Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 59
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A surprise
It’s been a month since the whole thing with Ethan happened. Am I okay? Definitely not. Does it
still hurt? Fuck yes. Have I moved on? Absolutely not.
Things haven’t been easy. Every day I find myself drowning further and further in a sea of pain and heartache. I thought I was doing okay when I decided to move on with Ethan. I realize now
that I was probably just lying to myself.
Ethan’s betrayal has drenched up all the other pains I tried burying. All the hurts I tried
forgetting. It was like I was now back to square one. Only thing is that I had a few more new scars
marring my heart and soul.
I go through the days in a fog. Just living numbly. Time and things pass me by because I wasn’t
really living. I am just surviving. Taking each day one at a time.
Everyone seems to have moved on, but I feel like I am just stuck. Stuck in a never ending cycle of
pain and heartbreak. My world right now is dark and cold and I feel all alone.
“Miss Sharp, are you okay?” Mark, one of my students asks me.
Fuck, I hate that name. It serves as a reminded that the people who gave it to me broke me. I
wanted to change it, but I didn’t know which name to take. I didn’t want to take the Howell’s name
given I don’t know that much about them. There is also the fact that I haven’t spoken to them
since that day at my house.
“Yes, I am…focus on the classwork” I reply to him before looking down at the books on my desk.
I loved teaching, but nowadays it has become like a chore. Every day I come to work, I can’t help
but wish the hours would fly by quickly so that I can go home. I wanted solitude but I wasn’t
getting enough of that with Letty and Rowan checking up on me every damn time.
My students have noticed something is wrong. Classes aren’t as fun as they used to be. I wasn’t as
cheery as I was before. I was like a robot. Lifeless. Because of this some of my students have
started skipping class. I just don’t know how to bring back the old Ava.
‘Instead of trying to bring the old you, why don’t you try to create a new version?‘ an internal voice
asks.
Was that even possible? Creating a new version. A version of me that is different from the child,
teen then woman who has been broken too many times to count.
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think too deeply about
without saying a
just want to breathe a little before I have to go to my next class Luckily, no one stops me in the hallway. I wasn’t really in the mood to
to anyone
was expecting it to be at least
packed. I release a groan as I walk to
phone rings just as I sit down. Nora’s name
handle them. Especially given their relationship with Ethan I go to hang up, but
accept button instead
Ava?” she
release the
Don’t
catching at the
anything. I couldn’t even if I wanted to. My mouth refuses
fucking word.
daughter, Ava and I want to be in your life. I want to be the
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I want to be there for you. I already lost one child, please
another. Losing you again just after finding you would kill me”
breaks my heart.
it. I’ve been so emotional these past
need time” I tell her slowly. Trying to push back my
releases a breath. “I’ll give you time if that’s what you need, but always remember
heart even when I thought you had died.
always be here for
to be wanted, but I don’t know if I can trust them yet. Only time will
I reply
she’s saying, but I just don’t know. What if she’s
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used. Of being a second choice
Rowan.
that towards them. I was
pieces of my heart.
girl” Carol says walking towards my table.
groan
was a junior highschool teacher and she had a way of annoying the hell out of
stick her nose in other
in shock. “With the way you’ve been eating and how moody you
preggo” she finishes with a laugh.
know she was joking, but I freeze in my seat. Her words ring in my mind like a broken
through every fiber of my
frowns. “Are you okay, Ava? You have to know that I was
right?”
through my body. Rushing out of the lounge, I blindly ran
of the parking lot.
Please don’t let it
try to think back. Try to do the math, but my mind
drive fast, not caring that I will probably be pulled for over speeding. I needed to confirm
Carol was wrong.
car and rush out. Unluckily
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In Chapter 59 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 59 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 59 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 59
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 59