Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 58
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His hearing
Ava
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Have you ever felt like you’re just living through the motions? Like nothing and no one around you
is real? I googled it. G****e said it was a form of dissociating. It happens especially with adults who had childhood traumas. It’s a coping mechanism where the person separates him or herself from what’s hurting or causing them stress.
After I read that, I realized that maybe Letty was right. Maybe I did need help. Professional help. Maybe I should start seeing a therapist. I know I have issues. Deep seated traumas that I haven’t been able to work through.
Sighing, I stand up and start pacing the room. My mind was racing and no matter what, I couldn’t settle down. I’ve pushed everyone away since that time when everyone was at my house. I’ve refused to take calls or talk to anyone.
I just wanted to be left alone. To process everything on my own. Sometimes I feel the weight of everything falling on me and it’s just hard. It becomes too much to handle some times and I’m left feeling hollow and empty inside.
My phones rings, cutting through the silent space. I check the caller Id, it was Brian calling. I know why. Today is Ethan’s trial and he wanted me to come and testify against him. Just like I couldn’t press charges, I also couldn’t testify. (3)
I’m not condoning what Ethan did. He did some pretty messed up things, but I just can’t bring myself to put a nail on his coffin. Every time I’ve thought about going ahead and pressing charges or testifying, every good moment we’ve shared comes to my mind and I immediately withdraw from the thoughts.
Ethan, the Ethan I knew, was good to me. He made me feel good, and not just S**ually. He brought out a side of me I never knew and taught to me embrace it. That’s why his betrayal hurts so much. 1
With Rowan, I always knew he didn’t like me. Even when we were younger, he tolerated me because I was Emma and Travis‘ sister. Yes he hurt me and it broke my heart, but deep down I always knew it was to be expected. His hate for me, no matter how painful wasn’t new.
When it comes to Ethan though, it’s painful because I never expected he would hurt me. I thought we were on the same page. I thought that he felt the same way. I thought his feelings and actions towards me weren’t tainted. It hurt because it turned out to be a lie. It hurt because I never saw it
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I should have though. Everyone in my life, except Noah, has hurt me. I was now even doubting
Letty and my new found parents. How do I know they don’t have ulterior motives? How do I know
they won’t hurt me or betray me? How do I know they’re not just playing me?
The fucking questions never leave me and it was driving me insane.
Tired of pacing and driving myself crazy, I take a hat, sunglasses, my car keys and then I leave. I
start driving not really sure where I was going.
I don’t know how I end up at the court house, but it’s only after I park my car that I realize where I
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at my hat and sunglasses and frown. Maybe subconsciously
all along.
damn crazy” I tell myself as I put my disguise
out. I don’t though, instead I walk through
to
keep his hearing and wrong doings from leaking to
the kind of damage that would do to their company image. Thought a part of me
they’re doing that for Ethan’s sake.
internally count the room numbers until I get to the one
the door. Thank goodness it doesn’t make a sound. I didn’t want anyone
was here.
the room and take the furthest seat. I fix my disguise, just
before silencing
Chief Officer Brian gives his
was on the right with his lawyer. My parents were right behind
was on
of the cops were there. So were Travis, Letty
didn’t expect him here. He did hate Ethan though, and Rowan is the
his enemies crash and
realize that I was seated on Ethan’s
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does your client plead against the
be in her
whispers in his lawyer’s ears before
says in
may continue”
He tells the courtroom how Ethan came here a few months back. That they got his transfer papers to their station. He didn’t see anything wrong and he never questioned anything because of the transfer. It all seemed in order so they just took him.
next to testify were the three other cops there. Then Travis and finally Letty. Travis didn’t say much. He only talked about Ethan’s friendship with Letty. Letty talked about the role he played in my life and how we
missing
takes a
hearing given the accused has already
every accusation levelled
leveled against you, you’re going to receive two years
fifteen years for murder attempt with a possibility of parole. That being
her gavel
at hearing his sentence. Twenty one years in prison is
time. 2
standing up, I look at Ethan one
tear makes its way down my cheek. I
able to recognize
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In Chapter 58 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 58 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 58 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
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Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 58