The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I wasn't sure if I was relieved or disappointed. I always wanted kids but not right now and yet I couldn't stop the little feeling of sadness in the pit of my stomach. I guess in my head I thought the test was going to be positive.

"I told you". I handed him the test before taking a seat back on the couch.

It wasn't our time to have a baby and I was okay with that.

A sigh fell from his lips as he placed his hand on my knee. "I thought I was right, but I guess there's always next time".

I placed my hand on top of his. "We have all the time in the world to have a baby. I want you all to myself a little while longer".

Some may see that as being selfish, but I didn't care. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I wanted to share the world with him before we settled down and even thought about having kids.

We would have our moment but until then it was all about us.

"I know babe I just thought". He paused.

"I know". I whispered. "And when the times comes, you'll be the best dad".

We had never stayed up this late. I was always an early bedder and Jake always had some sort of business to take care of before ending the day. But tonight, we sat watching movies enjoying each other's company. Just us. No interruptions.

talked, we laughed. We were

wasn't sure I was going to

think it's bedtime

my head. "I think you're right". I stretched out my arms as

to lock up and then I'll be

were already locked. He done this before we settled onto the couch, but I know he was

I got to my feet. "Give me a kiss". I would probably

my eyes. We rarely did anything like this, so it was nice to spend time together and

he did. I saw the disappointment on his face when he looked at the test. He wanted to be a dad; I would

course, not but I'm not ready to be

know baby". He kissed the top of my

..

first thing I thought about when

wasn't even noon yet. Jake was still in bed; I didn't want to wake him because he

lighting a candle. I couldn't stop grinning. Everything smelled fresh and I felt good. I went into the kitchen and made myself some tea. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I didn't drink tea and

movement upstairs before hearing the water running and then there

Flowers.