The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I wasn't sure if I was relieved or disappointed. I always wanted kids but not right now and yet I couldn't stop the little feeling of sadness in the pit of my stomach. I guess in my head I thought the test was going to be positive.

"I told you". I handed him the test before taking a seat back on the couch.

It wasn't our time to have a baby and I was okay with that.

A sigh fell from his lips as he placed his hand on my knee. "I thought I was right, but I guess there's always next time".

I placed my hand on top of his. "We have all the time in the world to have a baby. I want you all to myself a little while longer".

Some may see that as being selfish, but I didn't care. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I wanted to share the world with him before we settled down and even thought about having kids.

We would have our moment but until then it was all about us.

"I know babe I just thought". He paused.

"I know". I whispered. "And when the times comes, you'll be the best dad".

We had never stayed up this late. I was always an early bedder and Jake always had some sort of business to take care of before ending the day. But tonight, we sat watching movies enjoying each other's company. Just us. No interruptions.

laughed. We

mouth. We were halfway through Jumanji, and I wasn't sure I was going to see the end. My eyes were heavy

it's bedtime

think you're right". I stretched out my arms as

to lock up

couch, but I know he was double checking

my feet. "Give me a kiss". I would probably be sleeping as

head against his chest and closed my eyes. We rarely did anything like this, so it was nice to spend time together and just be by ourselves. "Would you hate me if I

at the test. He wanted to be a dad; I would never hate

not ready to be a

He kissed the top of my head. "One day

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thing I thought about

finishing up in the living room. It wasn't even noon yet. Jake was

stop grinning. Everything smelled fresh and I felt good. I went into the kitchen and made myself some tea. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I didn't drink tea and yet I wanted some. Ever since Jake

upstairs before hearing the water running and then there was

Flowers.