Werewolf’s Heartsong by Dizzy izzy

Chapter 27

Alora’s POV

Today seemed to be a day for reliving horrible things, that have happened to me in the past. Unfortunately to figure out what has happened and why, I have to relive the bad, painful, bloody memories. Not a fun adventure. It just further illuminated how fucked up and abusive my family has been to me. ‘Will I ever be able to heal from the wounds they had all gleefully given me?’ I wondered. 2

“How do we heal from all that has been done to us?” I ask Xena.

“I don‘t know...but maybe…? she hesitates.

“Maybe?” I prompt her.

“Maybe we could talk to Luna Ember?’ she’s still hesitant.

I could understand why she was always urging me to talk to someone, to tell them what was happening. And while I would talk about some of it to Darien… I’ve never told him about the full extent of the horrors visited on me. I still haven’t told him about what dad did, that one time he was drunk, shaking my head to avoid that atrocious memory. I focus on what Xena had said.

“I think....you might be right...and maybe we should talk to the Luna I finally say to her. I feel her surprise at my words, already understanding it. “I want to heal, we‘re an Alpha now, we need to be healthy mentally.” I pause a moment. “Well as mentally healthy as we could possibly be, considering all that‘s happened.” I say the last in a dry tone.

Xena snorts at this last comment. She says in a soft tone ‘I‘m glad you‘re

finally going to get us help.‘

experiencing the abuse I suffered. She

I love my wolf, she’s so special. “I promise, we‘ll talk to Luna Ember soon.” I tell her. I would seek help, not just for me, but for Xena too. It wasn’t just me who

Darien sitting next to me, and practically pushing me to the floor from my

“Shit, we didn‘t pay attention to his fight.” I tell Xena. I struggled to keep from looking guilty as I met his annoyed gaze, and failed miserably. “I’m sorry.” I finally say after

Was his questioned accusation. Cringing, a guilty half smile on my face. “Noooooo…..” I draw out the answer then said in a rush “But

upper arms. With a firm but gentle shake, he gazes intently into my eyes and says. “Tell me everything and all will be forgiven.” I laugh. “Ok,

ANO

before whining “Tell meeee.

fights before his and my second fights, so I had time to tell him everything Xena and I discussed. Telling him what Xena told me, what the Moon Goddess had said. He’s silent for awhile looking contemplative. “I have a couple of theories about this.” he finally tells me. “OK.” I say. “What

I nod. “And because of this she doesn’t receive the Goddess’s acknowledgment like she was going to, and was not allowed to ascend?” I nod again. “So her first daughter, the one she rejected her destined mate for,

Goddess?” he goes

point she’s probably thinking, that’s fine, because she still expecting that you’ll come out blond hair and blue eyed too?” another nod. “But the message from the Goddess was, the one most like the first Alpha.” by this point I’m feeling like a bobble head toy with

she probably was not thinking about what the First Alpha looked like, just what the first Alpha’s accomplishments were, this meant you were going to be what brought the family to a high status permanently.”

coloring.”

by the Goddess, she can’t accept

“Why didn’t they have anymore children after me?” Looking at the fight happening without really seeing it. Then Darien next to me straightens saying . “Oh! I know the answer to this one.” He said. I look back at him, he turns to face me. “Well” I

He says in a faked

:50 AM

moment, then sobers up. “Your mom got pregnant not even a month after having you. She was five months along when she was in an

was a boy, a dark skinned black hair boy. He didn’t survive, the accident had caused the umbilical cord to detach, he suffocated in the womb.” he pauses. “Your mom’s womb never