The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I wasn't sure if I was relieved or disappointed. I always wanted kids but not right now and yet I couldn't stop the little feeling of sadness in the pit of my stomach. I guess in my head I thought the test was going to be positive.

"I told you". I handed him the test before taking a seat back on the couch.

It wasn't our time to have a baby and I was okay with that.

A sigh fell from his lips as he placed his hand on my knee. "I thought I was right, but I guess there's always next time".

I placed my hand on top of his. "We have all the time in the world to have a baby. I want you all to myself a little while longer".

Some may see that as being selfish, but I didn't care. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I wanted to share the world with him before we settled down and even thought about having kids.

We would have our moment but until then it was all about us.

"I know babe I just thought". He paused.

"I know". I whispered. "And when the times comes, you'll be the best dad".

We had never stayed up this late. I was always an early bedder and Jake always had some sort of business to take care of before ending the day. But tonight, we sat watching movies enjoying each other's company. Just us. No interruptions.

talked, we laughed. We

wasn't sure I was going

think it's

my arms as another yawn escaped my mouth. "Are you coming

to lock up and then I'll be

locked. He done this before we settled onto the couch, but I know he was double checking and making sure

I would

head against his chest and closed my eyes. We rarely did anything like this, so it was nice to spend time together and just be by ourselves. "Would you hate me if I tell you I wanted you to

disappointment on his face when he looked at the test. He wanted

but I'm not ready

kissed the top of my

..

stop. It was the first thing I thought about when I woke this

worked my way around and was now finishing up in the living room. It wasn't even noon yet. Jake

a candle. I couldn't stop grinning. Everything smelled fresh and I felt good. I went into the kitchen and made myself some tea. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I didn't drink tea and yet I wanted

running and then there was a knock on the front

Flowers.