Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 78

Chapter 79

Even If It's Just Pieces of You

I push at his chest and he relents, pulling away and letting me sit with my back tot he headboard.

He's watching me carefully, as if trying to gauge my reaction to his words, to his suggestion. With my hand shaking, I reach for the mug of tea he had brought and sit cross-legged.

The tea warms my hands, and the room is quiet, except for the occasional sound of him shifting on the bed.

I take a sip, slow and careful. It burns my tongue a little, but then it soothes my throat, the sweetness of the honey making me close my eyes in comfort.

My nerves shoot in my stomach and I force myself to look him in the eyes. me what you meant, Jake?"

He flinches like he's terrified of the idea.

I reach for his hand and squeeze. "Please."

"Can you tell

He presses his lips together and looks away, jaw tightening as if he's trying to gather his thoughts. The furrow in his brow makes me want to reach out and smooth it away, like I did with Zaid.

I want none of them to feel so troubled, none of them to struggle with me.

In the quiet, I take him in. The faint stubble on his jaw shadows his face just enough to make him look rugged. The lines at the corners of his eyes, put there by years of laughter and smiles, make me happy that so far he has had a life well-lived despite its hardships.

He's so heartbreakingly handsome, and it makes me understand just why Aiden and Zaid can capture me the way they do.

Finally, he breaks the silence. "I've been thinking about it, Alina."

I swallow hard. "Thinking about what, exactly?"

He shifts his gaze back to me, his brown eyes warm. "You."

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I take a sip to busy my trembling hands, though I'm sure he notices the way my entire body shivers and warms. "Me?"

He nods, eyes dropping to my lips. "You. Me. What I want."

thickens between us, my breath

he says, each word deliberate, like they're fragile enough to

in my mouth before I make myself spit it out from

me that you don't

the covers because it's so much more complicated than that. It's so much more than

"Baby?"

but it's so much more

doesn't have

I shake my head.

won't stand in your way. I won't

understand," I

as I get to love

of

do

you,

me, stealing the air from my

anger, the betrayal when he saw Zaid and me. A fresh wave of guilt rises, and I grip my

Jake's gaze sharpens. "Why?"

that," I say, the

making my chest tighten.

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just a bit, and he

whole I've buried myself in, but

would solve all my issues. "Maybe, but it would depend

shrugs, his voice quiet but firm. "Well, we could do it anyway. Try

I can't lie

feels guilty for

"That's cheating, Jake."

to mine. "Like

my chest. Technically, he's

my

heart.

heat there makes my skin prickle. I place my mug on the

hand grips my thigh, holding me in place.

but he cuts

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