Tangled in Moonlight: Unshifted (Ava and Lucas)

Chapter 229 Ava: Fire

Bureaucracy in the Fae Ward moves with the pace of a paralyzed sloth, leaving me with an itchy feeling between my shoulder blades, as if staying here is the worst decision I've ever made.

Selene spends most of her time slinking around the Fae Ward, finding pockets of space with less wards to sneeze over. Vanessa and Marcus stick with me, with Vanessa sharing my bedroom.

Our first lesson doesn't happen for three days. Why?

Application for Unlicensed Magus to Practice Dangerous Magic Within Residential Areas.

It's an actual title of a piece of paperwork Magister Orion had to file. Apparently, new wizards (though the official Fae-paperwork term is magus, unknown origin) are deemed a deadly force. Whoever runs this place has a serious stick up their butt about me learning magic.

"I don't like it," Vanessa says, staring out the window. "They'll have your name on official paperwork. We have no idea how deep Renard's influence lies."

"It's only within the Fae Ward," I point out, like I have the other thirty times she's mentioned it. "If they're going to find me here, the paperwork won't be the only reason."

Marcus, of course, is quiet. We already know how he feels. He hates it and doesn't trust the paperwork, either.

Not that I disagree with either of them—it's just that, like them, I feel stuck.

doesn't help that I've been unable to reach Lucas for three days.

has all of us

made any progress?" Vanessa changes the subject to sit on the bed beside me, where I'm surrounded by five papers with different runes written on them. Unlike the magic book I'm still kicking myself over for leaving in my

that happens when I touch them;

red tape, gave me these five papers and told me to find the elements within me

I try to commune with a single element within me, nothing

advises, grimacing at the papers before me. "It helps with fighting. Learning to center, to

that before—I grab the one

The sounds and scents of the world fade away, leaving only the sensation of my own body, its thudding heartbeat vibrating through my chest, and the pulsing core of magic within me. It's

touch it. Nothing happens. I try to visualize tugging

access this power if nothing works? Taking another deep breath, I force myself to relax. Maybe I'm trying

for fire sitting on the paper in front of me. Fire. Destructive, passionate, life-giving. I think about its properties—how it

Burning.

unbidden. Not a memory of this life, but of another. A dream? A vision? Whatever it

couldn't move, couldn't scream, couldn't see. There was nothing but the all-consuming agony of

as the phantom sensations wash over me. I want to pull away from the memory, to escape the torment, but something holds me there. This is important.

name, no self, just pure

feeling, on the memory of being unmade by fire. The bright core of magic within me pulses in