Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 59
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A surprise
It’s been a month since the whole thing with Ethan happened. Am I okay? Definitely not. Does it
still hurt? Fuck yes. Have I moved on? Absolutely not.
Things haven’t been easy. Every day I find myself drowning further and further in a sea of pain and heartache. I thought I was doing okay when I decided to move on with Ethan. I realize now
that I was probably just lying to myself.
Ethan’s betrayal has drenched up all the other pains I tried burying. All the hurts I tried
forgetting. It was like I was now back to square one. Only thing is that I had a few more new scars
marring my heart and soul.
I go through the days in a fog. Just living numbly. Time and things pass me by because I wasn’t
really living. I am just surviving. Taking each day one at a time.
Everyone seems to have moved on, but I feel like I am just stuck. Stuck in a never ending cycle of
pain and heartbreak. My world right now is dark and cold and I feel all alone.
“Miss Sharp, are you okay?” Mark, one of my students asks me.
Fuck, I hate that name. It serves as a reminded that the people who gave it to me broke me. I
wanted to change it, but I didn’t know which name to take. I didn’t want to take the Howell’s name
given I don’t know that much about them. There is also the fact that I haven’t spoken to them
since that day at my house.
“Yes, I am…focus on the classwork” I reply to him before looking down at the books on my desk.
I loved teaching, but nowadays it has become like a chore. Every day I come to work, I can’t help
but wish the hours would fly by quickly so that I can go home. I wanted solitude but I wasn’t
getting enough of that with Letty and Rowan checking up on me every damn time.
My students have noticed something is wrong. Classes aren’t as fun as they used to be. I wasn’t as
cheery as I was before. I was like a robot. Lifeless. Because of this some of my students have
started skipping class. I just don’t know how to bring back the old Ava.
‘Instead of trying to bring the old you, why don’t you try to create a new version?‘ an internal voice
asks.
Was that even possible? Creating a new version. A version of me that is different from the child,
teen then woman who has been broken too many times to count.
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+15 BONUS
answer that question or think too deeply about it, the bell
out of my class without saying a single
a little before I have to go to my next class Luckily, no one stops me in the hallway. I wasn’t really in the
to anyone
lounge and freeze up. I was expecting it to be at least somewhat empty, but
packed. I release a groan as I walk to the
down. Nora’s name flashes.
Ethan I go to hang up, but I press
accept button instead
she calls
anything. Just release the breath I was
my dear, please don’t shut me out. Don’t shut me and your father
at the
don’t say anything. I couldn’t even if I wanted
fucking word.
to be in your life. I want
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hurting and I want to be there for you. I already lost
you again just after finding you would
breaks my heart.
I’ve
tell her slowly. Trying to push back my
give you time if that’s what you need,
in my heart even when I thought you had
I’ll always be here for
I don’t know if I can trust them yet.
I reply
saying, but I just don’t know. What if she’s just looking
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what I’m afraid of. Of being used. Of being
Rowan.
being cold or anything like that towards them. I was just trying to protect
pieces of my heart.
girl” Carol says walking towards my table.
groan under my
highschool teacher and she had a
to stick her nose in other
me in shock. “With the way you’ve been eating and how moody you
you’re preggo”
she was joking, but I freeze in my seat. Her
through every fiber of my
okay, Ava? You
right?”
the lounge, I blindly ran through the hallway till I am out of the school. I immediately jump
of the parking lot.
Please don’t let
try to think back. Try to do the math, but my mind is so jumbled
not caring that I will probably be pulled
Carol was wrong.
park my car and rush out. Unluckily for me, I bump
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In Chapter 59 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 59 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 59 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 59
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 59