....you might be right...and maybe we should talk to the Luna I finally say to her. I feel her surprise at my words, already understanding it. “I want to heal, we‘re an Alpha now, we need to be healthy mentally.” I pause a moment. “Well as mentally healthy as we could possibly be, considering all that‘s happened.” I say the last in a dry tone.

Xena snorts at this last comment. She says in a soft tone ‘I‘m glad you‘re

finally going to get us help.‘

guilty, I wasn’t the only one experiencing the abuse I suffered. She had too, that suddenly made me realize my silence hadn’t only hurt me,

we‘re stronger now than any other wolf here, except for Alpha Andrew.’ she says. I chuckle at the last bit. I love my wolf, she’s so special. “I promise, we‘ll

sitting next to me, and practically pushing me to the

going on. “Shit, we didn‘t pay attention to his fight.” I tell Xena. I struggled to keep from looking guilty as I met

then said in a rush “But I may know

arms. With a firm but gentle shake, he gazes intently into my eyes and says. “Tell me everything and all will be forgiven.” I laugh. “Ok, but you have to let me go first.” I tell him. He lets go of my arms and

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then wiggles like an excited puppy before whining “Tell meeee. making

I had time to tell him everything Xena and I discussed. Telling him what Xena told me, what the Moon Goddess had said. He’s silent for awhile looking

because he was not blond haired and blue eyed, yeah?” I nod. “And because of this she doesn’t receive the Goddess’s acknowledgment like she was going to, and was not allowed to ascend?” I nod again. “So her first daughter, the one she rejected her destined

acknowledged by the Goddess?” he

she is to have will have the blessing right?” he asks, another nod from me. “So at that point she’s probably thinking, that’s fine, because she still expecting that you’ll come out blond hair and blue eyed too?”

the Goddess told her this she probably was not thinking about what the First Alpha looked like, just what the first Alpha’s accomplishments were, this meant you were going to be what brought the family to a high status permanently.” Nod. “But when

coloring.”

I think I know where he’s going with this. “So she’s furious, the child with the wrong coloring is the one to be blessed by the Goddess, she can’t accept that so she has the Witch bind your powers and your wolf,

without really seeing it. Then Darien next to me straightens saying . “Oh! I know the answer to this one.” He said. I look back at him, he turns to face me. “Well” I finally say impatient, this only makes

young one.” He says in a faked wise mans

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expense for a moment, then sobers up. “Your mom got pregnant not even a month after having you. She was five months along when she was in an accident taking you to a routine well pup check.” I’m shocked, I hadn’t known

He didn’t survive, the accident had caused the umbilical cord to detach, he suffocated in the womb.” he pauses. “Your mom’s womb never healed right from the injury, she kept experiencing excruciating pain and heavy bleeding for