Tangled in Moonlight: Unshifted (Ava and Lucas)

Chapter 39 Ava: Her Identity

You have the potential, Selene says, her voice a cautious whisper in my mind. The arcane flows through your veins. But…

My breath escapes me in a giddy rush. Magic. Real magic. Human magic. It's something out of a fairy tale, not something that should exist in my life. Then again, supernaturals exist—and we're pretty nonstandard, ourselves.

It's not that simple, Selene continues, her tone growing more serious. Magic is not a toy, little one. It's a force of nature, raw and untamed. To wield it requires knowledge, discipline, and control.

I swallow hard, feeling the warning in her words. "But how do I learn? I don't even know where to start."

You would need a teacher, Selene explains, her voice tinged with hesitation. Someone well-versed in the arcane arts, who could guide you, show you how to harness and control your power. But magic is a lost art. Magicians were lost to the curse and became shifters.

Talk about a letdown.

"So, I won't be able to do magic." Is that how you say it? Do magic? Cast magic? Spell magic? Cast spells? It all feels weird in my mouth.

It is unlikely, Selene says, but she still has that cautious sound to her voice.

"If I tried, what's the worst that could happen?"

Death.

A simple word, bluntly given, with all the truth in the world behind it. I shudder at the matter-of-fact tone.

their magical talent. Until magicians began to teach each other, too many lives were lost in

vigorously, trying to regain some of the warmth that fled my body

But—if Selene says it's too dangerous, I believe her. It isn't worth my

been bothering me

Of course.

me? No shifter has a wolf with a physical

explains in that non-explaining way, where nothing is really answered. We are both separate and one

again. All shifters are bonded with

can't be helped, Selene sighs, and I can almost picture her shaking her head. It's

you, an English professor now? And what are we, exactly? Are you a Lycan or a

a quiet pride. I came to be with you of

if that somehow makes my brain work better. "How is that possible? Doesn't the curse decide who is

more important that you take a cold shower before your heat starts

alpha sends a shiver down my spine, and I can feel the

don't want to be in a frantic state like yesterday. But I can't let this conversation go just yet.

how can you just choose to be with me? And what do you mean, we're separate and one at the same time? I don't

little one, Selene says, her voice softening. There is much you don't understand yet. But trust me when I say that everything will be revealed in time. For now, focus on getting through your

my skin starting to prickle with

One humiliation is enough.

tearing off my hospital gown and tossing it on the ground as I go. Niceties

how far they are, but they're close enough that I'm lifting my chin to sniff, trying