What Separates Me and You

Chapter 121 Calm And Heartless

Sierra sat frozen in her seat, complex emotions swirling in her eyes.

“Sierra, I can’t marry you.’

It was that sentence again. Each time those words reached her ears, it felt like he had repeatedly thrust a knife into her chest.

She bit her lip, her tears threatening to fall.

Lewis continued, “Take care of yourself.”

Sierra remained silent, finding his words utterly ridiculous. He had actually told her to take care of herself.

It was inconceivable that someone like him would utter such words.

It was clearly an excuse!

“Do you love me, Lewis?” she asked.

“What is love?”

“I should be asking you that. You’ve always treated me well, accommodating my requests, even the ones that required you to drive two hours here just to pick me up and indulge my whims. Tell me then, if this is not love, then what is?” Sierra stared at him, attempting to gauge his reaction.

Unfortunately, it was too dark inside the car. When the passing lights briefly illuminated his profile, all she could discern was his usual coldness.

It was the type of coldness that seeped through, even when he wore a smile.

The closer one approached him, the more they sensed the suffocating and desolate chill he undeniably emitted.

Lewis did not answer her. Instead, he focused on the road ahead as he drove, not even sparing her a glance.

“Every time I ask you this, you would only answer me with silence.” Sierra sniffed. The tears streaming down her face were beginning to smudge her makeup.

Just as she was about to wipe her tears with her sleeve, a slender hand extended a piece of tissue toward her.

In a fit of spite, Sierra snatched the tissue and wiped her face hastily.

She didn’t bother asking him anymore. Every time she asked, it only brought her pain. She was the only one suffering anyway.

They claimed that when love was reciprocated, it would be palpable in every fiber of your being. Yet, with Lewis, Josephine couldn’t detect a single ounce of that affection.

Sometimes, she thought Lewis loved her deeply. Other times, she thought she meant nothing

at all to him.

Several years had passed, yet the feelings persisted, caught in an unending pendulum swing between opposite ends of the spectrum.

Whether he loved her or not, it would only count if he was the one who admitted it himself.

her off at the hotel. Turning his head slightly, he told her,

here. Get out.”

was

place.

called out.

raised her head. As she’d been crying earlier, there were black rings around her eyes- she looked

as she opened her mouth

to someone else

“No.”

“I’m not joking!” She glared

of hers as well.

none of your business! I’m getting married tomorrow,” Sierra replied spitefully.

didn’t say much after that.

became anxious and grabbed his hands. “Don’t. Just answer me. Lie to me if you have

”

will that

toward the end, her tone

his gaze on her intently. Shadows obscured her face, and

want to get married, find someone who would treat you well. I will continue treating you the way I always have.”

stunned. She looked at him

you saying you would treat me this well even

guess you could

words. Why? If you can continue treating me this well, why can’t you bring yourself to feel even the tiniest

I can never

million pieces, plunging her into an

was an indescribable pain clawing her apart.

head. It was

all, she’d voiced everything she ever wanted to say multiple times before, and yet, every single time, his response was that same calm,

she would

“I understand.”

and walked toward the hotel listlessly,

he leaned against the window of his car. He lit a cigarette and exhaled, a cloud of smoke

”

the mansion for three days, and

who brought her her

come on a daily basis to check on her wounds. The scabs on her face had already fallen off, leaving behind nothing but faint, red marks.

on her knee, however, needed a little more time.

cover her eyes with her

rising starlet with her

she turned her head and saw a few blurry photographs on television. She recognized two of

and Lewis. Their appearances had been so heavily altered that their faces had become unrecognizably blurry,

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they’ve been together for